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Auroras

"Hello pa?"

"Come to papa's practice now, papa wait!"

The connection was cut off, papa's voice sounded heavy and desperate. Well, since knowing she was pregnant out of wedlock, papa was indeed disappointed in her, they were not as close as before, and he also knew himself, papa was too dependent on expectations so high on him, he said, he was the one who could lead Papa Hospital. But the proof is that he's nothing more than a loser, She's a loser, a pathetic loser.

He had inhaled a lot of air before finally choosing to laugh with a face full of wounds, it felt so crowded. He wanted to keep a little of the rest of his pride, but he didn't even know there was anything left.

By ourselves.

He walked through the rain, forcing himself to challenge the swiftness of the water coming down from the sky, simply strengthening his heart to challenge his present future.

He could not meet papa in this wet condition, so he decided to go home, change clothes. Mama Sonia who was so panicked to see her condition immediately quickly took a towel, and took care of it that was so fragile.

"Oh Allah, Roraa. Where are you from, honey? again pregnant is not good rain, later fever. Quickly change clothes, mama make warm tea." And he wanted to cry again, he didn't deserve to be treated this well. Mama Sonia would be disappointed if she knew she wasn't Fatih's child.

The rain had stopped and he was already preparing to go to papa's practice. From the tone of the speech papa called earlier, obviously papa is in a bad mood, I don't know what it is. Actually his body and heart were very tired, but he did not have time just to feel sorry for himself, there was a papa who was waiting for him.

Papa took off his glasses as he walked into papa's room. Papa ordered the assistant and nurse there to come out, making him nervous to death. Being in a room with papa in a very gripping condition like this, really never once crossed in his shadow.

Papa thrusts a photo of the ultrasound in front of him, still in silence. Doubtful he grabbed the photo slowly, but the next second, the world felt split in two. His knees were limp was not able to hold his body weight again, so he had to hold tightly to the end of the table so as not to fall.

He didn't know where he could get the photo from, but he still remembered it was the same photo that Abi had tucked into the man's notebook.

As if he had forgotten how to breathe, his breath stuck in his throat. While papa was still silent, the look on his face implied how badly he was hurt.

In that instant, he immediately knelt down while looking down, "Excuse Rora pa, forgive Rora...." Tears were unceasingly coming out and just flowing, occasionally he rubbed it with the back of his hand, but still his tears continued to flow like a faucet that had been broken so that it could not be stopped.

"One of the families of the foetus in your stomach came to see papa."

Papa's voice sounded cold and piercing, making his body tremble.

"Papa thinks it's Fatih's son, you and Fatih.... Okay papa can take it. But it turns out that Fatih was just a shield to cover up your behavior all this time, papa doesn't believe."

"Since the beginning of this you were afraid of when you prefer to go to college outside, five years never trying to go home, it turns out this?!"

"Papa doesn't even know what to tell you Rora! you made Fatih fallout to cover up the mistakes you made, you are really outrageous. Papa is ashamed of you!"

"This is what you want? live free..?! papa is really disappointed with you!" He gasped when Papa punched the workbench in front of him. Papa was never this angry. No. gabe...

All he knew, papa was a warm man, who always smiled for him, giving him love as big as the world, obeying all his will. And the father who was in front of him was completely different.

"Go, don't look your face in front of you again!"

"Lad..." He looked up and shook slowly.

"Get out!"

"Papa.hiks hiks.... Forgive Rora pa...."

"Exit...?!"

He closed his eyes, his chest felt tight with tears mixed with snot that already no longer know. He has made papa's heart hurt badly, he's a wretched child, a complete wretch.

Once upon a time when he had promised papa and to himself, to be a child who could boast papa, always be the best, a young doctor with overseas graduates, cumlaude predicate, a young doctor, but apparently, he could not prove anything to papa.

Slowly he tried to stand with the remnants of the strength that still existed. Just glanced for a moment at the papa who still did not want to see him at all.

Forgive Rora pa...

Pardon...

You hug and you're spoiled

Beautiful at the time

Make me soar by your side

Warm breath fresh breath

Your body smells

You're gonna drop everything

Your dreams and hopes...

You want me to be the best for you

Obey your orders, keep away from temptation

What I might have done

In my time of growing up

Don't make me shackled

Falling and being trampled

(There's a band - It's best for you)

God, please

Give a million of my love to him

I promise you

Will not betray his door

Dad, listen

How much I love you

I'll prove it

I can fulfill your wishes.

(There are bands that are best for you)

He walked without direction, without regard to his surroundings, sighing deeply. At times like this, wanting someone to hug her, she misses mom...

She doesn't have any purpose in life. She just go where her foot bring her until She found some place to stay. She doesn't know for how long, even it's only for one day or for good, She doesn't know.

She feel lost. He did not know his current purpose in life, and the only thing he knew was to leave, without direction, while wishing him luck so that he knew what he should do after this.

To be continue

happy reading's....

Oath fitting nulis part this, I almost cry, remembered my own father 😭😭😭

Dad, papa, dad, Daddy, all calls that lead to one man, a figure of first love for each of his daughters.