
Renzi was still frozen in place. He looked at the angel watching the baby in the incubator. From there, Renzi concluded something.
Don't-don't.., that baby...
Wow, how lucky he is. Not even the world allowed him to be exposed to sin or torture from the cruelty of the human heart. The angel's face was so radiant to welcome the baby. The baby was still pure and so holy. Different from him who has sinned.
"Renzi. Yesterday I visited the nature where your mother lives."
Renzi looked over again to hear her mother mentioned. He wants to see his mother soon. That was the purpose of dying peacefully. If he could be with his mother and sister again, he would be the happiest man-ralat-arwah.
"Just calm down, your mother was a good person who always behaved on the basis of conscience for the rest of her life. He was in a good place and lived the apocalypse waiting in peace. He just harbors anxiety on you." said the Angel making Renzi relieved to hear it.
But the next sentence made him stifle. "Unfortunately, you are not yet worthy to come to that better place" the Angel looked at him.
Renzi is still petrified.
"During your life, you don't love yourself. You are hanging around without realizing what you have been living for the rest of your life. You're even waiting for death, aren't you?"
The things that the Angel said made Renzi reflect.
"But, Renzi. There is one thing that makes you different from other sinful souls." Angels pause. He continued, "You have absolutely no grudge against anyone who hurts you. You only repay what others have for you with kindness. The rest, who are evil to you, you are eliminated from retaliation. You let them meet their own karma, maybe someday. As happened today. You pardon the person who planned the accident. You're not even grateful for that?"
Renzi nodded. He admitted that he was happy to welcome his death.
"And that's why I gave you the chance to live life once more. You will live once more as a human being. Of course with memories from the past and our conversations now you will still remember."
"Angel, will I be born again, in my next death, I will be able to meet Mama?" ask Renzi please be anxious.
"Yes, you can. As long as in your next life, you do not expect your death as before. Try to stay alive. You will have new parents. Be happy and love her as you love your family. And there is also one thing that will be with you in this life." The angel paused for a moment. Renzi waited anxiously.
"You will earn the unwritten title of bearer of good fortune wherever you go. You will be given a different vision from other humans, which is to see the past of others. You have a duty in this world. Be happy with your new family. Protect them with all your strength. Don't ignore anyone else anymore. Now I'm out of negotiation."
The angel took the life of the smiling baby. Then, Renzi in the form of a spirit, without being able to resist being sucked into the body of the baby.
Dark for a while. His ears heard a faint noise then it became clearer. He could feel his heartbeat again. He can also see a white ceiling with several doctor heads on it clearly.
"I'm really back to life!" inner surprised.
"...as a babyii?!!!" then shouted. However, all that sounded was a cry and whimper coming out of his lips.
"The heart rate is back. Patient survived." said one of the doctors who was right nearby.
Renzi fell silent later. His head was looking at the faces around him. His naked and just-pocked body became his next thought. How could they notice her being naked like a spectacle?
Renzi was very embarrassed. His tiny hands were moving hard to control. Moments later he realized that he was now just a baby who was less natural if he felt ashamed of these adults.
But, still. His soul is the soul of a 25 year old adult. His face flushed, plus there was a male doctor among the medical workers.
This is misunderstood by the medical team for the baby's reaction.
"Has she got a fever or other symptoms? His face is very red. Well, even though she's still a red baby. But it's too red on the face." said one of the female doctors who was beside her.
For the sake of hearing that, Renzi a.k.a the baby, tried to normalize his face. He tried not to care about the shame he had left. He even began to consider the medical workers as fruits. This caused his laughter to break because he actually imagined them as fruits.
***
Diza has just finished taking care of the procession and the report on the deceased patient. Because the patient was a kara and the child of the patient was entrusted to him, Diza took care of the administration of his labor.
He pondered for a moment. He thought about having to leave the baby in an orphanage? Then he shook his head. The baby was placed on her for treatment. The patient also left a will and an inheritance for the child.
After much thought, Diza decided to take care of the baby. He then visited a special pediatric ward where incubated babies were placed. Some medical team just came out and passed him.
"Did something happen?" tanya Diza saw the radiant faces of the doctors and nurses.
One of the guys with a name tag Susan told Diza. It tells how happy they were to see the baby's first laugh. Although at first they panic because the baby had lost his heartbeat, but then it can still be saved.
The curious Diza finally entered the sterile room using a mask and sterile clothes. He headed for an incubator with the name "Princess Ny. Hannah". Yups, that's the name of the baby's biological mother.
Looking inside the incubator, Diza was stunned when the baby's gaze met her. Inwardly Diza wondered, could the vision of a newborn be that clear? Moreover, he was premature and was born when his mother's gestational age had not reached nine months. But, it was not only that that made Diza then become fixated. Because at this moment, those beautiful eyes were staring at her with bright twinkle, her tiny lips opened and laughter escaped from there. Make Diza forget to stand up. Busy fascinated.
And then inside grew the feeling of affection. There is a desire to protect and care for the tiny, fragile baby as his daughter. Diza did not know why, but her tears fell from being too happy.
"Thank you for surviving. From now on I am your mother, sweet child." Diza said after the decision in her mind reached an agreement.
The baby laughed again looking at Diza. This made Diza very happy and laughed. The rarely seen smile and laughter in the end he gave it all to the baby. Perhaps if his comrades saw, they could not believe their vision. The original Diza was a four-door refrigerator. Very cold and freezing.
However, today, thanks to the presence of the baby, Diza smiled sincerely. He was really happy to see the baby he was going to raise as his daughter.
After lingering in the paediatric ward and waiting until the baby fell asleep, Diza immediately went out and contacted her parents. Said his decision that he would take care of a child and raise him to be his son. She did not feel the need for a marriage or husband, right now all she felt was her instincts as a mother. She really wanted to take care of the baby with her heart.
***
Chit Chat Rebirth:
Renzi: When do I have a name? He called the baby mulu feelings.
I : Hmmm... Later Mother Diza who gave her name. I wasn't.
Angel : Chose. Throw rocks hide hands.
Me: Excuse me, Mr. Angel. You're just a cameo here. The contract is done yes.please leave the location of the story.
Angel: The sinful human being! *go with leg stomping*
Renzi: When did Mother Diza give her name?
Diza: Who is this Renzi?
Me :*laughing while rolling*
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