THE SOUL OF MAYRA

70 (Lost)

One week after Mayra's funeral, grandparents. The atmosphere of the duk still enveloped the house of the late grandfather. Loss is evident in the rest of the family.

However, the loss is not only felt by family members. Except there was a teenage boy—Reynar— who also felt the loss, even for the second time.

The sense of loss of the mother figure is still unfolding, and now the sense of loss is increasingly imprinted due to the eternal departure of an orphaned hijab girl, who was seen with one eye because of her appearance, named Mayra Athifa.

If you want to remember the story of the Prophet, then the sense of loss of Reynar at this time is not comparable to the sense of loss that the Prophet felt. The apostle is the one who truly understands loss.

Since he—Rasulullah—still in the womb of his mother, he has lost his father. After he was born, he lost his mother. Until he was taken care of by his grandfather, and his grandfather died, he was taken care of by his uncle—Abu Thalib.

The loss that the Prophet experienced was not just that. He also felt lost until sad, because the Angel Gabriel who usually came to meet while carrying the revelation of God, for some days did not come to him.

So, is it true that the Prophet understood the meaning of loss?

Reynar sits on a balcony divider with his legs bent to chest height. He looked at the blue sky today. His heart cannot be defined as leaning to where. For sorrow, sorrow, disappointment, regret, and loss mixed to form a wound in his heart.

Without Mayra's late life knowing, if the presence and short sentences are so meaningful for Reynar Adhiswara—teen who had helped him, asking for his help even say goodbye to him will go to bed.

Almarhumah Mayra really did not know if he was able to occupy some of the empty gap in the teenage boy's heart.

Once again, Reynar muttered inwardly, "The mother of pearls with the rocks, she is the one who appears to shine from the rest."

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On the other hand, it's still the same day. Fara bowed with agitation struck. He is also setting his heart so as not to be chaotic like before. Fara wanted to toughen up despite the grief.

"Why silence? Mayra is there or isn't there?"

That's Zikra. Yes, Zikra Hadid. His popular class brother during High School who has now graduated, and immediately denied education at one of the city's top universities.

Zikra felt that something had happened to Fara—cousin of the owner of her heart. However, Zikra was unable to guess at that. Rather than guess, he better ask directly.

"Are you tense, Ra? Something's happened to you, huh?"

Fara's still tight-lipped. He tried to be able to tell the reality that would soon break the heart of his upperclassman.

"She, Brother." Fara looked at the clumsy Zikra. "It's not me but Mayra."

"Mayra why?"

Since last night, Zikra just that time wanted a quick morning greet him. At that time, he was more tired than usual. However, in order to quickly meet the owner of his heart, Zikra hopes that the desire of the morning will quickly greet him soon materialize.

Zikra called Mayra one week ago, exactly on the day of Mayra's accident. The number is inactive. Zikra was determined to meet the next day, but many affairs— as maba— that made him busy until it did not feel like a week he stalled a visit here, to the house of the owner of the heart.

"Sister Zikra spared Mayra if you don't want a wound in Brother's heart."

Quite an astounding sentence Zikra.

"Why do I have to miss Mayra, if I've told her before, I'll justify it after S1?"

This time it was Fara who was dumbfounded. Beyond his expectations, Zikra has thrown his serious intentions on Mayra who has now separated nature with them. Mayra had gone to the place and lived her eternal life on the Divine side.

"Sir Zikra lupain was also that intention."

"Why? It's not like you've never seen me close to Mayra before, have you?"

Fara nodded. It allows Zikra. He is happy if one day Zikra can be with Mayra, because Fara sees Zikra is a good figure who is definitely able to protect Mayra. However, it all collapsed when death picked up Mayra first.

"Because Mayra is gone, sister .." said Fara wailing with a tear.

"meaning?" Zikra frowned.

"Mayra didn't exist because of an accident a while ago."

The deg!!

In that instant, Zikra felt limp and his vision wooed meyu. His head was bowed, trying to hide the broken and broken in his heart. Zikra's eyes are heating up, tears are ready to slide from the fertilizer. However, he could still hold it.

"Why did he leave so soon? What was the sentence the other day was a sign of his disappearance?" senandika Zikra in heart.

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Pass Revision July 5, 2021