The Love That Is Conferred

Chapter 24's

Melanesia

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Homehouse

“Ahh!!!–aku was hugging Angga while in

UKS, bad! I'm really very embarrassed. I hugged her without a second thought,

fortunately he could understand the condition at that time I was crying,” I said

who spoke to himself in the room with a very red face.

“I think miss will be very happy when

hugging Angga tightly like that,” Jeni who was on my side of the room,

seeing me talking to myself.

After I hugged Angga in the UKS, I

thank him for calming me down when I cry. I asked for it

to return to class, to continue learning. Actually when in

traveling from the UKS to the classroom, I was very awkward, because I was very, very, very,

very awkward, I was forced to put on a face like someone who just woke up.

In class, other friends are worried

many people ask me why? I just smiled and said

to them that I was okay, I was just exhausted at the time. However,

suddenly Angga helped me from many questions friends in class, in a way

tell the others that I still need a break. So I was given a path

to sit in my chair quietly.

He really helped at the time, though,

but I at that moment was really very awkward and also embarrassed. She said

to me. “If anything needs, just tell me”. I'm a little moved

with his worried words to me, and my cheeks flushed red.

“I was really happy when I hugged her

tightly like that, even she hugged me as well when I asked for it. But

I was really embarrassed when I remembered it, but remembering it made it hard for me

sleep, how should I, Jeni?” I'm with a very red face.

“Then just enjoy the taste

float that is in the heart of the lady, let her fly freely without any

barrier.”

“Hah?! Do you understand my feelings

now, Jeni?” I said, while facing Jeni with a horrible face.

Jeni casually replied. “Mm.

very understanding of the feeling of the lady now,” he said, closing his eyes and

with a relaxed voice.

I walk towards the bed and face down,

with the face I covered using a pillow, because the taste was really

very glad. But tomorrow I'll see her again at school, I'm so

embarrassed to see him again tomorrow at school, let alone sit him right in the

behind me.

How am I supposed to be tomorrow? Do I have to

lock my hair so Angga doesn't recognize me. But free it won't

help, or I'll use a face mask so she can't see

my face, and I don't see his face.

Because of me, Angga so delay the sale

her cake in class, I'm so bad for her. Then why should I run

from him, even though the only way together to the class. I really am not strong when

together with him, Angga everything holds my forehead, it makes me salting.

I lifted my head off the pillow,

and change the position of the face down to lie down.

I covered my face with a second

my hand, because of the shame. My face was still flushed with him, but in

when he holds my forehead, it can make my face red. I am also on

that moment was also shocked, suddenly Angga held my forehead, if my face was not

red maybe Angga wouldn't do that. But I'm still happy because

the one who did was Angga.

Suddenly Jeni said to me.

“What I need to prepare orange juice

it chill? To neutralize the heat in miss?”

“Mm...,” I agree. “I ordered one

to cool down my body temperature, Jeni,” continued I told him, while

raised my hand up and showed me my index finger.

***

Next

Day At School

I'm new

out of the school parking lot to the front door, I also brought a cake that would

I sell it in class. As I walked towards the school gate I saw Melani

the one who just got in and out of his car. Is he better today?

Yesterday he was like a sick man, because I was curious I called him.

“Melani!!”

I called out to Melani in a loud voice.

I intentionally

calling him, I want to know and ask him about his current condition, what he is

better or not. I saw next to her was Jeni accompanying Melani,

looks like Jeni just escorted Melani to the front of the gate. When I

calling out to him, he was like a surprised person.

Melanesia

look towards the source of the voice calling out to him.

“Angga!?”

melani's inner voice.

“Oi Melani, ,

wait for me,” said I yelled at him.

I

approaching Melani with a slow run, she suddenly hugged Jeni, like looking

something terrible. He's this from earlier his attitude is very strange, what effect it is

his disease? Makes him act like a freak, I'm not sure.

I also arrived

at Melani's place.

“Melani, you

is it better or not?” manya curious.

