The Warm Your Heart

Chapter 16

The days leading up to the end-of-school exams are approaching. Almost all children have thought about going to which school. The time home from school that is usually spent hanging out and playing to friends' homes is now busy with Material Deepening (PM) and learning to try out.

The practice test began. From sports practice, biology lab and the arts. All 3rd graders are very busy, like now is the determination in the future to enter which school.

Unlike her friends who want to enter High School, Ami does not want to enter High School. Mr. Budi does not seem to be planning to finance Ami's college. To Budi, Ami is just a daughter. For what high school if later the ends will be ordinary housewives who take care of mattresses, wells and kitchens.

Ami was pensive in her seat. It was like he was not ready to face the test this time. In Ami's mind after all, he will only end until High School. He will not go to college, even though Ami really wants to feel like a student.

Mr. Budi only plans to finance Akbar's college, the only boy in the Ami family. Ami had to throw away his ideals that wanted to become a scholar.

Ami looked around the class. All his friends already knew which school they were going to next, including Bagas who was going to take high school. Ami is considering her decision to take high school. If Mr. Budi does not allow him to go to college, he only becomes a High School graduate who may be difficult to get a job.

Ami tried to think about entering SMEA or SMK (Vocational High School) with the aim of graduating from school He will easily get a job and with his salary later He will continue to college. Adults are Ami's thoughts. Being used to being treated unfairly makes Ami think that he should be able to develop potential in himself with or without the help of others including the help of Mr. Budi, his own biological father.

Ami actually felt inferior about her appearance. She's not pretty. The world is used to special treat beautiful or handsome people. The face is mediocre according to Ami must have something else in order to be appreciated, something is intelligence.

The reason Ami diligently studied is so that others appreciate him more. Loving the excess in her is not just a physical beauty that will disappear over time.

What makes Ami upset is, if He continues his plan to enter SMK then certainly He will not be able to meet with his best friends at this time. He was troubled between choosing a friend or education for his future.

Until when Titi invited Ami to see SMK Negeri which is quite good but the location is far in the middle of the rice field. Ami feels her school is far from the impression of 'effective school days'. He really has to study seriously at this school. Ami and Titi are friends again because they have no problem.

Titi who invited Ami to school together again made Ami confident that he would choose SMK because there were friends with him. But unfortunately, the standardization of values applied by SMK is quite high. Ami got away with it easily because her UAS score was high, but Titi did not pass. What the hell's going on? Ami is trapped in the SMK alone.

Ami has already registered can not cancel back, otherwise he must enter private school and Ami does not want it. Ami only contemplated his fate later. No friend is alone. Be it when the school breakup Ami cried sadly, He really had to separate from his friends.

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The year 2002

School in SMK is far from what Ami imagined. Usually in one class there are 20 male students uh this in one class only 2 guys only. Ami who is easier to get along with a boy friend feels not struggling to enter this school.

He misses Bagas. He misses Widi. He even missed being chased by Ahmad like his beautiful days in Junior High.

Ami's lesson value dropped dramatically. There is no longer a rank 1 like in SMP first. He was ranked 20 out of 40 students.

Ami almost feels hopeless at school here. He almost wanted to change schools, but he wanted to move with whom? The same Mr Budi? Don't hope!

Ami was feeling very depressed. He needs Bagas. Where's Bagas? Bagas had forgotten about Ami. It turns out that Bagas only uses Ami to graduate from school by getting good grades.

How ya?

Tau from where?

Ami school is located quite far from home. 2x take public transportation more precisely. Coincidentally when the first transport ride Ami stopped near Bagas house.

Ami was initially happy to still be able to meet Bagas once in a while. But what happened? Bagas did not even consider Ami's existence. Several times Ami called Bagas but Bagas seemed not to know Ami.

Ami even had to be pulled by Indri, a schoolmate who happened to be close to his home so as not to chase Bagas.

"Well, you still call me a guy? Do you not see if he does not want to know you again? Don't be a stupid girl. You said he was your best friend, but where? Just pretend you don't know! Aware Mi. Maybe he used to whip it out the same way he wanted it!" indri's piercing words felt Ami had a point as well.

After meeting Ami several times but Bagas was indifferent finally Ami did the same. Maybe true Indri's words, all this time He was only used by Bagas. Bagas kan playboy, sweet speech full of deceit. Even the smart Ami got into his trap.

Ami wiped his tears that He could not stand. He loves Bagas very much. He even refused to admit his feelings of joy just to remain good friends with Bagas. Butwhat? Even Bagas did not see it in the slightest.

For Ami, this is the most painful heartbreak he has ever experienced. Heartbreak plus feelings of being taken advantage of and betrayed. Who would be angry with? Same Bagas? On what basis?

Ami looked at the ring on her ring finger. He remembers Bagas saying that this was his engagement ring. Never mind fiancee, not even considered a friend.

What made Bagas change? Ami got the info from one of his friends who happened to be one school with Bagas. He said at his High School Bagas was famous and became a star. Bagas who is good at basketball is loved by many beautiful girls. Huft. Ami will not be able to compete with beautiful girls.

Ami returned the ring belonging to Mother Budi who had been on her ring finger. He doesn't want any more memories with Bagas in his life. For him his relationship with Bagas ended when the farewell of SMP first. Ami intends to focus on the lessons in his school and catch up. Goodbye Bagas Perdhana.....

⚘⚘⚘⚘ Hi all! Sorry I was busy yesterday and there are no fresh ideas. If there is anything about the relationship between Ami and Bagas ends that is it? calm there is still a continuation. Sometimes we lose something precious and realize it when it's gone. Still curious? Yuks makes the author spirit of updates diligently like and vote. Okay well? ⚘⚘⚘⚘⚘