The Pain of Betrayal

PART 21

tonight eza and I walked into the hotel room. . I opened the window of the room facing the sea ,

I permeated the breeze of the night that entered my body this ..

I daydream about this life of mine , I feel very foreign to my own husband , no matter what happened lately , should I start this love again or hide it because of yesterday's wounds ?

I'm still enjoying the wind tonight, but there's a burly hand hugging my waist this side of my ,

who else if not eza ,my husband ...

the husband who made me fall down with the situation , even though our bodies are currently together but my heart is somewhere ..

eza: "honey, what are you doing ? why did you open the window ? isn't it very cold ?

lany: I really enjoyed the wind tonight

eza (lead me on the bed) sit here, I want to talk to you

lany: about what ??

eza: about our relationship , I'm sorry to you dear about my mistake yesterday , I promise for you the woman I love , I'll change my attitude , I want to ask your heart back , stay with me, I love you so much..

lany: the heart that has been fragile is very difficult to be whole again za , everything is not easy, and it certainly takes a long time , if indeed you will change everything then prove , and be patient waiting until I love you again (my words without staring at eza)

eza: I'll change it for you baby, I'll wait until you can love me back . for our household, I promise you baby..

lany: hmm (i just nodded)

eza kissed my hand many times, and kissed my lips until it kissed my neck and left a red mark on my neck and chest ..

and tonight we are dissolved in our own pleasure, though I have not yet fully received every touch from my own husband ...

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the next day...

I opened my eyes and saw no eza beside me, I saw it was already 10:00 ,

lany: this is the result if I dissolve with him all night , then even wake up can not morning , fortunately this is not at home ...

I got up and walked into the bathroom ,

cekleek.....

I opened the bathroom door, and a lot of red roses in every corner of the bathroom ,

and there's a white paper with a message

"get ready, then meet me at the hotel side cafe at table number 9"

the cafe

I walked towards table number 9, I saw Eza was sitting waiting for me with some food plates on that table..

lany: sorry I didn't make you wait a long time

eza: uh baby, you've come, it's okay, you sit down..

lany: okay

eza: we eat first yes, my stomach from the morning has been rumbling

lany: why don't you eat first ? why wait for me ?

eza: because I want to do everything with you, baby

lany : hmm dreadlocks...

eza: come on let's just eat first, the worms in my stomach have started to fuss..

and we ate with greed, because seafood became the favorite of both of us ..

after she finished eating, Eza looked at me and grabbed my hand ..

eza: apology alone will not be enough to make up for all my mistakes, my change is still lacking for my mistakes, maybe in the future I will continue to surprise either in any case it ..

lany: thenuu ????

eza: then you just close your eyes, don't open them before I say open..

lany : okay I close my eyes now yeah ..

eza: try to open your eyes (eza gives a box right in front of my face)

lany : (i opened my eyes and opened the box slowly) .. waaahhhhhh this is what I wantuu , why do you know za ?

eza: I know everything you want dear, I also know you don't dare to ask me for fear of being said extravagant right ?

lany: yes what you guessed is true za , mmm thanks ya , , yes , I'm very happy za (i'm very happy because eza gave me a brand bag that can indeed cost up to 4 times the price of a matic motorbike, and I've been wanting that bag for a long time , actually my collection of bags is a lot, yes the average price starts from five hundred to five million the most expensive, therefore when eza gives the bag my heart is more than happy , this is my weak point, it will be easy to change the mood when bought things like this)

eza: equally dear, oh yes there is another one (eza also walked up to me and stood right behind me, then put a necklace on my neck)

lany: za, thank you very much, I like this necklace, very beautiful (my words while holding a pendant shaped eiffel tower which is my favorite too)

eza: whatever I will give to you dear, in the future do not hesitate to ask me anything, I will gladly give it to you

lany: well, I'm very happy with all this

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