The Pain of Betrayal

PART 43'S

arriving at the house om satya I told the events earlier, om satya felt very upset at him, especially at this time my body immediately dropped , om satya forced me to go to the hospital for fear of something happening to me, especially to the baby in my stomach, but I refused because I did not want to be treated , I better take the medicine ..

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my gestational age has now entered 7 months ...

I can hardly wait for my last child to come into this world, I face day after day with patience, and one day when I was shopping at a supermartket, ' he said , I saw eza being with diana, also seen behind them there is her mother eza and sister tizi ..

I walked straight, as if not seeing their presence, but they seemed to see me. But I just pretended not to know it..

lany: actually I can be sincere with the run-down of my household , I will never care again he will marry anyone , but I only care about the child in my stomach , that's how they want to throw this child away (my words in my heart while holding back my tears)

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in the room I was just pondering, I was thinking about how this child would be, and I was thinking about what they said to this child ..

lany : if the words they say happen to this child , then I will not remain silent , I will make calculations on all of them ,I'd love to go to calm myself down, but I don't know where (my words are confused)

until it hit my mind to go to the house of my father's brother who was in a village, a village on the outskirts of the city, the atmosphere of the mountains attached to the place ,

lany: yes, maybe I should go there, who knows I can calm down at home ...

(all my family including a little boy also called him as eyang, a grandfather who works as an ustadz in the village, he is the younger brother of my father's papa)

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I have arrived in this village , a very beautiful village with a mountain view behind the house eyang. I will stay one month here , when my womb turned nine months old , then I'll go home to my parents ..

eyang :cu , may you feel at home here son, who is patient, who can only help prayer ..

lany : yes, I definitely feel at home here, thank you very much

eyang: oh yesa, someone wants to talk about it with you cu , here sit next to the eyes (say eyes while shifting his sitting position)

lany: what's wrong ?

eye : look cu , eye only see what you feel right now , about your husband , he may often flounder 'pair , and also not feel at home with just one partner , sorry cu , eyeang hide this all, actually eyang already know but eyang do not want to say it to you first cu , cu ,

so the nature of your husband is very difficult to understand, because he is very dissatisfied with a woman, he must have women everywhere in order for his desire to be fulfilled , also with that yurika, she doesn't love your husband, all she wants is her money, yurika doesn't stay still , yurika uses the sciences forbidden in Islam to deceive your husband, but basically if your husband returns to normal he will still be like that cu, because his nature is very strong , she could have made you her only wife, but to the outside, she could have had more other women ..

lany : yes, I already know, but let it be , my decision has been very unanimous..

eyang: and your in-laws and brother-in-law are like that cu , they only look at the material alone , if told to choose any they will prefer money than family , do you want to cure your husband ? eyang will definitely help you...

lany : no eye, no need, let him be like that, indeed his nature will not disappear , but eye , how can I raise this child alone ? I was so afraid I could not make her happy (my words were sad).

eyang: very much can, you will be able to be a very great woman my grandson, someday your life will be happy because of the child in your stomach, take care of him , protect him , protect him , happiness for the wounded there will be time cu , as well as misery for the dzolim there will be time ,

lany: thank you eye , I'm not wrong place, eye can always calm me (my words while hugging eyes)