The Love That Is Conferred

Chapter 20's

At Home

I'm really happy to see a smile

from Angga earlier in the parking lot, his little smile was still impregnated until I

in-house. My face reddened as I walked towards the room, and while

imagining unnecessary things, I mean not a creeping thought

there.

At the same time I walked

heading to my room, Jeni saw me smiling to myself with cheeks

which flushes. It seems like Jeni was confused by my attitude, and thought that

I was covered in something that made me happy.

Because Jeni was curious to see me, she

he approached me and asked directly.

“Nona why? Looks like there's something

which makes miss happy,” asked Jeni curiously, with a face that

perplex.

“So Jeni is curious,” I said, while

holding Jeni's right shoulder with my right hand and with my eyes closed and

smiling mouth. Jeni became increasingly confused and curious about what

happen.

“What's wrong miss?” Jeni

still curious.

“Do you believe Jeni, I wrote a letter

an encouragement to Angga, and he read the letter with a face that

smile,” I said a happy one.

“Nona writes another letter to Angga?”

ask Jeni.

“Iyaa, because Angga is now

having a hard time, so I want to give him a spirited greeting.”

“Means?” Jeni is still curious.

“So she'll be there in 2 months

provincial level championship, and 1 month before the championship all requirements

must be submitted including the championship fee. Because Angga is now

not good for his finances, and he now sells cakes in class for

collect money for championship costs. And also for a few weeks

in front of Angga will undergo a routine exercise program for 5 days a week.

So I gave a spirited greeting to him via mail.”

“Then he read it?” ask Jeni.

“Mm...,” I said, nodding my head.

“And as he read the letter, I saw a smile on his face. That

makes me very happy when I see it.”

I

seeing Jeni's face that came to look happy. I want to see Angga when

training, but unfortunately I don't know where he's training. In this way

I could clearly see the effort Angga was trying to do that

best of his life.

I've loved it since I was a kid,

and when I look at it now who is struggling under any circumstances

in achieving what he wants, I am so proud of him, and of

endeavour. I'm getting to like and love her, I don't care about her

what family, with him shows the attitude of continuing to struggle endlessly like

that, is enough for me.

I also went from there to go to

chamber.

“I go to the room first Yes Jeni.”

“Iyaa miss.”

I walked into the room. And time

until I open the door and come in and shut it again. Looking towards

the window whose curtains were open and the wind that went inside, made the curtain

it was as if it was flying by the wind. The wind also reached

me, where I stand.

I immediately closed the window curtain because

it will soon be dark, I walk towards the window to cover

the curtains are open. I pulled the two curtains and met him at

middle so it becomes closed. After that I turned my body

back, and I saw there was my book

Your love is above

study table.

Remember when I took the book together

with Angga to the school library, I accidentally found the book

among the many books on the shelf. I was interested when I saw the cover of the book

and took it, and I skimmed from the book.

When I first opened the cover

in front of the book, I saw that there was an Angga's name there. I'm getting more interested

with that book, I read it every time I go home from school in my room,

sitting on the bed and there are no distractions from outside or inside.

I walked to the study table, to

take the book and continue reading. I took the book and

read it on the bed, sit sweet. Continue the page where I last

reading it, I intend to finish this book. And I'm still curious

why do you read books like this.

*

her feelings. The last time he heard that the guy already had a girlfriend,

that's why he's holding back. He felt defeated quickly by someone who became

boyfriend now.

The woman spent her day with

the pain, sometimes he also sees the guy walking home together with

her boyfriend. They look so friendly when they get home together, I can only

look at it from a distance, and don't know what to do.

In the afternoon where the sun goes down,

the girl was on the roof of the school staring at the darkening sky

and watch the sunset quietly. Not intentionally, whether it was a coincidence or

no, from behind the door someone came closer. The door opened, and there was

someone who came, who turned out it was the guy with his girlfriend, who,

who also want to enjoy the sunset from the top of the school roof.

“Mm... It turns out there are people here, what are we

can here? We also want to enjoy the sunset from the roof of the school,” said the boy, saying,

with a soft tone.

The feelings of the female heart mixed

stir, he does not know if he should be happy because suddenly he was invited

talking to the guy for the first time, or feeling sick because of the guy

come here with her boyfriend, and enjoy the sunset together.

“Ahh..no, please if you want

enjoy the sunset too,” said the woman, with closed eyes and

smiling face is so sweet.

She smiled so sweetly, yet there was

something he had hidden deep inside, which he had wanted to

calm yourself by looking at the sunset. But that doesn't make it

calm down, because the ones who come are those, who similarly want to enjoy the sunset.

“You don't smile like that to

my boyfriend, disgusting.”

Saying from the boyfriend, because no

it was nice to see the girl smiling sweetly at them. Though the

the woman is unstable condition of her heart, in addition to a sudden boyfriend

the guy insulted her with the sentence “disgusting”.

“I'm sorry, I didn't mean,” says

the woman lowered her head and looked at them.

“Mm...it's okay, you don't behave

like that to him. We're just here to enjoy the sunset, sorry for

attitude of my girlfriend.”

Said the man while apologizing for

behavior of his girlfriend to the woman. Then the boy and his girlfriend left

to the right 10 meters from where the woman is. They

both enjoy the sunset, but the woman is not calm while enjoying

sunset from the school roof.

The woman could only hold back, though,

his heart, and his attitude. He was trying hard to feel what he was feeling now,

because she enjoys the sunset with the two people who are dating, and

that man is his girlfriend and also his girlfriend.

*

My tears streaming from my eyes wet both my cheeks, so

it hurts to be a woman in this book. He stays

silent when the boy's girlfriend insulted him, he only endured the pain of a man

selves. Holding her alone, was the most painful way.

While I was reading a book, Jeni suddenly came to my room,

told me that dinner was served. I didn't realize

it's already at this hour, I'm too serious about reading this book to the point that

not seeing time.

“Excuse me miss, dinner is ready,” Jeni who came to

my room's.

“Mm...,” I nodded my head. “Wait there ya Jeni, I'll

immediately go to the dining room.”

“Alright miss.”

Then Jeni left my room. But when he left

coming out, he stopped and turned to face me back and said. “Do not

until you forget the time, miss.”

I heard Jeni's words, and I understood. Jeni is very

worrying about me, he was really very attentive towards me. I avenge it

with a smile, he left the room. Mm. It's time.

dinners.

I glanced at the wall clock that turned out to be 19:00.

So I've been reading books long enough, because I'm still curious about

continuation of the book's story. I just have a little curiosity

about Rehan and the woman, and again Angga also saw them being alone

in front of the language building.

Hopefully Angga is fine when he sees that, don't make him

being down. But now Angga is not in good condition. I'm gonna

continue to support her from behind, and will continue to support her for as long as she

fight on a path that he thinks is good for himself.

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