The Love Competition

78 . I'am Sorry

Half an hour later they arrived at the Hospital . Adam took the two down the silent hall of the RS which was still quiet, they continued to walk until they arrived at a room .

The whole family was sitting there, only Mr. Aditya and Mr. Juanda were not there . Madam Nisa waved her hand , asking Dila who just came to sit next to her .

" Where's Aunt Grandpa ? " Tanya Dila after sitting on the sofa next to mistress Nisa .

" We Do'a are the same for the recovery of Dila's grandfather." replied Madam Nisa while clasping Dila's hand tightly .

Everyone in the room was silent, until the door of the room opened and Mr. Aditya stood there .

" Dila..ayo come with me..." Said Mr. Aditya who just appeared .

Dila quickly stepped closer to the charismatic full-faced man .

Jordi who sat in the corner of the room stood up from her seat .

Mr. Aditya invited Dila into an ICU room, not far from where they had gathered . Two nurses were alerted to guard Mr. Gunawan .

Dila was stunned to see Mr. Gunawan lying helplessly on the patient bed . Some aids stuck to his body . Mr. Juanda was sitting next to the bed holding the hand of Mr. Gunawan, the man seemed to have cried .

They looked at each other for a moment , then master Juanda walked out leaving them both . When he came out to see Jordi was standing outside the room, next to Mr. Nurdin who had been in front of the door for guard  .

" Why are you here ? " Task Mr. Juan while rubbing his face .

" How's grandpa doing ? " Task Jordi without answering the father's question .

" Ach .. I don't know.doctors have tried, we just wait for your grandfather to realize " replied Mr. Juanda while sitting in a chair in the hallway of the Hospital .

" Why was Dila brought in ? " Task Jordi while staring at the door of the room .

" So my grandfather was delirious, he called Dila's name "Ask Mr. Juanda replied in a soft voice .

Before long Miss Kirana came near those who were chatting .

" How is papa doing ? " Task mistress Kirana who was directly sitting next to them .

And the question was only answered by the gaze of the two men of different ages who were sitting next to him .

"what's Aa'...confess to her ? " Task mistress Kirana arriving .

" Kira....." Mr. Juanda stared intently at Ms. Kirana .

" Why are you inward ? " Task mistress Kirana as if not concerned with the gaze of Mr. Juanda .

" Papa can talk ? " Task mistress Kirana while looking at the annoyed face of master Juanda .

Mr. Juanda just fell silent as he looked at madam Kirana in annoyance .

" What ?! " Mrs Kirana asked in annoyance .

" Jo.. leave us..." Said master Juanda while looking at the son who was sitting in silence .

" Why ?! " Task Jordi while looking at the face of the Father .

" I'd like to have a one-on-one talk with Aunt Kiran" replied Mr. Juanda while looking at Ms. Kirana .

Jordi stepped away , leaving them both even though she was astonished by the father's attitude that seemed to dislike the attitude of mistress Kirana who seemed worried .

" Why do you have to say that in front of my son ? " Mister Juanda asked as he looked at the younger brother inside after Jordi was nowhere to be seen .

" What does brother mean ? " Task Miss Kirana .

" You know what I mean "said Mr. Juan a little upset .

" O...is it true? , Brother admitted to the actions of brother first to Papa ..? " Ask lady Kiran .

" Kiran..are you crazy ? " Snapped by Mr. Juanda .

" If papa knows the truth, does he still allow Jordi to approach Dila? , does big brother want to cover everything up to papa no ? " Mrs Kirana said cynically .

" I'm not like Adit's brother who can be silent and as if he doesn't care, and again he has no hope . I didn't know Nisa was trying to make papa choose Jordi as Dila's husband . Confess to Papa or I will tell your son everything "Mrs Kirana stared intently at the sister .

" You're crazy..? , you don't think about Papa's health ? " Mister Juanda looked at the sister with annoyance .

" Don't pretend to be kak.., we all know that papa agrees with the word Nisa you guys are the luckiest among us , though the brother who made us in this situation ! . My son and I were most at a disadvantage with papa's decision "mrs Nisa stared intently at Mr. Juanda .

" Sirana...." Mr. Juanda muttered as he looked at the younger brother with a disappointed face .

