The Warm Your Heart

Chapter 46

Dating is not just about being friendly. His name is only courtship, the introduction of character and personality of each.

While still friends maybe trivial things will not be a problem. Unlike when dating, because not picking up the phone or long replying to messages can be a source of problems. Arguing with each other has become everyday food.

How long is a beautiful date? At most one year. The rest is a fight when equating opinions. The worst thing is the cold war is unrelenting and severing relations unilaterally.

That is what Ami and Rian are currently experiencing. Their relationship has been two years. Rian continued the lecture again following in Ami's footsteps. The difference is Rian took weekend classes, so every Saturday for a full day Rian will study at a different campus with Ami.

Lecture-work-dating. Everything takes time. When you are tired of the many activities, emotional tension is getting higher.

The things that could normally be talked about well slowly became the source of anger. Lack of communication and tiredness of the body condition to simply explain the problem makes emotions increase.

The end result was the breakup of their relationship. During the week or even 2 weeks Ami and Rian break up, Ami starts to go through the days without Rian.

Go home and go to college alone. The empty feeling slowly appeared. Ami begins to rely on Rian by his side.

Ami will soften and eventually fine Rian and they will reverse again. So next. Rian's love for Ami which was initially greater as time went on even Ami who loved Rian more and began to want a more serious relationship in the future.

Rian instead of playing Ami, he also seriously even introduced Ami with his family and often took Ami to his house to get familiar with his family as well. But when Ami wants something more serious, Rian starts to think.

His job is not an established job to support Ami and their children later. He is still a contract employee who may never be appointed as a permanent employee. He is still in college, if married what about his college later?

Ami finished her studies and decided to move to work. They were no longer an office, but Rian still drove and picked Ami to the office despite the distance he had to travel further.

Rian considers it a sacrifice, but Ami feels it is still lacking. When He feels loved, He will want more and more to be loved. Ami wants their relationship to immediately step into the guarantee.

Ami's work began to be more established than Rian's. He has even tested permanent employees and will be appointed in 3 months. Ami starts saving for the future he wants with Rian.

What about Rian? His low self-esteem is back. His studies were not finished and his work was not progressing.

Ami and Rian started to fight often. Ami wants Rian to be more serious in their relationship but Rian is not ready. He still depends on his parents.

Ami wants Rian to be even more romantic but Rian is not a typical romantic guy who is easy to compete like Bagas. A shy guy can't seem to do that.

The week after Valentine in 2012. They had a big fight. The reason is Rian who can not be serious while the age of Ami is close to 25 years.

Rian sighed in annoyance. "Gue's serious, Mi. But look at my situation now. Marriage costs money and maturity."

"If we want, we can definitely Yan. Lo work and I also work, what are we afraid of? Rejeki will come by itself later." reply Ami did not want to lose.

"Gue also believes that we are a soul mate anyway we will get married too, Mi. Maybe now is not the time" Rian said resentfully.

"For a while, how did I feel about making my marriage? I am almost 25 years old. I don't want to make you marry me. At least we're getting serious about our relationship. We both pay for our wedding from now on. Broken joint. This is why all this time I am just a tube, you are always wasteful and never miss." lamented Ami. He doesn't care if anyone hears him talking on the bike.

"Yes, I'll be sad." Rian still won't give up.

"When? You know Yan, I don't have a father anymore. Wedding costs are expensive, if we do not save from now until when the cost will be collected?" tears began to wash Ami's eyes. He was already annoyed more and more upset with the attitude of Rian who he thought like a child. At least invite Ami to stop and talk in a quiet place, uh this is even talking on the bike while occasionally screaming annoyed. Ah it's wrong for Ami to expect Rian to be like any other man.

"Why can't you be patient? I'm still in college. I also don't have a permanent job. Patience. There is still a lot of time." Rian's words instead of dampening Ami's emotions even more make Ami more burned emotions.

"Stop Yan." Ami told Rian to stop even though he had not reached his house.

Rian did not want to listen to Ami, he just continued to drive his bike.

"Stop saying!" ami said with a tone full of anger.

Not wanting to make things worse, Rian also stopped the bike. Ami tidied up his bag and got off Rian's bike.

"Gue won't make you anymore. If you don't want to. I give up. We better break up Yan. This time I won't bother you anymore." Ami also walked away from Rian who was still silent on his bike.

Ami hopes Rian will chase after him but Rian turns back his bike and leaves Ami. Ami's tears fell unbearably. He regretted. Why has he been chasing Rian all this time? Even until the last of their relationship Rian did not pursue Ami because he thought that Ami would pursue him.

Ami walked to his house. Fortunately, it was only about a kilometer. He does not want to ride the motorcycle, he wants to calm himself before he gets home. She doesn't want you to know that she broke up with Rian.

Several times Ami set his breath trying to calm himself from anger and sadness. It turns out he was the one who had loved Rian too much not the other way around. If Ami had not started to love Rian, he would not have gone deeper and would have been hurt like this.

Ami wiped away her tears when she was near her house. A speck of hope in his heart that Rian had been waiting in front of the house to invite make up. But Rian was not around, no one was waiting for his arrival. He is alone again. Being single again.

⚘⚘⚘ Sorry I accelerated because of its low rating. I skipped a lot for shortening the episode. Moga stay the story and you like it. Don't forget to vote and like okay? 😍⚘⚘⚘