The Pain of Betrayal
PART 57 +ENDING+
3 Weeks have passed ,
my promise to my best friend has been fulfilled .
Fely and Yoga, they're already together .
I love them as I love myself .
to me, the two of them were not just ordinary friends, but angels that God sent for me ..
on the other hand when yoga expresses all her feelings to me, I reject it on the grounds that I am traumatized by all of this .
it's true, all I'm afraid of is feeling heartache again .
I'm sure if someday there will be someone who can accept me, can accept my children, but I don't know when that will happen .
right now my main priority is children . I have to be a mother and also a father to them .
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I looked at my two sleeping children ,
and I don't feel my tears dripping, seeing them it hurts so much ,
my heart feels sliced, the wound in my heart has not healed completely .
I remember all the pain that was inflicted on me .
maybe others see me as a very strong woman, but if I remember that all my heart feels torn apart .
but I can't give up, I have to throw away all that pain for the sake of my children .
only they are my treasure, only they are the source of my strength.
it's time now that I throw away all the thoughts that made my heart ache .I have to forget everything .
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in office
fely: lany, thank you very much, thanks to you I and yoga are now together . and it seems my parents are looking forward to fondling grandchildren.
lany: you mean fel ? hmm are you getting married ? lany was curious.
fely: yes that's how lan, before marriage I want to get engaged first lan ,
lany: congratulations fely, I'm happy that you're getting married as soon as possible.
fely: thank you lany, this is all thanks to you.
fely: break time has started, yoga will pick me up, we eat out with yuk lan ?
lany: yes it's okay if it doesn't bother you
fely: take it easy lany, I'm happy if you want to come with me
lany: well if it makes you happy...
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the cafe
fely ,lany & yoga directly order food in their cafe subscription .
fely: I go to the toilet first huh ?
yoga: do not be long dear, our order seems to be coming soon.
fely: take it easy, it won't take long.
fely walks to the toilet, leaving behind yoga and lany..
yoga : lan , sorry if I was presumptuous, I did not mean to play you both , when I revealed everything to you I liked you lan , I saw your situation like this made my heart waver , I'd love to help you recover the pain in your life, but when you talk about fely, why am I with him now ? I didn't mean to play you two any tricks, when you rejected me, I also understood your situation, maybe you were traumatized by everything, maybe I didn't force you to accept me ,but when you convince me that Fely likes me, yeah I think this is the best, sorry lan, I just want no misunderstanding between us .
lany: yoga, relax, I'm not who you think I am, it's true I just want to be alone, I don't want to have a partner first , I just want to focus on my children . I'm happy you finally find the woman you're going to live with.
yoga : thank you lan, until whenever you are my best friend, I pray that you always succeed, and someday there will be men who love you and your children as sincerely as possible.
lany: thank you yoga, and until whenever you and fely remain my best friend..
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and until now I've struggled with her new life , lany is very happy despite not having a companion , the most valuable possessions are her family and children .
how about Eza with his family ?
know you guys, if a father just abandoned his biological son 'cause, I'm pretty sure there won't be any happiness they feel, just like eza , his life is very unhappy , and arguably at this time only destruction that eza and his family get.
in stark contrast to lany, the happiness with her children that she feels today, even without someone beside her .
sorry to the readers if there are many mistakes in this novel, I'm just an ordinary human being who does not escape mistakes.
greetings from me, and next to my 3rd novel "I'm Back" ....
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