The Pain of Betrayal

PART 45'S

slowly I opened my eyes, very difficult as drowsiness is very overwhelming but forced so that I immediately woke up from this sleep ..

doctor : ma'am, wake up, it's done ..(the voice only heard by me)

it took me about 15 minutes to open my eyes so clearly ...

I looked around me, and then grabbed my flat stomach, and there was only me, and the doctor came up to me..

doctor: it is finished ma'am, mother will immediately enter the treatment room ..

lany: doc, what about my baby ?

doctor: hmmm, the baby mother is still in the room, later if the mother has been moved to the treatment room, the nurse will bring the baby mother..

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thirty minutes later I entered the treatment room, and I asked my parents if they had seen my baby or not, but they answered that neither the doctor nor the nurse had shown me the baby .. a moment of curiosity came to my mind .

lany: what is this ? what is my baby ????? (my words are in my heart)

suddenly the doctor came to my room...

doctor: miss lany ?

lany : yes doc ..

doctor: sorry in advance ma'am .. when we did the operation, the mother's amniotic already very deep green, or also called overdue..

(When the amniotic fluid is green, most likely the first is due to a decrease in placental function due to pregnancy over time (overdue). This condition is called meconium staining)

doctor: but the mother's baby does not have meconium staining. Fortunately, the mother receives the SC schedule for today, because if the mother stays with the previous schedule I will not guarantee the condition of the mother's baby..

(meconium Aspiration Syndrome. Meconium Aspiration Syndrome (MAS) is a syndrome of infants who have difficulty breathing shortly after birth. MAS cases in the world occur in about 5-20% of all births. ... This fluid enters the baby's lungs and blocks his airway so that the baby cannot breathe normally.)

lany: so how is the condition now doc ? (my words softly while holding back my tears)

doctor: your baby is fine after undergoing special treatment, you don't have to worry ma'am, we will do our best ..

lany: do whatever dock so that my baby is safe, do anything, if necessary exchange it with my life doc (my tears are now unstoppable anymore)

doctor: no need to worry ma'am, this afternoon also your baby will be delivered here, but I have to make sure you are okay, and must be calm (command the doctor)

doctor: both ma'am, I'm sorry...

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I was still pondering, waiting for my baby's presence, may he be saved my God, I just asked to save him ..

it was getting late in the afternoon, and now my baby has been delivered by the sisters..

sister: ma'am lany, here's the baby .please put it in the baby box ma'am ..

lany: thank you sister, what is the condition of my baby has improved sus ?

sister: already ma'am, baby mother is very strong..

lany : thank you sister ......

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a baby boy weighing 3 kg and 51 cm long, white skin as white as cotton, as well as thick black hair, very make my heart feel warm, happy , ' ' he said , my family feels the same way as me ..

lany :my baby, I will name ZAC KALAYA FRIZZY ...

mom: waahh is very nice lany her name ..

lany : yes ma , welcome to the world of baby zac (my word while kissing her padlocked cheek)

instantly I forgot the pain in my stomach with this baby zac ....

my happiness, the amplifier of my life . I will increasingly be able to live my days very happily ...