
Anga Flashback
When I want to go home from a visit
Melani, we say goodbye to the house people. By the time we left, Melani wasn't
he was there, because he was told by his servant Jeni to
repose. Jeni drove us to the front gate, and before us
go he told the three of us.
“Please take care of miss while she's at school,”
said Jeni who lowered her head.
“Hmm? Why?” my many.
“Nona has a weak heart, she
I have ever played sports in school. But the sport in school is quite heavy, though,
and since miss's heart was weak, she couldn't help but tire on her body. At the
finally miss fell unconscious from exhaustion,” Jeni said seriously.
“So I want a lady friend who is here,
Princess, Rehan, and also Angga, to take care of miss when there is any incident,”
he continued, and with a serious look led me.
Melani has a weak heart, and,
if he keeps running like this, he might faint. I have to go after him and
catch him as soon as possible, and also he why should run away from me like
that, am I like the creepy monster in the movie? So mean.
“Melani wait!” yell at me
chased him.
“Go there!” reply Melani who also
still running with a flushed face.
He's this, right up to his side. Run her
really fast, I ran after Melani and a little more me
caught him. Both of my hands have reached Melani's shoulders, straight away
I caught him, and I finally caught him.
Unknowingly, I was already ahead
my classroom doors. I caught Melani right in front of the class, Melani was seen
very breathless after running from the border stairs in the Language building
until you get in here.
“I'm not strong anymore,” Melani
gasps.
“you this is why, even run away from me
like that.”
Suddenly Melani staggered and
falling right on my chest, I was thinking strangely about this. Don't-don't
he fainted from exhaustion, his body was limp, and I think he really was
fainted. I called a friend in the class to help me
bringing Melani to the UKS.
Melanesia
***
I'm like
floating in the darkness with no light at all, was this a vacuum? I
just floating was unclear, and there was absolutely no purpose in place
like these. I glanced in different directions, but only the darkness was me
look, am I dead?
Suddenly
my body is moving on its own, even moving very fast, like it is
switching space. Then I moved to a place where I saw
my own young self was playing with Angga in the sandbox, in
park at that time.
“we will always be together forever, like the King and Queen in
cartoons TV. If anything makes us go our separate ways, then our little hearts will
leads us to be together again forever.”
“Together forever?”
“Iyaa,” I nodded my head and smiled sweetly.
I remember
once said that to Angga as a child, I liked Angga
ever since I was a kid. Until where we meet again at Garuda Abadi High School,
if something makes us part, then our little hearts will lead us
to be back together. I remember saying that to him.
Actually
what am I doing? Why do I suddenly see my past. And there's no
people here can see me. Shortly after that Angga's mother came to
park, he's approaching Angga. And tell him.
“Ayo Angga, Germany,
mom is done. Let's go home,” said Angga's mother in a soft voice and
gentler.
“I'm home
back then,” said Angga to me who was a child.
“Mm..,” says
I was small, nodding my head and smiling.
Seems
angga's mother recognized me, she seemed to remember that I was the one in the
help him when I was lost, can be seen from the look on the face of his mother Angga. Him
also thank me for accompanying Angga to play in the park.
“Ohh you,
you were the one at that time yes. Thank you for accompanying Angga to play,” said
angga's mother with a smile.
“Mm...,” me
who nodded.
“You are here
with whom?” tanyakanya.
accompanied by my driver here, he accompanied me to play in the park. Then, I
seeing my king playing here, I approached him and
accompany her play here,” said my small self with her cheerfulness.
I look
her mother Angga's face seemed like she was surprised by the word “Rajaku”. But his mother
Angga was very kind and said to me with a very nice face and voice
the soft.
“Then
Your king will come home, you will be his queen when he grows up
I was surprised
when Angga's mother said that, and this memory reminds me again
to me. But I thought rationally and logically, Angga's mother said
that's because I was a kid myself, and tried to
consoling me. If I were in his position, I would do the same.
“Alright,
sometime we play again yes,” said my small, holding
angga Hand.
“Mm..
meet again and play again,” Angga replied.
Then
Angga went and went home with his mother, but when he was at the edge of the park, he
stop over. He turned towards my small self and said to me.
“Check,
My queen.”
I was surprised
when Angga said that, even I forgot about the words of Angga. Since
I didn't see him again and met him back at High School
Garuda Abadi's. When I met her back and saw Angga. My heart
it felt so good to see him again, maybe he had forgotten
with me but I'll never forget it.
Because Angga
my King.
***
Since the moment
Melani passed out I was responsible for accompanying her in the UKS until she
weep. Though I've been trying to keep her from running, I know because
melani's heart was weak, if she was so exhausted, she could faint.
Now I'm
in the UKS room, sitting next to Melani's bed. Melani is lying down
in bed and I must accompany him. Hurry up, dong Melani, do you know,
I haven't sold any cake in class. I came here before I sold the cookies
my.
But space
UKS turned out to be good too yes, the room is cold because here there is only me and
Melanes. While in the classroom, the room is cold but because many people so
the cold is a little less. And I have to see when I'm waiting for him here
until siuman.
I put
my elbows on the bed and my palms on my cheeks, I closed my eyes because
tired of waiting for Melani. Melani awakens suddenly, and
it makes me very surprised. My heart felt like it was falling out at that moment.
Melani
waking up with eyes that seemed to see something amazing, and
melani suddenly shed tears. I was confused by Melani's situation
after awakening, I became more and more afraid of him why-why, I was afraid this became
the serious thing.
“Em...Melani,
you're okay, right?” ask me confused.
I asked
like that because I was worried she was why-why, from the way she woke up like
it made me hang half dead. And when he woke up he was like
the one who has seen something amazing, or maybe
it's gruesome. I really don't know.
After me
asking about her condition, she turned her head to me with her face
which is still like people have seen something, and with tears flowing
from his eyes. Then suddenly she cried and hugged me.
“Angga!
Angga!” Melani who was crying while hugging me so tight and tight.
“Em...Melani,
what's up?” I asked him because I was confused.
“Angga!
Angga!” Melani who kept crying while hugging me tightly as if she was
never met for so long.
I'm confused
the real thing happened, which Melani suddenly cried. I didn't know I had to
do what, so I let her cry while hugging me. By no means
I took a chance in narrowness, but I tried to keep quiet
first and let the emotions in Melani subside.
“Hug me
Angga, please,” she said while hugging and crying.
Hm? He's this
wh why? I really don't know. I also follow Melani's request, I
hugging him, maybe with this he can calm down a little. And once again I
not looking for opportunities in the narrow. I just followed his request
just.