The RoofTop Girl's

Anniversary is fucked up

Auroras

He stood up crying, as one by one those who were there embraced him. Thank God, that's all he can say right now. His family truly loved him with all the heavens and the earth, ah no, even more than that.

"B.mammm.mmm." Fara muttered in her arms, the baby was so cute, with a mouth mixed with saliva smirking the entire surface of her face enthusiastically.

Apparently, my mother had prepared a small thanksgiving in their apartment. Inviting an ustadz from a boarding school to pray together. All prayers for their move there.

"This is bik Galuh, brought mbah kung from Sidoarjo." Mama introduces a middle-aged woman to him when the Thanksgiving event has ended.

"Later to make Galuh stay here with you, make help, well that's Mbak Weri." Mama again pointed to a woman younger than the Galuh monk who was standing near the kitchen island.

"She's a professional babysister, has been hired by papa to ngasuh Fara, she will also live here, one room is equally made Galuh."

And he nodded, could not hide his happy smile, at least he was not lonely later when Fatih worked, there was mak Galuh, mbak Weri and of course there was Fara with him.

One by one his family said goodbye when the day had gone by. Byan and mommy go home first, then Ara and her husband. The last one is of course mama and papa and mama Sonia and papa Dimas.

"Break up, mama's here again tomorrow." Mama hugged him tightly and for the umpteenth time she nodded.

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One week later, Fatih took her to Bandung, just the two of them. He was shocked when Fatih prepared everything for their departure.

"Why go to Bandung?"

"You forgot? tomorrow's our anniversary dear." Fatih pinched her nose top plan.

"Oh my God, sorry bang. I forgot, it's been a year." The ringing is wrong.

While he was still gawking, Fatih just paced in front of him, stuffing some items into their luggage. Seven months accustomed to preparing his needs, Fatih had memorized all the items and clothes he used to wear.

She thought that her love for Fatih was never enough. This is not the first time he has felt this way. Often he thought that what he gave Fatih was not enough for the man. He could not keep up with Fatih's struggles in this relationship.

And to be honest, it made him feel small before Fatih. He loved Fatih, but it felt like Fatih loved him more than the love he gave this man. He was afraid of not being able to meet the expectations of a Fatih.

He has long since admitted that Fatih has a handsome face that makes anyone feel hypnotized. He nicknamed Fatih a walking pheromone, because wherever the man stepped, there were always female eyes that followed, perhaps with little hope of becoming a partner later.

While he, when reflecting, all his confidence seems to evaporate somewhere. I don't think he deserves to be with a Fatih. Fatih with all the perfection he had, while he was only a lump of shin wrapped in leather, there was almost no meat left in his body at the moment.

Well, the cancer has taken away all the beautiful hair and body she once had. If diagnosed by a mental health specialist, he or she may be currently diagnosed as having an acute body image disorder.

He was exactly like a robot when Fatih led him to prepare, because this morning if there were no obstacles they would leave for Bandung, it was Fatih's plan, not his plan, he just followed. So just following, he was not aware of their trip which suddenly had arrived at one of the hotels in Bandung.

After resting, the night she wore the dress that Fatih had prepared for her. The dress is ivory white with long sleeves and the bottom covering her knees. While Fatih since the afternoon was not seen, and only directed her to follow the hotel attendant who would later pick up.

The hotel staff took him across the restaurant and towards the outdoor area. When looking up, he found the bright and star-studded sky of Bandung. After a long time languishing in the treatment room, it was amazing to see the stars.

After looking at the stars, he again circulated the view in the area. At one of the romantic tables with candlelit lighting, he saw Fatih there. Looks very charming and stunning in a black coat and pantaloon in the same color.

Fatih smiled and grabbed her hand slowly, while she could not hide her blushing cheeks from when.

"Anything nyiapin all this?" He was surprised to see the preparation of Fatih who was very all out.

"For you hunny." Fatih's whisper right behind her ear.

He laughed a little, because that was the only way that could be done to hide the thump in his heart that was getting crazier.

They enjoy a romantic dinner while throwing eyes at each other. Well, since marriage, this is arguably their first romantic dinner on the first anniversary of the year.

If only his body did not shiver, even though Fatih had attached a suit to his body, maybe he was still at home here. However, the night, the more the cold bites. So, he nodded as Fatih asked if he wanted to go to the room or not. He let Fatih guide him out of the restaurant.

His body stiffened when he heard someone calling Fatih. Without being prevented, her blood was like boiling, especially when a woman in a red dress with a high hemisphere to the thigh was clearly visible when the woman stepped over to them.

"How are you, Capt, haven't seen Capt.Fatih since moving to domestic flight." The woman's voice sighed as if asking for attention. From that conversation he could catch that this woman was a flight attendant.

He could not deny that Fatih's profession could not be separated from the beautiful girls who always surrounded the man. And Fatih could have picked one of them between the flight breaks instead.

The woman was already far behind, after pleasantries with Fatih that felt nauseating to her. But the effect is still felt because now, he again crashed into the bottomless abyss, after all night trying to scavenge the confidence that he deserved to be with Fatih.

Now he inflamed himself to the point of questioning, what exactly did Fatih see of him, while there were many other women who were ready to become the man's lover?

"Dear, what's wrong with you? I don't want a little nuisance last night ruining our night." Whisper Fatih, when they were in the elevator.

And he just shook his head slowly, trying hard to wear a mask behind his unwarranted jealousy and low self-esteem that increasingly shrouded and gnawed at his heart at this time.

When they returned to the room, he was still cold, even though Fatih tried to make fun of him.

"What, the hell, is the problem?" Finally the remark stole out of Fatih's lips.

The problem is with him. He and all the insecurities that made him still question, what did Fatih see of him?

"What do you see in me?" Ask raucous.

Fatih opened her mouth, but then clenched her again. I don't know what Fatih will say and make the man change his mind at the last second.

"What do you see in me until you want me to be your wife?" While the women around you have everything, beautiful bodies, beautiful faces, everything."

Fatih grunts," bullshit, what the fuck. We've been through it all together Rora." he said. "If you think physical is everything, you already have it."

My laughter burst out when I heard Fatih's words.

"You must be kidding me."

"No, I'm not." Rebut Fatih firmly. Fatih approached, making him reflexively step back.

Fatih continued forward, making him retreat until his back touched the cold wall and realized there was no longer any place to escape.

Fatih grabbed his hand and directed it to feel something stiff and hard behind the pants the man was wearing.

"Can you feel it?" Bisik Fatih's.

He gulped, while Fatih's gaze was so fiery as he looked at her. The emotions that are emanating there are very difficult to explain.

His hands grew even more helpless as Fatih pressed further into the area. His blood rippled as he felt the tensing astonishment of Fatih's tan.

"Can you tell me how hard I am now? and that makes me think it's you, Rora. Not another woman."

In front of Fatih, he could only be stunned. He was grumbling with his mouth open, with no word he could say.

Fatih closed her eyes, with a frown and thousands of emotions emanating on the man's face. The moment Fatih opened his eyes, he could only grasp one meaning behind Fatih's gaze.

And that one meaning was enough to make her want to cry.

There was disappointment in Fatih's face, and he caused that disappointment.

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