The pura AMNESIA

The pura AMNESIA
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BLUE POV


I smiled at my own smile remembering last night's incident. I don't know where the courage came from, I suddenly kissed Cal. Her lips are so soft and sweet. Until now, I can still clearly remember the taste. Last night I couldn't sleep because of it.


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"Oh." I screamed when Gani suddenly hit me in the arm and heard me loud. Because of daydreaming, I was not aware of his presence. Maybe he's been rebuking me since. But because he didn't hear, he hit me in the arm.


"Dreamy?" he sat down on the long bench next to me. He taught her, tucked a cigarette which was his candlestick. We are at the side of the house at the moment. I'm fixing a mesh that's some parts torn.


"Eh, is it really the guy whose house you were Cal's friend before the amnesia?" Ask after exhaling cigarette smoke into the air.


"Well, what's the story?" I asked back and he nodded.


"Yes." Yeah." My answer is not excited. The heart that originally flowered because of the euphoria of last night's kiss, suddenly upset when discussing Rama.


"Crazy, the car is so cute, like the guy. Just wait till I don't squirm." He said while shaking.


"Jealous?" My toot.


"No. That's a normal sign. I also often do that when I see cute girls. I'm sure Santi love died with me. She was just amazed to see oppa oppa korea on tv."


"But, really pede. As much as love Santi with you. If your behavior does not change, long ago Santi's heart changed."


My cousin is a basket eye. Repeatedly caught Santi when the girl seduces. It was even once raging when the road was the same widow. If it wasn't for Galang, I'm sure Santi would have thought twice about staying with him.


"I'm talking about Santi anyway." His grunt.


"Gan, in your opinion, it's only natural that a friend buys goods for his friend up to tens of millions."


"Tens million!" He screeched while throwing away the cigarette he was carrying. "Don't tell me that guy's buying Cal up to tens of millions?"


I took a rough breath and nodded slowly.


"Crazy, this is crazy. How many tens of millions?" Ask curiously.


"20 million more."


Gani's eyes instantly glared and his mouth was wide open hearing the word 20 million. But a moment later, he laughed.


"What's so funny?" Askaqua.


"God." Gani back in the ring. "You want no, how much money did you give Cal? Five hundred thousand." He said while ngakak. He asked, and he answered.


"You appreciate he's only 500 thousand Ru. While still a man, once did not shop until ngeleuarin 20 million more. This is for sure."


"Surely what?" Habit, when you like to be hung. I see people curious.


"Surely he likes Cal. But if thought_" he said while scratching his head. Hanged again by the way. Make me more confused.


"If you think_"


"By the way, don't think mute." I was annoyed with his attitude.


"Have a big sensi anyway? Just like Santi if I get it again."


Well, why even more slack talk.


"If you think, where there are men who do not have a crush on Cal. So pretty. Body too, ckckck, ouch." He said while moving his hands to form the body of a sexy woman.


"If only that day he didn't marry you, I would've exchanged it with Santi."


"You think what goods can be exchanged add." Omelcu.


"You must be ready, Ru."


"Who is ready for what?"


Jleb, Gani's speech is like a knife that goes straight through my heart. Just hearing that it hurts so bad, what if Cal really left me? Until anytime, I won't be ready to be left with Cal.


"The woman, most like the same handsome and well-established man. You, just get his looks, well, do not ask again. Cal owes it to Santi. Far Ru, far away. You are the same man, so much difference. But any girl, can see that men are more everything than you."


Shit emang si Gani. Instead of supporting me, he put me down. Did he say, any blind girl can see that he's more everything than me? Halu kali, blind yes blind, where can see.


Long time talking to Gani, can I get mental. Soon I clean my head and go inside the house.


If it's shit, damn it. Escape from Gani, even meet Rama in the kitchen. I know I'm out there with Gani. Males really looked at people's faces.


"Aren't you working?" Ask.


I didn't heed the question. Soon I kept the mesh in its usual place.


"If you're smitten with this malesan, how do you make Cal happy."


"What do you mean by that?"


I asked as I approached her and looked at her sharply. Obviously I don't accept his telling.


"Happy isn't just about money." I continued.


Rama smiled cynically. It seems like he is humbling me.


"But money can make people happy. Look at Cal. She was so happy after yesterday I took her shopping."


My chest is tight to hear. I want to deny Rama's words. But in fact, Cal did look happy after leaving with Rama yesterday.


"You don't deserve Cal." Press it while pointing at my face. Immediately I slapped his hand. If only I hadn't kept Cal's feelings, I'd have driven this man to ignorance. I was hitchhiking but humbled me.


I took a breath and threw it away slowly. I can't be emotional. Cal was just happy to meet his best friend. I do not want to break his heart with ado jotos with Rama. I slowly opened my fist while trying to smile.


"Then who do you think deserves Cal?"


Rama did not answer, he turned his face to another direction.


"You?" I asked while smiling cynically. It was hard for this man to admit his feelings. I know he likes Cal. I never believed there were men and women who were very close friends. If so, one must have kept the taste. Forced not to reveal on the grounds of cliche, which is not to want friendship damaged and the relationship becomes tenuous.


I saw both of Rama's palms clenched. His jaw is hard too. I concluded, if he was holding back emotions.


"Why silence? Who deserves Cal, you?" I repeat my question.


"Whoever it is, it's definitely not you." He answered while looking at me sharply. He turned and walked away.


"It's hard to admit how you feel? You like Cal, don't you?"


Rama stopped hearing my words. He turned around and came back to me.


"Don't be pretentious about how I feel. All you have to do is divorce Cal and let him go back to the city with me." Press it.


I smiled snidely hearing it. Who he has the right to rule my life. Especially until I tell her to divorce Cal.


"If I don't want to?"


Rama stepped forward and clutched the collar of my shirt. His face was white to red with emotion.


"You think Cal can live like this? If you think yes, it is a big mistake. Cal's world is so different from yours. Maybe he can still stay now, but next week, next month, or next year. Do you think Cal can still survive? Forget Cal. Let her be happy and get back to her life."


I pulled my shirt collar out of his grip and pushed him almost to the back.


Not accepting my treatment, Rama came forward and wanted to punch my jaw. I was lucky to deflect it. But apparently Rama grew furious, he continued to attack me blindly. I can't just hang on like this, I don't want to have to fight it. It was a jotos between the two of us. Because of the narrow kitchen, our bodies hit several times chairs and tables to make noise. The sound of a glass falling to the point of rupture adds to the tense situation.


"What the hell are you guys!" The screams of Cal who arrived appeared.