The Love That Is Conferred

Chapter 12's

Melanesia

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The feeling that still lingers in

my heart, I saw it with my eyes, I didn't know what to do

my feelings are this but my heart rejects it. I'm just lying in bed

and my body refused to rise, I heard someone approaching me.

“Nona, are you okay?” ask

Jeni who came to me worried.

“Yaa I'm okay, you don't need

worry like that.”

Look at the ceiling of the room while

taking a deep breath, my body felt heavy even when I wanted to try

rise up. Today there's a schedule of sports subjects, I want to come to

going back to school and meeting Angga, I know my heart still feels

it hurts a lot but I want to see it, I don't care what

in my way, I will still fight to meet him.

Then I tried to get up from

put me in bed, I tried but this body feels very heavy and head

I'm so dizzy, but I have to meet her.

“Nona is it really okay?” ask

Jeni was worried.

“I'm fine, I have to go to school

and met with Angga,” I said who was still trying to get up.

“Nona still thinks of Angga

though the incident in the square made him cry all night,” said the voice

jeni Heart.

When I try to get up suddenly

I felt the dizziness grow stronger, with an expression of pain in front

Jennies.

“Nona!” Jeni approached me.

“Is miss okay?” while

holding me and pointing his hand at my forehead.

“Her body temperature rises, miss is feverish,

why didn't he just say,” said Jeni's inner voice.

“Nona, better you back lying down,

you have a fever, you have to rest,” Jeni said as she led me back to lying down.

“No, today there are subjects

sport, I have to come,” I said.

“There is absolutely something to do?” jeni said

confused and with a flat face.

The goose will be exhausted when

sports lessons, I should be by his side to give him a drink. I

afraid Angga forgets to bring his drinking water and hopes he will drink from

my gift.

“Angga must be tired in the eyes

this lesson, I want to be by her side and give her a drink,” I said

to Jeni with a serious face.

“Nona still thinks of him as it turns out,

whereas miss saw him holding a woman's hand while in the square,” said Jeni.

I know he was holding a woman's hand when

in the square, my heart also felt pain when I saw it, I immediately ran away and

didn't want to see him at the time, but was it because of this that I gave up

to approach. Sure didn't.

“Jeni, someone once said to

I didn't give up and cry, I knew I was crying

after that I tried to stop otherwise he would yell at me with

sentence ‘Do not cry!’” I said in a soft voice while recalling the time

then.

“You can't cheer up and can't cry!”

“Someone? Who?” Jeni is confused by the word “someone”.

“Declaration,” I said with a slightly irritating face.

I saw Jeni's expression that was a little upset because of my words

earlier, but that's okay, it's rare that Jeni I'm stuck like this.

“The most important thing is I have to go to school and meet him again,”

I said, insisting and insisting.

“No miss, you should just rest in bed and

lying down, you are now in a fever,” refute Jeni.

“Hmm you're this basic.”

“Sorry miss but your health is more important,” she said.

Hmm not very exciting to have to lie in the room all day, even though

I just wanted to meet him. Suddenly my headache was felt again, and

I had an expression of pain on my face, and then Jeni was worried about seeing me like this

and said.

“Nona, you better rest, if tomorrow is better, miss

can see Angga again at school,” he said with worry.

“Alright,” I said resigned.

Then Jeni called the doctor home to check on me, on

I finally resigned to my present situation, if I forced myself to

go then this pain will grow longer which means I will also be long to

meeting with Angga. Then Jeni wrote a letter to my homeroom teacher that

I didn't go to school because I was sick.

After waiting for 1 hour the doctor called Jeni finally came

also to the house, then I checked by him. The doctor said I had a fever

high enough, if I force it to move a lot then my head will

be ill. The doctor advised to rest until tomorrow and eat regularly

to this day, and also he gave the capsule medicine that was definitely not tasty.

After telling her how to eat the medicine, the doctor decided to go home.

And the one who's taking care of me right now is Jeni.

“Nona has heard the word doctor, right? Miss must rest full,”

said Jeni.

“Iyaa-iyaa I heard,” I said with annoyance.

“Nona this morning will breakfast porridge, I will tell the chef to

cooking porridge for a sick person, do you need anything else?”

askinya.

“I want Angga,” I said with a sullen face.

“Hmm miss, Angga today is in school so where might we be

call him now, there we will disturb him.”

“Padalaat that's what I really want.”

I turned towards my study table and saw that there was a book “I

Love Kamu”, I want to continue the story of the book, but my condition

now it will be hard to read. Then I ask Jeni

to read it for me.

“Then please read me the book,” I said while pointing

the book I Love You that is on the study table.

Jeni turned her head and looked at the book I was pointing at and she said.

“Alright miss.”

Jeni took the book and read it to me, she sat in

the bed is right next to my head.

“You can read the last time I read, I've limited

the page,” I said.

“Good miss.”

Then

Jeni read it in a very soft voice as if she was reading

a story for kids who want to sleep.