The Pain of Betrayal

PART 54'S

today was a tiring day for me, a job that was so draining made me dizzy half to death, but this tiredness was treated when I went home , my children are the medicine of everything to me ,

I'm very happy if they're around me . even though I'm just a single parent .

my life has now changed completely, from having nothing, which everything just hangs with the parents, but not for now , starting from the car and the house I already have , thanks to my work that I'm in, not to mention my online business .

and tonight I reflect on myself, I turn my mind to the mass, where it is with eza, honestly I still feel heartache, especially when I look at baby zac , I saw him very similar to eza, I rubbed my two children's hair gently, kissed his cheeks, and did not feel my tears begin to drip , I really can't imagine if anyone would abandon their biological child, baby zac doesn't know who the biological father is, but what about growing up ? what should I tell him ? I must prepare an answer as early as possible .

suddenly baby zac woke up and cried so fast ,

lany: cup cup cup dear, why ? must be a dream ? here's my mommy's son .

but baby zac still crying hard, I immediately gave breast milk for him but he did not want, I was carrying and I held him he was still crying , until my firstborn woke up.

sister: mommy, dede zac why ?

lany: mom also does not know son, sorry yes your sleep is disturbed , sister sleep again only , mama want to try nenangin dede first huh ?

mother: yes ma.

baby Zac was still crying with his firmness, until his hoarse voice sounded.

lany : baby why you ? stop crying son, mama's worried baby "my word

I took baby zac out of the room to the living room, I was still holding it. And not long after baby zac fell asleep again , almost an hour baby zac cries without tears coming out .

I'm still wondering what's up ..

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until morning came , this is a holiday , I purposely did not wake my two children , because of the incident last night ..

09:00

baby Zac woke up with his loud babble until he woke up his sister .

lany : dear already awake, hihi see tuh brother also so awake because dede his voice is loud once "my speech while pinching the baby zac's nose slowly

sister: mama, today we play yuk ? where is all that matters we go on vacation ma.

sister: yeeaayy horee, thanks mommy, sister dear mama" while kissing my cheeks

lany: mom also loves sister and baby zac..

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today I intend to go to the corner of the city, because I do not want to take the children out of town, it is very time-consuming, if to the corner of the city only takes 1 hour , ' he said , not like out of town , not to mention the traffic jams are for mercy..

I take the children to the playground, there are facilities for children, plus the beautiful place is getting cooler if visited.

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upon arrival at that place, I immediately invited my two children to play ,

when I was playing with them, suddenly my phone rang , sign of incoming message ,

lany: yoga send me photos ? what the hell is a photo..

it turns out that yoga sent a photo that there is an eza being in a hospital, visible all over the body eza there is blood ,.

soon after, yoga contacted me..

lany: hello yoga, what's up ?

yoga: eza lan accident, long if told here , you better just come here lany.

lany: but ga, I'm not who is eza anymore, I don't want to interfere with anything related to eza..

yoga: eza needs you lany, she keeps calling your name..

lany: sorry ga, I can not (i also immediately close the phone call)

guess what, Lany will change her mind to meet eza ???? 🤔🤔😊😊