The Love That Is Conferred

The Love That Is Conferred
Chapter 32's



Melanesia


***


Goslings


suddenly running from the classroom, it seemed like he was running towards the school garden. No


wrong again. I have to follow him there, I won't let Angga alone.


“Daughter I go too yaa, I want to follow Angga. See you.”


“Ehh?” Princess


confused though.


After saying goodbye


short with the Princess, I immediately went to catch up with Angga. I feel this


it won't be alright, I should continue to accompany Angga. I wouldn't


leaving her alone like that, I should always be there for her.


Run Angga


it's so fast, it's so hard for me to catch up with him or catch up with him.


It was as if he was chasing something very important.


Then I also have to run faster to achieve something that


important me.


“Angga


wait!” I shouted who called Angga.


I ran


in the hallway of the school, and a lot of people were looking at me and the Angga


he was running so fast. But neither I nor Angga care about them


who saw us running in a hurry.


After me


and Angga ran towards the park, we arrived at the school garden. Turns out a lot


our classmate who was looking at Rehan and Safira who were in the


middle garden. They both stand facing each other.


Goslings


looking at him from behind the crowd, he saw him so very seriously.


His gaze and vision were fixed upon Sapphira and Rehan. They're like


the center of attention, because the teacher early in the morning gini has not been much to come. Unstudied


only if here are very crowded and rarely teachers.


Rehan


sapphira's hand slowly, then raised it on par with the chest.


Rehan said to Sapphira. “Safira will you be my girlfriend?” rehan


who shot Safira directly in front of the schoolgirls.


Sapphira's Face


it was so red when I heard Rehan's words. It was awkward, but I


not knowing how Sapphira answered Rehan's feelings for him. Temporal


that Angga was very surprised for a moment as Rehan expressed his feelings to


Sapphires. Angga just fell silent with a blank look.


“Angga?”


I said in a soft voice, extending my hand like I wanted to grab it.


She didn't


answering a word, his eyes only turned towards them


both. I know it hurts a lot. But Angga, you are not the one who


it's easy to give up just because of something like this, right? You are a strong man and


also great. That's why I admire you.


Sapphira


embarrassed by the atmosphere, seen by the crowd. He looks happy


when Rehan shot him straight like that, maybe for him it was very romantic.


Sapphire also answered Rehan's offer.


“Iyaa me


mau,” Safira replied with a red and happy face.


After the Anga


hearing Sapphira's answer to Rehan's feelings, she ran immediately


get away from the crowd. He ran away so fast, ran away feeling


which is very painful. Her tears started to come out while running, she ran


to a place where no one else can see it


crying out.


“Angga!” sahutku


see Angga running away.


Angga's Heart


it seems so messed up, I have to follow it. Your dog cannot


burdening yourself, I will always be there for you. Please share the taste


hurt with me, I will always accept that pain. After me


following him it turns out he ran towards the parking lot, a place where people


others could not see him to cry.


Goslings


crying sobbing near the parking lot guardrail, he squatted down and put


both of his palms were on the ground while crying. Crying is full of


regret, full of pain, full of suffering. Angga felt he lost fast


rehan managed to get close to Sapphira.


I haven't


ever seen Angga cry like this, what I often see is Angga


great, not giving up easily. And when I see it like this, my heart


feels in his emotions. Orgy I understand your pain, I understand


your agony when I saw you just now, I understand how you feel now. Because


that's me here to keep you company, always.


“Angga,” me


who approached him slowly.


I


approach him right in front of him. I can see his face like that


suffer. I subjugated myself on par with Angga, then I held


his head while stroking.


“Angga, you


not alone,” I said while stroking his head, “if you are feeling


sick, or whatever it is, I will always accompany you, Angga.”


Then I


hugging him in my arms. I tried to calm her who was crying, though,


whether it is a woman or a man, crying is the right of all. So I


it will not forbid Angga to cry.


“Please,


focus on what's ahead, Angga.”


***


At Home


I was sitting in my room alone,


I just want to be alone. I still can't believe Rehan could do that


just before our game was over, I didn't know what he meant


actually was. But now I have something ahead, which is my championship.


I have to win this championship


for myself, not for anyone. It'll just be mine


only, and what I will achieve is only for myself, not for sharing. I


I'm really fed up with this.


Training Venue


The next few days are over


and the H-3 is left before the game starts. I was at my training ground


along with the others, it was the last day of training before the game.


As usual before the match, coach Markus always encouraged


we will play the match later.


“Remember, 3 more days we will


championships. I want you to take care of your body. Don't do the thing


which makes your body tired, you have 3 days to rest before the championship.


But, still every morning you have to exercise independently at home so that your muscles


not stiff. Never think how good your opponents are, but think


how good we are when we are in the arena. I want you to get everything out


have you trained, never think of losing, instill in your brain to


always winning. It can also affect your psychology. I want to


you guys do your best tomorrow in the game, you can be scared, but


all participants.


