THE SOUL OF MAYRA

56 (About heart)

The sun is on the horizon. The smell of dew in the sense of smell is carried away by the wind. And, as the wind blew on him earlier. This morning, where his school activities holiday—because it imposes a full day's school— system Mayra chose to sit on his desk chair that is directly facing the window.

The girl in a quadrilateral olive veil smiled as she closed her eyes, enjoying each dribble from the open window.

The world is not as crowded as it would be if noon greeted. So, if you want to take a walk is suitable for the time. Where did Fara go this early, because Mayra hadn't heard her voice since. Mayra's not worried. Choose to watch the morning greet the people on earth.

Until long Mayra was in her position with a digital prayer beads circular on her left index finger, the sound of the gate being opened made her curious.

From her window, Mayra was able to see what was on the porch of the house. And the first thing he saw was, Fara who had just got off Reynar's black scoopy bike. A smile on Fara's lips drew Mayra to a smile.

At least Mayra is grateful if Fara's parents ask about her daughter's news, Fara's parents do not need to worry. Because Fara is good and happy here.

Reynar looked up unintentionally. Making the net hit netra Mayra. The two men sat for a moment before Mayra stood up, leaving her desk chair.

"Accubus ..." Mayra is famous, accidentally met with a man not his mahram.

Below, Fara laughed at Reynar's babbling. But the laughter disappeared as Reynar's gaze was fixed upward, to Mayra's open window.

"Why don't you tell me, anyway, how you feel, Rey? Instead of looking far away from the gini, ntar hunted taken people?" said Fara. He smiled even though his heart was difficult to describe.

Reynar stared silently at Fara. "How many times do I have to tell you, if I don't feel the same! Why, anyway!?"

Fara chuckled small. Reynar is lying to himself right now. Obviously he put a hint of admiration for Mayra. But still not admitting.

"At school, there are upperclassmen who love Mayra nyamperin, you know, Rey." Fara deliberately ignites the embers in Reynar's heart.

"Whatever, don't care!"

"So, the upperclassman loves taking Mayra to the musalla." Back, Fara ignited embers that were much bigger than before.

"Bodo very!"

"Don't say handover, bodo very, continue to be alone, Rey," said Fara reprimanded. "You're the one who said Mayra was rare. But why don't you fight him?"

Reynar breathed deeply. Early in the morning his blood had gone up and his heart was hot because of Fara.

"It's better to admire her in silence. Than in the end just giving false hope."

Reynar left on his black scoopy bike. Leaving the sculpted Fara in place with a slowly fading smile print. Until he realized, Fara quickly went from his place.

******

"Where are you going, May! It doesn't look like you're here!" Fara's voice was so panicked. "Kok can lock on the toilet, anyway? Must be fans of Kak Zikra, huh?"

Mayra shakes. Honestly, his body was limp again. He was trembling in fear.

"Don't su'udzon, Ra. Not good," Mayra rebuked with a faint voice.

"May, how not su'udzon with fans of Kak Zikra try, if all this time you are always harassed by them!!?" said Fara wanted to resuscitate Mayra who was only silent if disturbed.

"It's Ra, already. Come on, take me to Zikra's sister."

The familiar voice made Mayra and Fara look back. There was Zikra there with a cold look that was never shown at all. Yes, this is the first time the friendly Zikra installed its cold flat look.

Then, the cold spot warmed up mixed anxiously staring at the already lowered Mayra.

"Well what else are you gonna do, May?" zikra enigma. The highlight is sad, that's what Fara caught. "Why not tell me, anyway, if you got my gegara problem?"

Mayra is getting deeper. Fara can only continue to embrace Mayra.

"If it ends up like this, I'm not maxing you for this race, May. Please, talk, May."

"What am I supposed to say when all is known, brother?"

Zikra scooped his face. His heart feels strange to hear if Mayra has been harassed by his fans. Knowing Mayra was in trouble for it, made Zikra vulnerable herself. Really, this underclassman was able to make him to always think about it without a long pause.

"You want me to tell you what happened to the man who bullied you, May? Tell me, Mayra."

"Nothing, Brother." An increasingly guilty answer made Zikra feel guilty and amazed in one situation. "Everything's fine, brother. There's nothing for Zikra to do. Ariston ..."

Mayra and Fara passed through Zikra just like that. Mayra remained in her down position until she and Zikra were away.

"DON'T BLAME ME IF I WANT TO ALWAYS PROTECT YOU."

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Don't blame me if I want to always protect you

The words Mayra remembered came out of Zikra's mouth, making her speechless since coming home from school earlier. Mayra did not know to be happy or sad remembering the sentence that felt burdensome to her.

His retirement ended with a letter that Mayra had written in an empty book.

Don't blame me if it's just a wound you've received for your race.

Don't blame me for the disappointment you've received in your struggle.

Because I ... never wanted to give all that to anyone else. Be aware, you. If hope in humans it only hurts.

Do not blame God who has outlined predestined what is in your life.

Don't and don't expect much of what was never destined for you.

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Pass revision 24 June 2021