The pura AMNESIA

HEARTBREAKER

CALLISTA POV

Does a woman really need to cook? Is it a woman's nature to be in the kitchen? I don't know if that statement is right or wrong. Maybe the old days were right, but now? The emancipation of manita ? The statement is not one hundred percent true. But whatever it is, I'm determined to cook.

In order to reduce production, Santi taught me how to cook salt fish. Santi gave me salted fish for free and I just had to buy seasonings and coconut milk. He said, Blue also likes this one cuisine in addition to sweet acid.

"You must not think under the stomach, the contents of the husband's stomach must also be considered." Santi started his state talk. As the woman who was married first, she was obviously more experienced than me.

"The man will be more at home if his wife's cooking is good." Continue while preparing the seasoning. While I he told him to grate the coconut. It is not a job in my opinion, for ribet ibn Shushah. I had intended to buy instant coconut milk but was banned by Santi with bad reasons. Though the same coconut milk, basic Santi, happy to see me suffer.

"It's hard for Cal to be an amnesiac. Cook forgets, so learn again from the beginning."

I didn't forget, but I couldn't. Hadeh....But I just shut up, because it's still temple mode amnesia.

"Eh Cal, by the way yesterday Blue how come there is on the beach anyway? Do you know where he is?"

Santi's question reminds me of that vidio. Obviously someone purposely filmed us for the purpose of dropping. Don't don't..Safa. I clearly saw him that day.

"Ouch..." I screamed when my finger was grated because I was busy thinking about the origin of vidio. Buru rush me to run to the sink to wash my hands because it was a little bloody.

"It's consumption, don't be dumb." Santi said as he examined my bleeding middle and index fingers. He took the plaster at his house and came back.

"For you because of this. If I had just bought instant coconut milk, it would not have been gini." My guttuku when Santi put the plaster on my finger.

"Halah gini doang. I've been grated a thousand times by a coconut but still my fingers intact. Precisely Blue will be more in love if you know you learn to cook until bloody."

I just flicked my lips to hear his lips.

"San, you want to, I said yesterday to see Safa?"

"You've seen it wrong for sure. Safa's going to college in town."

"No, San, I really saw him. In addition, there are those who send vidio to Blue when we sell on the beach. My feeling is that Safa did it."

"What! Did someone send Vidio to Blue?" Santi was shocked to death.

"Yes. That's why Blue can know we're selling on the beach. And I used to hear Safa say to Blue, that she'd come home every weekend. So I guess Safa's in the village right now."

"If it's really Safa who is cheating, watch out for her. I'm not gonna do anything." The thrill is full of ambition in front but slips behind.

"Why isn't it all?" My protest.

"I wouldn't dare to be with him. He's lurah's son. In addition, his education is high. He's talking about Cal. Who graduated from Junior High I think I passed by if the enemy he. Besides, his image is too good here. If I have a problem with him, I can bully one of my villages."

Yes, because Santi was not afraid of him, it turns out he was afraid of Safa. There is also the talk of Santi. Little people like him, against the ruler, plus rich, pinter and have a lot of connections, obviously he is not a worthy opponent. Sometimes right becomes wrong and wrong becomes right if the one we are fighting is too powerful. But not with me. Don't think I'll be afraid of him.

Once our cooking was ready, I immediately prepared to be ready to catch up with Blue. Thin dress thin, wear a polite dress and do not miss the hat bought Blue.

"The spirit of chasing Cal's apology, so don't be upset anymore because it can't be rationed." Santi shouted as I just got to the front of the house. Shame on kids, thankfully no one. Where to put this face if real people think I'm upset because I can't get rations.

With wide steps full of vigor and totebag filled with food, I walked towards the beach where Blue leaned the ship. I've been there once, so I know the place.

I first stopped by the young coconut ice seller so that the meal with us was more complete.

With the totebag in the right hand and the plastic containing ice in the left hand, I continued to move towards the Blue place.

The wide beach makes it a little difficult to find the existence of Blue. Plus the number of boats leaning back, making me not know which one belongs to Blue. I kept walking while looking for him. Until finally, these eyes found the figure I was looking for sitting under a tree.

All my wonderful fantasies of eating together are extinct already. I saw Blue eating and joking with a woman who was none other than Safa. My chest aches at seeing a happy-looking Blue. He laughed with Safa. Is this what it feels like to be heartbroken? It hurts, it hurts so much.

My legs feel weak, I don't feel like I can walk towards them. But Blue first looked at me before I could leave. If it's like this, I can't just leave. I set my feet and heart to step closer to them.

Blue seemed surprised to see me, but he made no sound at all.

I put on a fake smile to hide this pain. My chest rumbled to see what was in Blue's hand. Rice with sweet sour crab side dish. According to Bu De, crab is the most preferred food Blue. Looking at the contents of the plate that stayed a little, it seemed like they had been alone for quite a long time.

"I think I'm late." I said as I put the totebag and young coconut ice next to Blue.

"You brought _"

"food." Cut me quick before Blue continues.

"Blue is full Cal. Just got him. Look, my sweet sour crab's up to the ludes." Safa showed off the empty crab containers.

I saw a dish next to Safa. It seems like they ate both. I'm the one who fantasizes, why are they the ones who realize? This reality is bitter. Don't let them make a pact to eat together, so Blue refused breakfast at home this morning.

"What are you cooking?" Ask Blue.

"Start the salted fish."

"That's Lisa's favorite." Sahut Safa's. "Because Blue is full, mending you take it home and love Lisa, rather than madzir."

My hands clenched hearing his words. It's so good that he said love to Lisa. I'm cooking until I bleed blood and I'm told to love Lisa? Hello.not wrong to say.

"Bring it home. Let me eat dinner tonight." Speak Blue cold. I know he's still mad at me, still disappointed because it was yesterday. But should he show his cold attitude in front of Safa? That woman must be cheering happily right now.

"I'm here, but you're really a ship." Break up while sitting next to Blue. Not willing to let them alone on this lonely beach.

"The machine's done I've fixed. Just try it. After this, I want to try the engine. So mending you home instead of here alone."

I saw Safa holding back the loud laughter of Blue's speech. Do I look like a fool in his eyes?

"Oh..so you guys want to try a boat together?" I asked while smiling bitterly. I can no longer hide my frustration. "All right, do it." I growled while standing and kicking Safa's empty lunch box. "Sorry was unintentional." I said and left. There is no other choice but to walk away from the more heartache of seeing their togetherness.

"It's so rude of your wife." Said Safa who can still be heard by me.

I'm upset with myself. If I hadn't been traumatized by the sea, I would have been able to take a boat. This time I lost, but next time, I won't give you a chance at Safa. Laugh all over now, but after this, don't expect you to be able to laugh.

Like in the movie scene, I hope Blue pursues and persuades me. In fact, until far away this foot stepped, I heard no footsteps or calls from Blue.

I looked back for a moment. And at the same time, it turns out Blue also saw me. For a moment, our eyes clashed with each other. But he first lowered his gaze. Dirty's hoping Blue will come after me.