
Sometimes ideals are not what we imagined as children. Ideals can depend on conditions and situations. Ideals can also be formed from a situation that forces us to plunge into it.
For Ami, his ideals and life path seemed to be a twist of fate. Ami who has already plunged into it just follow where the water flow will flow. Want to fight the flow of water there is no power and effort. It is best to follow the water flow and learn to swim even better. So that when the current leads to a deep abyss we can save ourselves, it might also be able to save others.
Ami begins to accept her destiny. He had never had aspirations all this time, but being an accountant was not his desire either. What is the power He is stuck in SMK accounting department, He also tried to adapt to the lessons.
Pursuing her downturn, Ami began diligently studying again. He can only rely on his own ability if he wants to graduate with good grades. Forget about the usual class-raising gifts He received during Junior High, He can only lament the value of his rapids that mediocre.
Slowly Ami began to open his eyes and mind. His happy life in Junior High was gone. He has to reorganize his life. His future is still long, if He does not awaken himself then He will forever be swept away.
Ami practiced strict discipline with her study hours. He began to repeat the lessons at his school and diligently do PR. If there is anything He does not understand then He cannot hesitate to ask his friend who is smarter.
Ami also began to build friendships with boy friends who only amounted to 2 people in the class. Slowly his boy friend grew to more than 10 people. Ami also started dating a guy from the school next door, although ended up with a broken heart because Ami cheated on him anyway.
Ami began to organize his life and began to move on until finally managed to get ranked 5th in the class. Ami is very proud of his hard work so far.
Without feeling the time of SMK is passed quickly. Quite fun also turns out Ami has many girl friends.
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Year of 2004
Ami has stepped on the 3rd grade SMK. He also made it through his school days. It turns out that after undergoing Accounting is not as bad as imagined.
Ami and Indri were crossing to go to school. His long hair he let loose. He was laughing with Indri recounting the incident at school yesterday when his hand pulled him.
Ami turned his head and saw Bagas smiling while holding his hand. A smile he had not seen for 2.5 years.
"Hi Mi!" greet Bagas warmly. His smile was still broadening fixed for a Ami.
Ami wants to do what Bagas did to her. He wanted to pretend not to know Bagas and be indifferent but He would not lie to his conscience if He also missed Bagas terribly.
"Oh.hhh!" ami replied awkwardly.
Indri who knows the story of Bagas so far sueki Ami began to resent. "Tumben Mi Lo reprimanded as He. I usually pretend I don't know you!" sindir Indri sharply.
Ami let go of Bagas' handrails. He glanced at the clock in his hand. If He is here too long and misses the angkot then He can be late.
"Gue first yeah." Ami pulled Indri's hand and crossed the road leaving Bagas which eventually followed Ami's steps.
"Mi.." call Bagas again with his voice that makes pity in Ami knock his pride.
"Sorry Gas, I'm late." Ami then climbed into the angkot that had been dismissed by Indri. Ami sees Bagas still staring at him until Ami's angkot disappears from view.
Ami lowered her head and held the sadness in her heart. Why did Bagas appear again in his life when he began to manage his life and enjoy his current life?
Ami pondered the words of Indri. He knew Indri was paying attention to him. Indri's words were many truths, but in a small heart Ami missed Bagas. Honestly, Ami was happy when Bagas pulled his hand.
Ami is back to being a moody child. During the school days he was quiet. During the break he just sat staring out the classroom window with his blank look. Indri finally gave up and let Ami decide for himself what to do.
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Ami was repeating the lessons at her school when Ibu Budi called her. He simply replied without approaching his mother. With annoyed Mother Budi who finally approached Ami.
"Mi, called from earlier." Ibu Budi was already standing in front of the door of Ami's room while folding both his hands on his chest.
"For the study. Why Ma?" ask Ami without taking his eyes off the book Accounting that is thick ngalahin the book of debt bill Kang Panci around.
"There's a guy in front. Your girlfriend Mi?"
Ami scrunched her forehead. A boyfriend? Meaning that guy dong? Wh who? There has never been a man who came to his house.
"Who?"
"Don't know. Ride the bike in front of your nanyain." Bu Budi also left Ami who finally came out of the room to approach who came.
A Satria FU motorbike was parked in the yard of Ami's house. A man was sitting on a motorcycle seat and looking at the yard of Ami's house which was planted with a collection of orchids owned by Mr. Budi. Hearing Ami's footsteps approaching, the man turned his body.
Bagas's?
Why is he here?
You know where Bagas Ami's house came from ?
"Hi, Mi!" sapa Bagas's. His smile immediately expanded wide.
Without realizing Ami also smiled. He forgot about Bagas' treatment all along. One thing is certain, he was very happy with the arrival of Bagas let alone to his home all.
"Hi Gas's. How do you know where my house is."
"Ask the same Widi."
"Oh.... Oh yeah. Go in. Get in the gas." Ami invited Bagas in but Bagas refused. Bagas saw that Ibu Budi was peeking from behind the window with a view that did not like his arrival.
"No need for Mi. What else do you think? The streets yuk." Bagas patted his bike. The motor is still sparkling because it is new.
"Not really thinking. I'll change clothes first." Ami went inside the house and changed her clothes. He also forgot his lesson and did not care about the sour face of Mother Budi when she said goodbye to leave. What Ami had in mind was Bagas. There was Bagas again in his life. Bagas back again.