
When you remember about you
Far away in the eyes of the heart
I thought about returning
Although different I will live
No intention to part with you..
....
We are still young in seeking a decision, I'm sorry I want to go back as if there is a way back.
(Taken from the lyrics of the song IF - Melly Goeslaw feat Ari Lasso)
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Bandung
At 17:00 wib
Wilted
"Let's Yu this afternoon?" Oma opened the door of her room that was half open.
"Yes ma." He replied without turning his head, still busy packing things, putting some sheets of t-shirt rolls into his backpack.
I don't know, he prefers to go back to Jakarta rather than join the committee ospek MABA (New Student). Though according to Dika, the chairman of the committee, this is the opportunity to find a cynic for singles like him because there will be many level siblings from various faculties that are beautiful.
Six full moons have passed, she thought it was enough for her to forget Audrey, but she was wrong. The girl, I don't know, she wants to hate but this heart can never just throw away all her memories with Audrey, her smile, her laugh, her jokes, all of them making her even more tormented.
And here he was finally, after traveling Bandung-Jakarta by riding his motorcycle, he lay in the room. Two weeks off is enough to laze around at home.
Usually there will be someone who looks forward to his return to Jakarta, who else if not Audrey, but this time not. Their separation is still felt even today, he who made the decision is not Audrey.
He who left the girl, cut off their relationship. He didn't even give Audrey a chance to talk, he was just too emotional at the time.
***
Maybe it was destined to the universe, this afternoon when he had planned to drop his pride by visiting the boarding Audrey, but he had not been there yet, but he had not been there, the girl had somehow come from where was already in front of him when he wanted to buy something.
"Audrey."
Audrey turned her head, looking surprised and misbehaved as she looked fixedly at the girl's face.
"How are you?"
"OK, you?"
"Good."
"Can I get a bike now?" Look at the motor that the girl just parked.
"As you see "
He had chuckled softly, considering how afraid Audrey had learned to motorbike to hit the road barrier, then kapok and no longer dare even just hold the handlebar.
"I'll go first, take the goods." Audrey nodded softly and stepped into a store and service of computer tools, all stiff.
Come on Bayu, it's not you yourself who asks, if one day meet then be strangers to each other, so do your words to Audrey, and you've licked your own saliva by greeting her, the girl still remembers her, and will always remember because women are the number one reminder machine in the world.
For a long time he just stared indistinctly on the side of the road, until the silhouette of Audrey looked out again from the store.
"Well, how is he still here?" Audrey squeaks in wonder.
"Wait for you." She could see Audrey's face instantly turning anxious.
"Can we talk?"
"What are you talking about?" The girl looked agitated.
"There's been a lot, last time we parted, I just realized that we need to talk more actually."
And he waited, waiting for Audrey's reaction while tightly grasping the key of the motor he was holding. And finally he could breathe a sigh of relief as the girl nodded slowly.
"Search for a good place to eat?" Bargainly
"No need, just there." Audrey pointed to a small cafe right next to the computer shop.The two walked side by side to the cafe.
"What do you want to drink?" Ask the girl who has been so agitated.
"Anything." Audrey answered quickly.
He eventually chose fruit juice as a lozenge that afternoon and began ordering.
"So what are you talking about?" Clearly emblazoned with the discomfort of Audrey sitting alone with her, making her heart throb, it turned out that time had changed this girl a lot.
"I'm sorry, because the last time we met I was selfish, not even listening from your point of view."
"I'm sorry Drey." Said whimpering.
The girl smiled, sweet just like before.
"I'm sorry, too, that I was wrong to hurt you. I had no idea that oom was your father. But one thing you need to know, I've never been touched by your papa. I changed my mind and ran away that night."
His breath was stifled at Audrey's words, from the beginning he should have asked for an explanation from the girl before deciding something.
"That which passes, let it pass, we cannot repeat time." Audrey smiled again.
"I, I was just too emotional back then, I'm sorry Drey."
"Drey, can we go back, I mean, I'm sorry, can I'm gonna be you, we're like old times."Obviously his voice sounded like an embarrassing mutter, but whatever it was, right now he just wanted Audrey.
It was quiet for a while until the girl spoke.
"There's a lot going on after we parted Yu, it's not the same and I've loved someone else, I love him so much, we're getting married."
DUARRR....
Audrey's words like a Molotov cocktail exploded in her heart, destroyed the order of life that was there, just six months and the girl was able to forget her easily, what was she saying earlier, want to get married?
He smiled bitterly while nodding slowly, well true said Audrey, all is no longer the same. And he should accept it with a chest instead.
"Who? I mean who's that guy?" Unsurely, he asked.
"He was the doctor I was working at, he was the one who helped me that night, when I ran away from the hotel, he gave me a ride when I couldn't afford the rent, he gave me a job until I got out of debt, he gave me a boost when my mom even told me to quit college because there was no cost, he..."
"Enough." He stopped the girl, every word Audrey had pierced her, that she knew nothing about the lover, that he who could only blame the girl without wanting to know why Audrey decided to be at the hotel that night, he was really embarrassed.
"I'm sorry, I love him, not just to return the favor of Galih's brother to me, but more than that. He's the one who grabbed me when I was dumped by you first. I love her more than anything, I'm sorry." Audrey stood up and walked out leaving her still dumbstruck.
To be Continue...
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