The RoofTop Girl's

You hurt me...

Auroras

After dinner and a little chat with Sonia's mom. He returned to his room, leaving Fatih who was still having a serious conversation with papa Dimas on the side porch.

Just as he was just lying down and trying to close his eyes. Fatih's phone vibrated on the nightstand. Doubtful he approached the phone, a call came in with Kikan's contact name.

"Kikans?"

Instead of picking up the phone or going out just to tell Fatih that there was a phone, he chose to ignore the call by pretending to sleep.

A kikan? I don't know why he felt so guilty about the girl. He had taken Fatih from Kikan, he married Fatih while Fatih was still in a relationship with another girl.

Fatih had never mentioned a single bit about her love affair with Kikan. The man was closed, last he saw the togetherness of Fatih and Kikan during the wedding event mbak Ara.

Fatih also rarely brags about intimacy on social media. And he just realized that Fatih had never posted a photo together with Kikan, at least in the last four months. Because the only photo of their togetherness that he accidentally saw in the man's story first, yes pas party mbak Ara.

It has to be how? He is trapped in a pseudo-marriage made only to save his pride. Fatih has sacrificed a lot for this. Fatih has been stamped as a child who is not good in the eyes of both parents of the man, had to give up the face to be battered by papa Dimas and now must lose a lover, all for his sake. Someone who is not even worth anything.

I can't, he can't be this selfish. Finally, with a strengthening heart, achieved Fatih's phone that still vibrates because of the call. He wanted to tell Fatih that there was a call from Kikan. Just as he wanted to open the door of the room, Fatih appeared first to open the door.

"Hey... haven't slept?"

He shook his head, "There was a call from Kikan, I was going to tell you." Hand her the phone she held into Fatih's big hand with the face made as calm as possible.

Fatih pias's face, he could see Fatih closing the door and exiting. He knows, the man needs privacy to talk to his lover.

But before long, Fatih entered again, he deliberately lay with his body facing the wall. He knew at this time the man was changing clothes, heard from the sound of a zipper being pulled.

Then he felt a warm hand touch his shoulder.

"Ra, I'm going for a minute. What'd you like to drop? I'll be home soon enough to buy it."

He turned around and acted as if there was nothing in his chest at the moment." Martabak's titip."He said while trying to smile.

Fatih gave a short nod, "Rest, I'll wake up when I get back." The man kissed her forehead. This scene does not need to happen, there should be no term kiss forehead for a strange relationship like them.

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Fishnake

Four months???

Usually never this long. Fatih has missed. Their relationship is usually broken. And every time they break up, it takes a month or two at most for them to get back together.

Fatih most who first started, although not dismissing, he also started first.

But now it has been four months since they had a big fight because Fatih who had not been willing to propose at that time.

What's wrong Fatih?

And now they sit together again at the same table, opposite each other separated by a serving table.

"We broke up Kikan, there's nothing else between us." Fatih's sharp and piercing sounding voice succeeded in making her flabbergasted.

"Don't be like Fatih's little boy. Just because of the problem I insist you are getting married, you really want to break up the relationship, come on, you already know what I am like."

"Look at us, Kikan. Is there anything we can keep out of our relationship? How many times have we tried with a second chance, we always agree to start from the beginning, but the result? always same. What this relationship has is getting worse."

He grabbed Fatih's hand, but the man immediately brushed it off. " Okay, I'm sorry for always being selfish. I promise I'll try again, we can go back to how we used to be. Remember what we don't have nicknames for? We're made for each other."

"It was..." Fatih grunting.

"We can fix it, we start over."

Fatih shook her head, "Sorry, I'm so sorry. I married someone else Kikan."

"What?"

"I'm married, I'm someone's husband. And now my wife is waiting for my return. I'm sorry Kikan, we can't be like before. Look for a man better than me, there will be many later you can choose, who can love you with all your heart. Our relationship ended four months ago and there's nothing to fix about it."

"You hurt me, Fatih."

"Sorry..." Fatih stood up and then passed by, leaving her alone there.

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Fati

Their relationship was long over. And he did not intend to fix it or start from scratch.

After all, he didn't want to pretend anymore. He had been in contact with Kikan for a long time without feeling, even his body seemed to not recognize him anymore. He can't pretend to be in touch with someone who doesn't have his heart anymore.

It had been enough all this time that he gave the opportunity for his relationship with Kikan, but the results were nil.

There are many signs that make him have to end their relationship. Before he hurt himself further. From the beginning he was wrong. It wasn't Kikan he loved, it was Aurora.

All this time he had denied that feeling, arguing that Rora was just a brother, but his heart could not lie any deeper. He can't. Because of his unwarranted denial, Rora became far away from him and ended up with incidents that he could never forgive at his age.

If he had been open with his own feelings, of course Rora would have always been under his protection as a lover and the incident would never have existed. But right now, he won't be able to forgive himself at any moment.

To be Continue

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