The Warm Your Heart

Chapter 40

Misunderstandings usually occur due to lack of communication between the two parties. There is also something that happens because it is too easy to conclude something. How to avoid misunderstandings that lead to disputes and there are even quarrels?

The easy way is revealed. Tell me what the problem is and find a way out. Is it that easy? yes, said others, for those who experience it is not that easy Ferguso.

Therefore, before a misunderstanding try to think if it is on the other side. It is difficult indeed, because basically man is a selfish creature who wants only himself to be understood by others without thinking about others.

When misunderstandings continue in the end it is the shame and guilt that whack. That's how Ami felt. He could easily deduce something based only on his vision and what he believed to be true. Not asking first, just drawing conclusions.

Well, finally I can guess. Embarrassed. Ami used to even stay away from Rian because he thought Rian only had a certain purpose with him. Ami did not expect that Rian really wanted to be friends with her. Maybe in Rian's eyes, Ami is a fun friend? Only Rian and God know.

"I'm sorry Yan. I've learned something without asking it first lo." Ami lowered her head. Shame really hurt him this time.

"It's okay Mi. Relax with me mah. The important thing is you know that from the beginning I did not have a specific purpose as Intan. And another one."

"What?" Ami raised her gaze again and ventured into Rian's eyes.

"Don't hindarin me again. If I have the same fault, I'm sorry. I don't mean anything bad to you."

"Lo's not wrong Yan is the same as me. Don't apologize. And. I also don't avoid lo kok." lied. Ami realized his lies easily Rian knew. Ami is not good at lying. And Rian is good at reading people's characters.

"Gue knows Mi-lo is avoiding me. Since I asked about Intan Sama lo, your attitude to me changed. I started joining the other kids. You rarely start to go to college. I know why because I'm looking for money. But I know more about your reasons because of me. Really no?"

Ami breathed out her breath. He can't lie anymore. Rian's words that were after him were enough to corner his position. "Yes. I avoided you. I can't lie anymore." I'm Ami.

"Why? Just because I saluted Intan? Or is there another reason? For example... you like me that way?"

Ami almost choked with the sweet iced tea that he was drinking. "Not.... Not because of that. Ih lo ge er really be a person!"

Rian's face displayed a hint of disappointment over Ami's words. He hoped Ami would say yes but even Ami immediately dodged him. Ah stupidly Rian, Ami is not a woman, where would He reveal his heart first?

Rian handed her a piece of tissue so that Ami could clean her face that was hit by sweet iced tea. "Here, lap first."

"Yes, thank you." Ami received a tissue from Rian and cleaned her chin wet with iced sweet tea.

"Keep because of what? For what reason?" Rian still demanded Ami's answer.

"Because I don't like to be used" replied Ami firmly.

"Gue doesn't benefit you, Mi."

"Yes I know. But you're not the first person to find me, but eventually there's some ulterior intent in it."

"Gue is not Mi. Did you start our friendship? If I had evil intentions to lo yes I would not do anything like that." the tone of Rian's voice began to have emotions in it.

"Yes I know. I tau. That's why I was wrong and I'm sorry. I don't mean to accuse you of being mean to me. Only I was traumatized because I was often treated like that. What's wrong if I defend myself from the more heartache I suffer?"

Rian drank his drink. He must calm down. Today's event could end in a fight and ultimately it's possible that Ami will go again and avoid it. Yesterday he could still get closer to Ami, but if Ami left again he was not sure he could see Ami again.

"Lo says you're often treated like that? Who treats you so often?"

"All my friends."

"Are they worthy of being called your friends?" ask Rian.

"One of your best friends was a guy who picked you up in front of campus?" rian interrogated Ami.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Why don't you avoid him like you avoid me? If you avoid him, you will definitely avoid heartache again."

"I tried and I can't." Ami is not hungry anymore. Keep away dishes that are still a lot of food. Ami looked back at Rian, her gaze as if challenging. He did not care, there was no relationship between them and Rian continuously demanded answers from him.

"Why can't you? Because you like him?"

"Yes. I like her. Why?" challenge back Ami.

Rian looks to clench his hand. Trying to hold back the anger in his chest. He who lured Ami and himself also became upset made. How else, he had long refrained from asking Ami directly. "Certainly? Why not just date? Do you like each other?"

Ami picked up the bag he had originally placed on the side chair where he was sitting. "That's my personal business Yan. You don't have to take care of my business." Ami then got up from her seat. "Gue first, Yan. Thanks for the treat today."

Ami walked out of the restaurant feeling annoyed. Not wanting to stay still, Rian got up from his seat and chased after Ami. He knew he was the one who started their fight.

"Mii...Mi.... Sorry. I'm sorry okay? I don't mean to touch your feelings. Pleases... We're going the road again. Sorry I am..." Rian pulls Ami's hand to stop Ami's move.

Ami was a bit shocked when she found out that Rian was holding her hand. "Please release Yan."

"Gue will let go if you want to forgive me." Rian looked at Ami with a pleading gaze.

Ami went back to breathing deeply. "Okay I'm sorry."

Rian immediately released his hand from Ami's hand. His smile immediately expands. Easy to get sorry Ami turned out.

"But I want to go home. And one more thing, starting Monday I leave and go home alone. Waiting for me, I'll go alone."

"But Mi-"

"Gue Yan first."

Ami leaves Rian. He decided to go home by himself. His heart was very upset. Who the hell is Rian to interfere with his personal affairs? Ami realized that he was wrong to stay away from Rian for his own assumptions, but that does not mean Rian just want to manage his life. They're not dating, are they? Why also Rian too interfere with his life. Want Him to be friends with Bagas kek. Want Him to just use Bagas cake. Indeed why?

Ami kicked a small pebble that was near his feet. Hoping to kick the pebble then the irritation in Ami's chest will be reduced.

At 5pm. He and Rian should still be busy walking the mall, uh he ended up waiting for the angkot in front of the Mall. The sound of the motor horn makes Ami distract him from the gravel.

"Neng, would you like to join brother dangdutan?" greet the motorcyclist while opening his full face helmet. Bagasses.

"Room here?" ami asked astonished to see the figure of Bagas in front of him.

"Reverse it was me. Why are you standing here?"

"Yes, yes, too. I'm taking a walk alone to buy a DVD."

"Jaudah let's go up. Come home first want a new shower I take you for a walk."

Without a second thought, Ami went up to Bagas' bike. Ami did not realize there were eyes full of annoyance staring at him from a distance.