The pura AMNESIA

NOT READY FOR 2

BLUE POV

From a distance, I saw Cal sitting on the edge of the pool with his legs dangling down. Her face makes my heart sad. I approached her, sitting about two meters away from her so she wouldn't get nauseous.

He glanced at me, then turned to look at his two feet in the water.

"Let's go to the doctor."

No response at all. I'm sure he heard my words.

I let out a breath. What does he really want?

"We have officiated the wedding. The economy is good, we don't lack anything. Your age is also quite mature to get pregnant. So what makes you unprepared for this pregnancy?" I need to know the exact reason.

Again, he just kept quiet, not responding to anything. More runyam my mind. The more prejudices that arise in my mind.

"You don't want to have a child with me?" I looked towards him. But still, he did not see me, his eyes were still focused on his two feet that were submerged in water.

"I'm still in college, I'm just getting into the business world. Just doing those two activities I was already in the fog, there was no time for myself. If I get pregnant, I'm sure things will get messy. College, work, I'm afraid everything's not even achievable."

I'm clicking slowly. So that's the reason. It may be more troublesome if pregnant, but that does not mean you can not. It should be deliberating to find a solution, not even blame such a situation.

"You're a great woman, Cal, you can do all that, even when you're pregnant."

Cal glanced at me sharply. It was as if he did not accept what I just said.

"I have a body, I feel it. So don't be so smart." Cal raises his leg and leaves.

"Wait on." I walked quickly to him. He didn't care about my calls at all, running up the stairs quickly. He who ran away I deg degan. She's pregnant, obviously I'm worried about her.

"Fuck." I called back but I wasn't hugged.

"Don't be chased, let it go." Bi Nuning's words stopped me from climbing the stairs.

The middle-aged woman asked me to talk to each other in the kitchen which happened to be kosog. Bi Nuning made me a glass of orange juice and then put the table in front of me.

"Diminum let it go." He pulled out a chair and sat next to me.

"Patiently yes. Aunt knows Aden's dizzy facing Non Cal. He's still very young. Still want to have fun, it is natural that she does not want to get pregnant. Pregnancy requires mental readiness. Not only does the body shape change during pregnancy, but pregnancy hormones also make the mood of pregnant women rise and fall. So Aden has to add to his patience stock."

I let out a breath. I'm not patient how else am I. I always press my ego for Cal. I tried to keep giving up all this time.

"I'm afraid Cal's acting recklessly Bi."

Bi Nuning shook her head with a smile.

"Can't be. I have known Non-Cal since I was a kid. He's selfish, spoiled, but he's not evil. There's no way he's gonna hurt his own son. Moreover, it was the child of marriage with the man he loved so much. Non Cal just needs time. He will love his son too. Aden believes in Auntie."

I'm nodding. Let's hope what Bi Nuning said is true, Cal just needs time.

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I made a glass of pregnant mom's milk and a piece of strawberry toast for Cal. It's been two weeks since Cal got pregnant, but until now, he still doesn't want to be seen by a doctor.

She had great morning sickness. I'm sorry I saw it too. He hasn't been to the office or to the campus for a week.

I was about to bring bread and milk to the room, but I saw, Cal had gone down the stairs in a neat dress.

"Where are you going?" I asked with my hands still carrying a tray containing breakfast for Cal.

"Campus." Answer slowly. His face was pale, his body was getting thinner. I feel sorry to see it.

"Is your body good?"

"Must be imposed. Until when do I have to fall in bed? Today I have a quiz, so I have to go to college."

He nodded then walked towards the dining table. I placed a tray of milk and bread on Bi Nuning to put it in front of Cal. Until now, she's still nauseous near me. Every night, I had to sleep on the floor with a foam mattress. Seeing Cal's struggle that every day vomiting, dizzy and limp, it feels like my struggle is nothing.

"The milk's not drunk?" my many.

"Nice, no smell."

Yesterday I took the initiative to buy her pregnant mother's milk. Cal's body is getting thinner, afraid he and my son are lacking in nutrition. Not skinny, he always vomits after eating anything. And what's more sad, I can't do anything, because Cal's sick of being close to me.

"Said my friend, there is a cure for nausea. We'll get a doctor later." Every day I persuaded him even though the results remained the same, failing.

"I'm busy today. After leaving, I had a meeting with a client from abroad. Brother Ken can't represent, it has to be me." He chewed the bread little by little.

Not yet finished the bread piece, Cal had already run towards the wastafe.

Hoek hoek hoek.

I can only see it from far away. Ms. Nuning who was nipping her nape and buttocks. Lucky there's him, otherwise I don't know what to do.

After vomiting, Bi Nuning took Cal to a chair in the kitchen. Cal's face turned pale. He just kept quiet while closing his eyes. If only he could be replaced, I would want to replace him.

Wentri comes with a cup of warm tea and puts it in front of Cal.

"Take it let's eat it." Said Bu Nuning.

Cal opened his eyes, staring at the tea pus in front of him. A few moments later.

Pyarr

Cal threw the cup filled with tea until it fell and broke.

Everything in the kitchen was shocked, and I was no exception.

"I hate it like this." His shouting. "I hate being pregnant."

I was shocked to hear his words. He's really outrageous this time. She should be grateful because there are many people out there who want to get pregnant. But he, let alone be grateful, even hated this situation.

"Take care of your word, Cal." I jolted.

Cal looked at me sharply. From the look on his face, it seems he did not accept me snapping.

"Why?" He stood up while looking at me. His face was like he was challenging the enemy. "Because I'm pregnant, I can't do anything. Let alone going to college or work, just stand my head feels dizzy. My stomach keeps getting sick, I can't eat anything. My body feels jolly, limp, not good to do anything. Do you know what I feel, huh? I feel, I suffer, Brother opens." The longer the sound goes up.

Both my hands clenched. Cal really challenged my patience. I know she's exhausted from being pregnant, but she can't make peace with the situation. It is the nature of women to get pregnant and give birth. So don't make all this drama like she's the most miserable pregnant woman in the world.

I took a breath and threw it away slowly. Do that a few times while opening slowly the clenched palm. Trying hard to suppress the ego for Cal and our child-to-be.

"I'm going to college." Cal got up from his seat, walked a few steps then held his head and a little bit of a whim. Lucky Wentri who was nearby immediately held Cal's body.

I am thankful that he did not fall.

"Non Cal isn't papa?" ask Wentri.

"My head is so dizzy." Wentri and Bi Nuning help Cal get back to his seat.

I can't just be quiet at a time like this. I left the kitchen and went to the room to get something. After getting what I needed, I immediately went back to Cal.

"Come, brother between the campus."

I'm ready for the wheelchair. Do not forget masks and aromatic aromatherapy wind oil. I gave them to Wentri, who he gave to Cal.

"Wear the mask and smell the oil when you're near. Never think you can't do anything because you're pregnant. Brother will be a leg and a hand for you."

After she put on a mask smeared with wind oil, I carried her body onto the wheelchair. Take his bag at the dinner table, then drive him to the campus.