The Love That Is Conferred

Chapter 11's

Melanesia

***

I ran away to the parking lot, I

not being able to see what I just saw, I just wanted to go home.

When I got to the parking lot, it was so quiet and nobody, here,

dark is silent.

Here I can only cry

as loud as she was, and asked myself, “Why am I crying

to the man who I myself is his nobody.” I know that! I know that!

I know that!

Jeni also came to the parking lot and

seeing me.

“Nona,” with slow voice.

“I don't want to see anything like that

again Jeni, I can't,” I said while crying until my tears flowed

constantly.

“Don't miss cry because

seeing a man holding a woman's hand,” said Jeni in her heart.

“Nona, miss indeed menena–” said Jeni,

and cut it off directly by me.

“Angga! That's Angga!”

Then Jeni approached me and hugged

ku, Jeni tried to get me to calm down and try to get me to stop crying.

I had no one but Jeni accompanying me back then, my body

limp and could only cry from seeing her while sitting together.

As if in this world I was the only one

experiencing painful things, I know this is my ego who wants Angga only

to me. This life is full of human egos that they want to include

this is me, but I can't fight it.

It's also because I can't

saying my feelings first, I was just trying to harbor these feelings and

wish Angga who came to me on his own. Luck is not

as long as it's on our side and when that luck doesn't come then

only defeat comes.

Then Jeni helped me up and

lead me to the car to get home.

“Ayuk miss let's go home,” take Jeni

***

Finally when we finished in the square, we,

safira and I went home and what was more fun was that I went home with her

using the motor I brought on the way here, I finally got it

closer to him.

“You brought two helmets?” he said

I saw two helmets on my bike.

“Yaa there are indeed two, I have

planning it from home,”.

“Basic handyman mode,” he said with

a little smile in his mouth.

“But I can feel a sense of calm in

your heart is it,” I said.

He just replied with a smile and

tell me.

“Quick! Do you want to be reprimanded by my mother

because it's too late to go home?!” threaten him with jokes.

“Then I told your mother, ‘anak

mother must have taken care of with all my heart,’” reply me.

“Hmm handyman mode,” with a mouth that

smilingly.

We went home with a ride

motorbike, both riding the bike at night is very fun. Past atmosphere

the night traffic, and also the cold night breeze that makes my body goosebumps.

But that's not a problem for me.

We were joking around a little bit on the bike,

I know it is dangerous. And something scared me then, Sapphira

getting sleepy then I told her to hug me hard so as not to

fell, and I held her hand to make sure she didn't fall.

When I was close to

his house, I woke him up. And we split up tonight in front of his house

and greet each other farewell.

“Thanks yaa,” he said with a face

sincere smile.

“Iyaa together, see you tomorrow at

school,” I said, then left.