When I

asking her she just hugged Jeni and didn't look at me at all,

is that how scary I am? That's really heart-felt. Don't make me

heartache dong, by avoiding interlocutors like that.

“...,” Melani

who answered while hugging Jeni tightly, so the voice she said no

evidently.

Huh huh? Him

just said what? I don't understand at all. He's actually

hugged me to calm herself down, but now look at me like a person

wicked.

“Nona? Goslings

ask the news, lady, when someone asks, we must answer. No

good to ignore the question addressed to us,” said Jeni, while

stroking Melani's back.

Melani

releasing her hug from Jeni, she faced towards me with her head on

submit, as if meeting an important person. But he looks very

nervous, is there anything he wants to talk to me about?

“A–Angga, ,

I'm sorry yesterday.I hugged you yesterday because I was scared,

so please forgive me,” said Melani, while bowing her head and with

the quiet voice.

Hm? So he

want to apologize about yesterday, yes, he felt guilty for suddenly

hugged me. I don't think it's a problem, he said because he was scared.

Yesterday he cried and spontaneously hugged me. Again I am not

looking for opportunities in narrow-mindedness.

Then I

holding Melani's head to calm her down.

“It's okay,

you don't have to worry,” I said while holding Melani's head. Then

I got out and said again.

“It's you

like a person who has run out of nightmares, I was confused yesterday why you. Ye

as usual, that's why I understand him.”

Melani Face

it became red because of the hand of Angga holding his head. She also said in

in her heart. “Anga holds my head? I'm not strong, I want to run

it feels, but I'm so happy”. Jeni who was looking with a smiling face

thrilled.

“So no

anything?” jeni asked me, looking up at her head and looking

my direction.

“Mm.

anything, just relax.”

After him

saying sorry to me, I took her to class. Him

it must still be bad, this way I have to make it comfortable again

with me. If not, there he will continue to be when chatting with me.

I felt uncomfortable when my interlocutor lowered his head, I

just not feeling good.

“Ayuk, we

class together,” take me to Melani.

Melanesia

smiling looked at me and said to me.

“Mm..touch us.

to the class together,” he said, while closing his eyes and smiling very sweetly.

We finally

the two walk together to the classroom from the front gate of the school. And it looks like he

it's getting comfortable back when interacting with me, thank goodness. In the middle

the journey I saw again Rehan and Sapphira together, what Rehan would be

deliver Safira again to the Language building and get to the front of her class? But

I don't need to follow her, because now I'm accompanying Melani who

new improved.

Actually

what is their relationship between the two? I wondered if I could just ask Rehan

directly later? Looks like it should be.

Melani

seeing Rehan and also the woman he saw together with Angga while in the

in the square, Melani sees Angga who is increasingly curious about Rehan's relationship

with that woman. Melani asked in her heart. “What the heart feels

Angga now huh? I hope his heart doesn't hurt from seeing them”.

We both

continue the journey to the classroom, and in the middle of Melani's journey

asked me.

“Em,

where would you like taekwondo practice?” ask Melani curious.

Hm? Why

Melani suddenly asked my training ground if she had any business with this.

I better ask him why he asked me about this.

“For him

wh why? Tumben once you asked about this.”

“No

anything, I just want to see how you practice,” said Melani with

relaxed.

Wanna know

how practice? Does he intend to watch me train, if

that's fine, as long as it doesn't bother me during practice. If

as soon as I tell you where I am if I practice.

“I workout

not far from my house, I usually use a bicycle from home until

the training ground only takes 15 minutes, if you want to know the place

I'll give you the full address.”

“Mm..received.

kasih,” Melani while nodding her head.

So he

there was a real intention to come, but when? Don't let him come suddenly to

my training ground, that would be a shock. I should ask too

when will he come to the training ground.

“You will

come when to my training ground?” my many.

Outlooks

Melani who was facing me turned straight forward, fingers

his index finger touched his chin, as if he was thinking. Then Melani

saying to me.

“Hmm.when.

yaa? Maybe if I wanted to come I would have told you more

deh.”

“Good.”