" Is that all you have in your head at a time like this ? " Next after staring at mistress Kirana for a while .

" make Jordi stay away from Dila, then I'll believe you're really sorry . Or I will tell all the truth to your son and wife "said mrs Kirana .

The two looked at each other ', then a while later lord Juanda looked down inside .

" I don't have the courage to do that . If I had a little courage, it would not have happened ", said Mr. Juanda after taking a deep breath .

" I'm afraid my honesty will hurt someone "he continued, laughing .

" What does brother mean ? "

" Don't tell me you think Dila is the son of Kartika ? " mrs Kirana looked at Mr. Juanda's face full of searching .

" You know sometimes the feeling of not being able to lie" muttered Mr. Juanda .

The two were mutely drifting in each other's minds . Without them noticing, Mr. Aditya had long stood behind them without saying a word .

* Indoor ICU Moments before *

Dila sat pensively staring at the face of no different Mr. Gunawan . He recalled Mr. Aditya's words when he wanted to enter the room .

" Papa kept saying your name . Om doesn't know why, but I think he wants to hear something from you" said Jidan's father as he looked gently at himself .

" Dila..om knows she really wants you to be her daughter-in-law's granddaughter . But ...all it depends on your heart . Your happiness is most important here . You understand ? ! " Mister Aditya patted Dila gently on the shoulder as he exited the room .

Dila took a deep breath, once in a while she lowered her head .

" Silver...." Sounded muttering Mr. Gunawan slowly .

" Yes...." Reply Dila sadly .

Mr. Gunawan was silent only , the room was quiet again . Only the sound of a medical device installed in the body of Mr. Gunawan .

" Grandfather... Whatever grandfather worries about Dila.., let go of everything . Dila promise will live well "Bisik Dila in Mr. Gunawan's ear .

The atmosphere was quiet again , only the sound of a simple medical device was heard .

" Did you know ? Long ago....Who often bothers Dila by calling , only to ask "what are you doing? , have you eaten ? What are you doing today ? " He always bothered me.." Dila spoke while enduring her grief .

After he died, no one asked me that . Then I started to regret why I didn't do the same to her . I should have done the same, too, 'cause she's my only family "Dila wiped her tears flowing while taking a breath .

" Therefore.... this year I kept bothering grandfather . So....." Dila took a deep breath again .

" Grandfather should be healed, I know grandpa strong "miss Dila then .

The girl was silent again . His eyes occasionally stared at the face of Mr. Gunawan while glaring , recalling the events almost a year ago when he accompanied Eyang saka in his last moment .

Will he repeat the same event today ? . Mr. Gunawan is an entertainer for him 'cause his presence makes Dila feel like his Eye is still there . Keep him & give him so much affection that he is not so lonely .

After a moment of silence in silence ', Mr. Aditya entered the room . The middle-aged man sat beside Dila , while occasionally taking a deep breath .

" oom...Dila came out first "parting Dila after the two sat together long enough in silence .

" Hem..., "Answer replied Mr. Aditya muttered .

Mr. Aditya looked at the back of Dila who stepped out of the ward, the man took a deep breath and exhaled slowly .

Dila walked slowly down the hallway, not far from where he stood he saw lord Juanda and mistress Kirana sitting in silence . He did not want to disturb the two and chose to look elsewhere .

" What are you thinking ? " A voice broke the daydream of Dila who was sitting quietly in a chair, not far from the chair where Miss Kirana and Mr. Juanda were sitting .

" Jo..why are you here ? " Tanya Dila after knowing the owner of the voice that disperse her daydream .

The young man did not answer Dila's question, he chose to sit next to Dila who seemed to be thinking about something .

" What are you thinking ? " Sanya while looking at Dila's face which still looks a little lethargic .

Dila simply answered Jordi's question with a small slit .

" What about grandpa ? " Task Jordi after a moment of silence .

" You don't have to worry , he'll be. fine" said Jordi trying to calm down Dila who looked restless .

"Joe..." Call Dila softly without staring at Jordi . Jordi stared at the fi girl next to her in .

" Let's go on a date...." Continue Dila while staring at Jordi who was gaped in disbelief hearing the word he said .

