The Love That Is Conferred

Chapter 4's

Melanesia

***

Where am I at? I forgot

the road to my class. I shouldn't have run from Angga, so I could

walk together to class. My class is on the 2nd floor, but I'm not

finding the stairs here, if I go deeper into the school district, I'll

getting lost.

“Melani!” yell at someone who

calling me.

When I looked it was Rehan, I

congratuations. But the person next to him it–it–it Angga! Why he could be together

Rehan, what should I do, I'm confused. It's bad, it's bad, they're getting

come close. I have to act ordinary.

“What are you doing here? You didn't

to class?” ask Rehan.

“I want to go to class, but I forgot

the way to class,” I replied with a sweet smile.

“So I called you why run?” ask

Angga.

What do I have to answer? If I answer because

being ashamed of being close to him would sound strange, if I told him I

not being able to see it is the same. I have to answer what this is. Ahh yes I am

tau!

“Sorry yes Angga earlier I immediately ran away,

because my stomach hurts so I rush to the toilet,” I replied shyly.

Why I'm making this stomach ache

as reason! It's the same as embarrassing me. Especially in front of Angga.

“Ohh like that, then let's go

the road together to class” said Angga.

“...” I'm the one who is silent while subduing

chief.

Well, in the end, me, Rehan, and so

Angga walked together to the classroom, if I hadn't run away when Angga

approaching me, maybe I've walked alone with him. Hmm.I have been.

missed my golden opportunity to be with him.

What Angga today brought food supplies

afternoon or not? If he doesn't bring lunch I can eat together

with my lunch. Did I just ask ya, but what if he brought it?

What am I supposed to do? I know, if he brings supplies, I'll take him

just eat together. But I just ask when I'm in the classroom.

***

Finally I, Melani, and Rehan arrived at the classroom, I

slide the classroom door with my right hand, huh? It turns out that a little

get to school. I walked to my seat to put my bag,

but wait, why is Melani tailing me from behind? Looks like he wants to

talk about something to me. I better ask directly.

“Emm...Melani,” said to me while turning toward his face.

Why did he immediately bow his head and his gaze was like

that it? A unique woman. He looks cute at times like that. So it's better

I'll ask you directly.

“Emm...Melani is there something you want to talk to me about?” ask me

to her.

“Em...Angga, you today brought lunch or not?”

he asked, lowering his head and closing his eyes.

“Ohh..so you want to ask about that, so you don't bring food

noon huh? Want to eat with me with the provisions I brought?” ask me back.

Melanesia

***

Huh, I was surprised by the statement

Goslings. I was going to take her to lunch with me, but why

he's the one who took me to lunch with his provisions, it makes me salting know.

Angga might assume I asked this because I did not bring supplies

lunch, but otherwise.

But, this could be my chance

to eat with her like yesterday but using food supplies

daylight. No matter what I feel very happy with his invitation, then why

in my heart it's like a flowering flower, I can't stand the taste. Better

I'll answer if I want to.

“Emm..iya I didn't bring lunch

today, I forgot,” I said as I lowered my head and blushed in embarrassment.

“Let's just relax we'll eat together

using my lunch, I happened to bring a spoon and fork, too,

you can use a spoon and I a fork,” she said with a smile on her face.

It makes me so happy to the point

unstoppable, maybe with me not bringing my lunch every day, I

I would eat with him every day too. I didn't suspect an invitation

it's like this. I'm very happy.

“Really? You want to share food

with me? Sorry to bother you,” I said.

“I don't mind if I split

my lunch, if one day you forget to bring your lunch, don't

forgot to tell me, I definitely split my lunch for you too,”

with a smile and confidence.

I was very surprised by Angga's words

that kind of thing. I really blushed with Angga's attitude today, it seems

I better not bring lunch every day. So that I

you can eat with him and use one place to eat.

“Emm...Melani, your face is flushed,” he said

because I saw my face flushed.

“….”

Nah! Why should be in the circumstances

like this my face flushed. It makes me so ashamed if

showing my red face in front of Angga. I hope he doesn't think

that's bizarre.

“Melani?” he said confusedly.

“Ah, no-no, maybe because it's me

just ran from the school gate to the school,” I said with my face

smile facing.

“Ohh so that's it, yes you're better

sit first on your bench,” he said while sitting on his chair.

“Iya.”

***

Tumben once Melani today forgot

bringing lunch, did no one prepare it? No way, no way,

someone as rich as him must have prepared his lunch. Or he who

self cooking.

Then I opened my bag

pulled out a book, but I realized when I saw the contents of my bag, I forgot

carrying pen. Hadeuh why this trivial thing I can forget, I better

buy a pen in the school cafeteria before the lesson starts, I'll take it

Rehan to accompany me. Then I approached her,

“Rehan you want to accompany me to the cafeteria

noot? I forgot to bring my pen,”

“You are, all right. Next time you should

forgot to bring your own bag,” said Rehan.

“Thank you,” my word.

I went with Rehan to the cafeteria

to buy a pen, it is better to take a friend to the cafeteria than by yourself.

We walked through the hall because it was the fastest route to the canteen. Moments

we walked over and I turned towards the window, I saw the woman below

a very thick tree. Then I stopped Rehan by patting

His shoulders.

“Wait a minute,” my words.

“Hmm? What's up?” tanyakanya.

“Rehan do you know the name of the woman? Yang

standing under a guava tree there?” I said while pointing in the direction

that lady.

