THE SOUL OF MAYRA

6. (Sadly)

The sad news befell Mayra and her grandparents, making the Candra family who are still stand by in neighboring countries, immediately take a flight to Indonesia.

And, after the arrival of Candra and her family in the homeland, then the bodies of Mayra, grandfather, and grandmother were buried in the same TPU as Mayra's parents.

After the funeral was held, Fara and her parents also the neighbors went home to each other.

If his parents are outside, accompany the mourners who come. So, Fara is now in Mayra's room. She was crying alone there. Shedding all the cries of sorrow that he could not bear. Her tears flowed so hard.

The girl in white quadrilateral hijab cried while hugging her two legs. His heart recalled the conversation yesterday afternoon that became his last conversation with Mayra.

"Why are you lying to me, May!? You said you wanted to go to the pesantren. But ... Why did you go to heaven?"

Fara cried so hard nonstop. After her crying subsided, Fara approached Mayra's study table. There is Mayra's favorite place in the room. Fara touched Mayra's light blue prayer beads.

Fara grasped and clasped the light blue prayer beads with melted tears. Fara closed her eyes. In the blink of an eye, all the memories of Mayra revolved like a video. The more his heart.

Tok tok!!

The knock on the door only made Fara open her eyes without even wanting to turn her head. The door was knocked back, but Fara remained in the same position, reluctant to turn her head in the slightest.

"Lho, Rey ...." Rika hung up her sentence seeing Reynar just in the doorway. Her eyes turned to Fara who was sitting on Mayra's study desk chair back at the door.

"Fara, this is Reynar."

Fara pensive. He stared at the light blue tasbih that Mayra often uses—besides her black digital tasbih—with a sad highlight. Her pelvis was filled with tears.

"You don't have to lie to me. Rey's in the pesantren, where it might be here!" fara said she was still turning her back on her mother and Reynar.

Rika sighed on the spot. He rubbed Reynar's right shoulder, and nodded his head as a signal for Reynar to approach Fara.

Slowly teen boys in plain black shirts lined denim jackets, with black jeans. Approaching Fara who was struck with a light blue tasbih in her grasp.

"Why don't you give me more opportunities?"

Fara was surprised, but she refused to look back. He was guessing, who knows he was just hallucinating because long time no see Reynar.

"Why do I always feel the same way?"

In that instant, Far stood up and looked back. His puffy face with a flushed nose Reynar can see. Fara was not hallucinating. Reynar was real standing before him at this moment.

Without aba, Fara hugged Reynar—, her little friend from elementary school. Cry spilled. Ambiguous crying, means double. Between the longing cries are also sad.

"I miss you, Rey ...."

Reynar closed his eyes. His longing while in this place was not for Fara, but a girl who suddenly entered his life and just left for the Divine.

"Why don't you be a cousin!?!" Reynar took off Fara's arms. His voice sounded snapping. And, only Fara replied with a dazed look.

"Why do you go and leave your cousin alone...!!!" Reynar shouted furiously. He didn't care if the people below heard him. But in fact, no one came to him here.

"Mak—sud you a—apa, Rey?" Fara asked weakly. It was a surprise to see Reynar look this angry. In Fara's heart, where's the rancid and absurd Reynar I know?

Reynar takes two steps, leaving Fara behind. His heart was breaking into pieces at this moment. Angry, disappointed, sorry, and sad mixed into one.

Without him noticing, a tear was dripping from one of his eyes. The same tears that the woman who gave birth to him went away for good, leaving him with a father who did not care. The pain feels the same.

Reynar looked blankly at the window in front of him, he still turned his back to Fara who was defending in a daze.

A single tear trickled back down Reynar's cheek. His two tightly clenched hands held back the pain in his crumbling heart.

"Pearl brood with rocks, it is he who appears to shine from others."

"Splitting is the thing I hate the most. And, regret is the thing I'm most reluctant to do."

Reynar closed his eyes with two drops of tears. He clenched his hands tightly. Holding back the broken heart that so cut him.

"Prestigious lo gedein! Now that he's gone you just realized, that you actually have a similar taste to him!!"

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Pass revision 4 July 2021

Sad + crumpled minus🤧😪

NOT LAST CHAPTER🙈