The Pain of Betrayal

PART 39'S

tonight eza called me many times, but I don't care at all. My heart was so broken , no more words of apology , even with his life though , my resolve was already round , ' ' he said ,I want to forget everything, everything about him, even though in my stomach grew flesh and blood, this baby is going to be my life booster , although one day he lived without a father but I'm sure I can take care of him alone ..

tonight it felt so quiet, I looked at the window , the wind blowing like it was blowing all the pain in my heart ..

lany : lord, help me to forget everything even if it is very difficult , I know you gave me a test as great as this for my happier life in the future .....

I stepped towards the bed and I laid my body there.

lany: hold on dear , mama will always take care of you , mama will always love you no matter what (my word while stroking my stomach)

I also fell asleep with my hand still on the stomach ..

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while elsewhere the eza is so frustrating, he doesn't know what he should do at the moment , because what he wanted at that time was a call from lany, not from yurika ..

eza is still sitting at home on the table with his drink, he is now in a club night subscription , because it used to be almost every day eza was there...

it's been 3 hours there, with the hand holding the bottle of wine,

at once eza's gaze turned toward the woman who was sitting with a man.Eza approached the woman, pulled the woman's hand violently and hit her nose !

eza : sialaaannn !!! how dare you make out in front of me !!

Bughhh ... once again the eza punch landed on the man's cheek .. and was countered by the man by hitting the eza's stomach..

the atmosphere of the club is getting heated up with the eza fight and the man .. security immediately separated the two of them, and took eza to a safe place ..

while the woman approached eza with her anger, yes the woman is yurika, she deliberately made the heart of eza hot with her behavior..

yurika: what are you doing jerk man ?? aren't you the one who didn't answer my call ?? but it's my turn with other men you're like this !! cih ....

yurika: you can still say like that bastard ??? what about your wife ? don't you love her so much ?? aren't you going to keep chasing her around all the time ??

eza: shut up !!! I'm like this because of you !!!

yurika: you're the stupid one, why are you tempted by me, listen carefully !!! you'll never get away from me eza ! whenever you never will !!!! (say yurika with her footsteps leading out of the room)

eza: (colluting yurika and hugging her from behind) don't go, forgive me, don't you go with any man but me...

yurika: okay, then what do you want now ?

eza: hmm as usual (while kissing a yurika lip flash)

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at 01:30, I woke up feeling very hungry..

baby, are you hungry ? all right, mama's going downstairs, we're eating ya baby..

I also went to the kitchen, indeed om satya and his wife deliberately prepared food supplies if I was hungry at midnight , I devoured the food quickly because somehow it felt so hungry like not eating a single day ..

after I finished I went back to my room, I saw my phone and there was a message from someone, he sent me some photos..

I could not stop my tears when I saw the photo , even though I was forgetting it at the moment but this heart still hurts ..

"yurika sent me some photos, she photographed herself making love to eza"

lany: I have to be strong, baby help mama yes so that mama is always strong to face all this, because you are the encouragement of mama .....