“Ohh..the woman, if it is not her fault

our age,” replied Rehan while looking at the woman.

“Sort?” i'm appalled.

“Yeah, you don't know? Foundational

you're a good kid in class, he's a kid from 4.” Language class

So he's a kid from language class, right

I just don't know him because his class is pretty far from my class, because

I'm in IPA class. So our school has 3 majors, IPA, IPS, and Language.

pretty far away.

I better just say it straight away

to Rehan, that way I can know his name right away, because he knows

majors and classes, maybe he knows his name if I ask him directly.

“Do you know his name?” my many.

“No,” answer briefly.

“Hah?” I was confused and shocked.

“Why don't you ask

to her, I know you want to be acquainted with her, right, because it's better you

directly ask her,” said Rehan.

“Enteng once you say it.”

“Let's go there first before going to

canteen,” take Rehan with me while pulling my arm.

Rehan why are you in such a hurry

like that, even though I want to know him. Rehan the way you introduced me

to her could not be more subtle, not to attract me, it made

I feel very tense.

But this is an opportunity to

come closer and ask him directly, I must not waste it

this opportunity. I can ask his name in front of his people

instantly, this makes me nervous. I wish I didn't talk a no-no

so that he doesn't feel filthy to me.

“Well I think it's close enough, come on

you approach and get acquainted with her,” said Rehan who spirit.

“You are, always so sudden,”

my spoken.

“It wasn't you that suddenly, pointed

the woman and asked her what class,” Rehan replied.

“I think it's more precisely just

coincidence.”

“Then don't have much to say,

there!” Rehan while pushing me.

Rehan, it's rude why he's suddenly

look, and what does that smile on his face mean, what do I want to kick

her face. Now it's up to me to try to get close and ask him.

My heart beats faster than usual, am I nervous?

I walked slowly closer to him, though,

the road very carefully. My heart felt very strange when I wanted to approach him,

come on Rehan help me out here. I looked back and saw Rehan

hiding behind a wall, the boy.

Unknowingly as I walked along

looking back, I got closer to the woman and hit her. Woman

she looked back and turned to face me, and I saw her face

from a very close distance. Her face is so pretty, to the point that I

speechless daydreaming.

“Hey...are you okay?” he said

saw me.

“Ohh I'm fine,” I said with

nervousness.

How am I supposed to? I have to talk

whahuh? Do not let this conversation die because there is no communication between

we're. Let's think, come on, I know what to talk about so this conversation doesn't

stop over.

“Anu...em...,” me with his stutter.

“What are you doing coming here?”

ask when I stutter.

“You yourself why are you here?” askaku.

“I'm here every day, and you're not

there's business with me you better get out of here or I'll go,”

he said with a cynical look.

It was so bad for him, when I wanted to

asked her name but why was I still nervous to speak. But I

don't lie she's just as beautiful as Melani, has a body that

beautiful, who is the differentiator of Melani and she is I have feelings

against him.

“All right I go,” he said while

go leave me.

“Wait!” my yelling.

“Tell me what your name is?” ask me

to him.

“Safira, my name is Safira,” he replied then

go leave me alone in the thick guava tree.

Safira yaa, what a beautiful name. He's a man

which is quite difficult to talk to maybe next time if we meet me

will invite you to talk. If I have decided, I will do it,

that's certain. Then I went to see Rehan who was waiting for me at

backside.

“How was the result?” ask Rehan.

“His name is Safira, when he told me

his name then he went straight away,” I replied.

“You already know, now we go to

canteen to buy your pen.”

After I ventured to

asked him I just realized, when I asked and knew his name, he had not

knowing my name. I should have told him my name, too, I

I completely forgot to tell him. Where did he go.

Me and Rehan went to the cafeteria

to buy a pen and Rehan who want to snack all over, even though the food in

this canteen is expensive, I am not surprised because Rehan belongs to the family of people

the upper-class economy is natural for him.

When we were in the cafeteria, I

see Safira at the end of the canteen seat. He's alone, why not join

with friends? I watched him who was busy playing

cell phone, but he noticed my presence in the cafeteria and was looking at it.

I tried to approach her again, I walked towards her.

“Emm...”

“What did you come here for?” ask her

busy playing the phone.

“Em..in class What languages to learn

just yeah?” ask me because I'm nervous.

“Hmm?”

Why I am not important

like this, let's look for the topic of conversation not to be interrupted this conversation.

Rehan is still busy choosing his snacks, this is my chance after he plays away

just like that when in the guava tree near the ceremonial field.

“Can I sit?” my many.

“Please,” answer.

“You why yourself here? No

with your other friends?” manya curious.

“I have no friends.”

“Huh???”

Don't have any friends? The case is almost the same

like Melani who has no friends. Melani has no friends because she's a child

rich man, his friend feel uncomfortable when hanging out with Melani and

his friend decided not to hang out with him.

“You don't have any friends? Why?” much

any more.

“Why do you want to know?”

“Em...no, just want to know, just,

alone like this do you not feel lonely?” my word.

“I'm used to

my solitude, so you don't have to worry.”

This woman is beautiful but very difficult

in communication, what else do I have to say? So that there are materials to be in

speak of. My brain stack confused what to say.

“Dah, I want to go to class first,”

he said while leaving me.

“Tung–”

Hadeuh, it's hard to take

speakin. Then the waiter who had the food shop in the cafeteria approached me

and said.

“Total 30,000 Rupiah,” He said while

extended his hand.

“Hah??”