THE SOUL OF MAYRA
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Mayra smiled at Fara from the phone.
// Insert God in every problem you are facing, Far.// Mayra said softly.
Fara nodded.
// Thank you, May. Oya, you have another show? Because - because I over time your video call, your activities are delayed. //
// I don't have any events, Far. You don't have to feel guilty. I'm gonna go get my friend back in the dorm. You eat by yourself? // the subtle sound of Mayra playing.
Fara looked at Arnoz and her fiance with a wry smile while answering Mayra.
// There used to be a friend of mine who was so attentive to me, May. But, honey, she can't be with me anymore. //
Fara pointed those words out to Arnoz. Hearing Fara's words, Mayra frowned not understanding.
// Meaning? //
Fara smiled.
// Have just finished it, May. Oya, I close first. I want to eat, May. //
Mayra looks to nod.
// Yes, continue eating. Assalamualaikum, Farah. //
// Waalaikumsalam, May. //
After making a video call with Mayra, Fara immediately finished her meal. After that, Fara rushed back to the apartment. However, his departure from the resto turned out to be the same as Arnoz. As Arnoz greeted Fara, Fara only stopped and looked at him for a moment, and stepped back again.
Fara stopped her steps without turning her body towards Arnoz.
What do you want Arnoz to call me? I feel like I want to go home right now, I want to run away from her.
inner Fara
Now Arnoz and his fiancee are by Fara's side. Fara glanced at them at a glance, a dislike look from the look in her eyes.
"You're not sorry about me, Far? For almost a week, you ignored me. Is there really no apology for me?" arnoz looked at Fara from the side.
"What did you say, sorry for you? There's nothing!" timpal Fara cynical. "This injury has not healed yet, so it is better not to ever call my name, nor see me. Remember that, Arn!"
This time Fara blatantly expressed all her disappointment, her frustration at Arnoz. Even though it had passed the day that made him heartbroken, still the wound in his heart had not healed. Moreover, almost every time whether in the cafeteria, campus hallway, Fara class met Arnoz. Fortunately, Fara was about to graduate, her thesis was almost complete.
"I know you're disappointed with Arnoz, but can you apologize for him? Kudo'you'll get a better man than Arnoz." Arnoz's fiancee spoke.
Fara was silent and did not respond. He went to ignore Arnoz and his fiancee there. Her heart was still fragile, wanting it to feel Fara yelling at the world saying her current fragility. Fara's tears rolled back down her cheeks.
O God, give me strength. Maybe this is a rebuke from You for me. I have broken Your commandments, I have been wrong in this relationship. I realized that I was not yet a good Muslim and obeyed His commandments. From this moment on, I want to change. I want to forget my past, please give me God.
In Fara's reflection, he realized everything. Her heart moved to become a Muslim woman who obeyed and obeyed His commands.
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Fara looked at herself in the mirror, her heart steady for the hijab. God is really moving Fara's heart right now. Fara smilingly looked at herself in the mirror reflection, looking at her new look wrapped in hijab and covered clothes. Although not like Mayra, Fara still trying to improve.
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