Both of them were silent, Jordi was just silent as she stared at the face beside her without blinking .

" Make me fall in love with you, you say you have a lot of love for both of us, let's date to the point of time where I can also fall in love with you . Because some say love comes because it is used to "continue Dila after waiting so long and Jordi just mute while looking at him .

" You really mean it ? " Tanya Jordi was in disbelief, and answered Dila's nod without hesitation .

" Is it because of Grandpa ? " Task Jordi a moment later .

" No...., I just want to try to move on with life "answer Dila with a smile .

" Really.....? , are you serious ? " Task Jordi while grabbing Dila's hand .

Dila just nodded with a smile .

" So now we are lovers ? " Task Jordi make sure .

" Yes...." Dila replied while looking down

" Thanks you...." Said Jordi hugging the girl next to her .

Dila just fell silent in Jordi's warm embrace . He does not know what he is feeling now . Is he sad or happy ? . One thing is certain, he wants to release the ego to survive on the one love that ultimately makes his life seem to not work .

" You must not be too hopeful about something uncertain either . You deserve to be happy and get the best . If there is a little bit of feeling in your heart for Jordi, then date her .you know someone said , love can come because it is used . Maybe there is another fate more beautiful than what you expect "Bima's speech when it makes him suddenly take the decision .

Jordi gently rubbed Dila's hair after releasing her embrace . The two looked at each other for a moment, then smiled together .

" Have you eaten ? " Task Jordi a moment later .

" Yes..." Answer Dila briefly . While gazing somewhere else 'cause Jordi just kept staring at him .

" Don't worry .., she'll be fine "Jordi said softly .

" Hmm..?" Dila only muttered to hear Jordi's words

" Grandfather will be fine" said Jordi as he grabbed Dila's hand and held her tightly .

" What are you doing ? " Tanya Dila while trying to let go of Jordi's grasp .

" A minute ...,. I've long wanted to hold your hand like this "Jordi said while pulling Dila's hand into her lap . His face was endlessly smiling .

" I.m..." A voice made Dila release Jordi's hand by force .

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The two greeted master Juan who arrived there behind them simultaneously .

" Why are you here ? " Task Mr. Juan while looking at the two .

" Jo..Have you taken care of everything ? He asked before the two answered his question .

" Huh..? " Task Jordi who doesn't understand .

" What administrative matters have you taken care of ?" Asked Mr. Juan while looking at him .

" Mister Nurdin has taken care of it "quick Jordi replied .

" Oh.., I want you to take care of some things, come with me." said Mr. Gunawan as he walked away from both .

" I go first.., you better join the others . Don't think much of it you will be sick again " said Jordi while rubbing Dila's soft cheeks .

" E.m..." Dila replied as she gently brushed Jordi's hand off her face .

　

　

With heavy steps Jordi left Dila who was still silent in her seat .

Dila was just speechless staring at the departure of Jordi who occasionally still turned her body to look at him .

After Jordi was invisible, the girl lowered her face while biting her lower lip . The girl exhaled strongly, trying to let go of the tightness that was squeezing her chest .

Perhaps this is the time he said, Nothing can change destiny, everything that happens in his life as if it happened to separate him and Jidan .

" Goodbye past.sorry.if this love should end here . I want to stop wishing, and try to live with what's in my hand, I. want to take you off sincerely." muttered Dila inwardly as she stared at the wallpaper of her phone .

" I'm sorry..." the girl again muttered softly . a speck of clear crystal dripping down the photo of the smiling Jidan on her phone screen . He wanted to stop staring at that face, but his fingers did not press the power button so that the phone screen no longer lit .

Unknowingly her tears just kept flowing . What a precious thing to the heart is the most painful thing . Although keeping Jidan in his heart also always makes him cry, but taking it off does not make him feel better . He could not scrape the hope he kept, if one day his lover would return .

One figure noticed himself from afar ' Without him and Jordi knowing Tania was busy looking for her ', listening and listening to her conversation with Jordi since the first time Jordi approached her .

The girl only gulped at the slow stuffing of Dila, she was only able to be silent in place while watching Dila's back which occasionally seemed to move 'signifying the girl was holding back her crying so as not to make a sound . without realizing it, her tears flowed down her cheeks .