“Paham!” answer us simultaneously.


The coach's words are the greatest, though,


he can burn the spirit of his students. I need to focus on


my championship, to win the first championship in this championship. Hey Rehan, I


won't lose to you. See when I'm in the arena.


After that, the coach told us to


rest before the game starts. Because the condition of the body includes


very important, do not let the match my body condition is moderate


not good. It will only be a troublesome thing.


“Oy Angga,” sahut Sabin approached me,


“are you ready for tomorrow on match day? I hope you're not


home because of fear.”


“The one should say like that is


me, I hope you don't throw up when the game's over. Same as


yesterday's match,” countered me by reminding of Sabin's past.


“Cih,” Sabin who is upset to hear it, “pada


I wasn't in good shape at the time, so I couldn't help it


the nausea in my body. But at that moment I got the gold medal, the same


like you.”


“Most of hockey that day only.


If only it was not hockey, it would have fainted in the arena,” I said.


“Heh,” Sabin who smiled arrogantly


until his teeth are seen, “let's see later in the game tomorrow. Who


which will be his champion.”


“I will wait.”


Homehouse


I better get some rest now, though,


but not for full-time. I'll keep training light, so as not to


decreased my training. And for tonight, I want a quiet break in


front sofa tv. A man needs rest.


I sat on the couch watching TV,


there was my sister Riska, and my mother. The two of them too


watching tv, while dad was outside, maybe hanging out together


friends fathers.


While I was relaxing on the couch,


my sister who was beside me said to me.


“Kak,” sahut Riska, “how


championship preparations? Is everything all right? Or is there anything less?”


Riska asked.


“Hm?” I said while glancing and looking


a little towards Riska, “if the problem of preparation is all, from the requirements


and exercises. Everything has been sorted out, why?” askaku.


“What big brother sure win for


this time the game?” ask Riska while looking a little at me, “don't


until there is doubt in your heart, it only prevents you from


stepping.”


Hm? What is this why? So tumben


like this, as if she was more experienced than me, but she was


rarely do you take a race by yourself. Academic or non


academic. His attitude is like a coach.


“Why?” I said, “what are you in doubt with


your own brother, brother is not an easy person to defeat. Brother has a rival


in the big brother team, we both fought for the most medals.


Where might brother let sister rivals win just like that.”


“You are very confident, yes,


Angga,” my mother said with a smiling face, “mau as great as any we are in


one area, we still have to be careful. You also have to be like that


aslo. Do not let the greatest feeling envelop you.”


It was Riska, now Mom. The two of them


his attitude why so wise, his way of speaking is really like a coach.


No, it's not a problem for me. I'm sure they both said that


just to encourage me to win the championship this time.


“You must win yes,” said my mother, “Mother


want you to win the championship this time.”


“I also hope like that from


brother,” sahut Riska.


“Iyaa,” I said nod, “I don't


will lose in the tournament this time, I will definitely win just look later.”


After my talk, Riska, and


also mother. From the door came the sound of people entering. Which turns out it was


dad, who just came home from the outside. I'll bet he's in the pool


with other people in the complex.


Dad came to the living room, where I


and the others were just relaxing talking and watching tv.


“Wah, it turns out Angga has come home,”


said the father who had just arrived in the living room, “how was the exercise?


What's weight?”


“Same as always, no one


changed,” reply me, “cuman for now we are all given time to


break.”


“So so,” says father with face


who knows, “but, for this match do not lose yaa. Ye


must win.”


“Iyaa rest easy,” reply me with


the face is a little confused.


Why is everything so compact like this, though,


told me to win. I also know I have to win the game


this time, but I didn't expect them to be able to say that earlier. What


is there something they're hiding from me? I don't know.


After we spent the night


to talk together, we went to bed afterwards. When I was in my room and


lying in my bed very comfortable, I thought about Riska earlier,


mom, dad say. Why can they be this thick.


It's not like that, because of that


I was confused as to why they suddenly asked me to win. Without being asked


I also want to win, I don't want to lose to Rehan. I don't know why Rehan


cheating at that time, he played first expressing his feelings to Safira.


The match is not yet finished.


When I was thinking and lying down


on the bed, my phone rang that was on the study table. There seems to be


messages coming in, but from whom? I immediately picked up and saw the contents of the message.


Angga, hopefully your championship


got the first champion. The spirit!!!


It turns out this message is from Melani, hmm


it seems like he wants to encourage me. I'm glad someone cheered me on, more


I'm fine with getting a message from him.


Yes, thank you Melani. Ye


indeed a very nice person, once again thank you, I said replying to a message from Melani.


After that he just replied with


smile with red cheeks. Melani is hard to guess,


it was late at night, but he still did not sleep. I don't know at all


how do women sleep patterns.


It's better now that I go to bed.


I have to take care of my health, not to fight later my body


not fit. If that's what's going to trouble myself, I


should go to bed soon. All right, good night.