The Love Competition

The Love Competition
60. forgotten letters .


Dila was silent all the way home . actually even though at a glance he saw Jordi talking to Clarisa . But in view of the Face of Jordi the man seemed ordinary and did not feel disturbed .


" try to rest! , Don't be too busy or overstressed "jordi starts the conversation by advising him after they've been quiet for a long time .


Dila was just speechless . occasionally he glanced at Jordi's expression . but really he didn't see anything on that face .


" What's up ? " the question finally came out of Jordi's mouth after several times receiving Dila yaang's gaze full of questioning .


" Just curious ..." Answer Dila slowly .


" What ? " ask Jidan while driving .


"' You used to look so in love with Risa, and then you guys met after officially parting ways, isn't there anything ? " tanya Dila with innocence .


" what something ? " Task Jordi while frowning ,


" The strange tickle in your heart? , is it really possible to lose ? " that question made Jordi speechless .both were silent .


Jordi turned the car into a Resto . she then invited Dila to lunch there . Both immediately ordered food after choosing a seat in the corner of the room facing the fountain pond .


" do you still feel that ? " all the while Jordi broke their silence .


" What ? " Task Dila .


" Something tickles your heart when you think of Jidan" Jordi said .


Dila was speechless, he did not want to answer that question because it could make Jordi's heart hurt .


" why are you quiet ? " Task Jordi .


" I don't want to talk about it "Dila said while leaning her body on the back of the chair .


" i don't feel that anymore ', when I looked at her face there was already no sense left for her " Jordi said after the two fell silent for a while .


" That fast..? " ask Dila .


" He buried my dream, for what I kept remembering it while he erased me from the path of his life "Jordi replied calmly .


the two fell silent as the waiter delivered their food .after the waiter left Jordi sipped her drink and immediately ate the available food .


" what if he still loves you ? " tanya Dila made Jordi almost choke .


" You're Crazy.?? , she's someone's wife" Jordi said after drinking water .


" but I saw Love in her eyes for you" said Dila as she stirred her meal .


" i guess you're so blind that you can't see love in someone's eyes, if you can see Love in his eyes why can't you see Love in my eyes" Jordi asked .


Dila just fell silent . he really did not want to hear the confession of love from Jordi at this time .


both of them were silent while enjoying their meal . Jordi reminds Dila to take medicine after they finish eating, she also forces Dila to finish her meal when she sees the girl not finishing her meal .


" Will... , If ... If Jidan was really alive would you have stayed with him ? " Tanya Jordi arrived after Dila took her medicine .


" Jo... let's not discuss that "Say Dila softly .


" If you had met me first would you have loved me the way you loved Him "Task Jordi without caring about Dila's guilty gaze .


" You're a good person Jo. really, although it sucks sometimes but you're very nice . Maybe I'll love you if I meet you first " replied Dila with a smile .


" really ? " Jordi laughed softly hearing the Answer from Dila.


" I heard that Adit was also investigating the case of the accident Jidan" said Jordi while looking at Dila's face, seen from the reaction Dila Jordi knew the girl already knew about it .


" can I ask something "Task Jordi .


" If it turns out that Jidan is gone .., will you spend the rest of your life with me ? " Jordi looked at Dila's face seriously .


" Don't complicate the situation "answer Dila briefly .


" What is complicated ? . Actually...I was curious , was it true that during this time you never once had any interest in me ? " Jordi looked at the girl in front of him .


Dila was just speechless as she looked towards the fish pond in the courtyard of the restaurant .


" I once loved someone.., I guess I won't be able to fall in love with someone after Risa leaves me . But I didn't think in a short time that you'd made me fall in love" said Jordi, making Dila look up .


" Sometimes to make new leaves grow you have to trim old, worn leaves" Jordi continued .


" Jidan is not a worn leaf . He was someone who made me feel like there was something else that made me happy "Dila cut Jordi's words .


" What things does Jidan have and I don't ? " Task Jordi with a forced smile .


" I don't know myself "answer Dila .


" Feelings are things we cannot control . Somehow I myself do not know why only he who load me pounding " continued Dila in a soft voice .


The two decided to get out of the restaurant and go straight home .all the way up to Dila and Jordi's house was equally silent, both went straight into their respective rooms .


Inside the room Dila was speechless as she looked at her face in the mirror . The information he received from Dewi made him eager to meet Mr. Gunawan, but he did not know where to start .


Dila opened the drawer where she kept some of her jewelry, her eyes accidentally saw an envelope, hesitantly reaching for the envelope .


After seeing the shape of Dila so remembered the envelope given Bima when Jidan no , Dil hesitantly opened the thick envelope .


Inside the envelope was a small diary and a letter . The heart of the girl read a letter from Jidan .


π‘»π’†π’“π’–π’π’•π’–π’Œ π‘«π’Šπ’π’‚


𝑺𝒂𝒂𝒕 π’Œπ’‚π’– π’Žπ’†π’π’†π’“π’Šπ’Žπ’‚ 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒕 π’Šπ’π’Š , π’Šπ’•π’– π’‚π’“π’•π’Šπ’π’šπ’‚ π’•π’‚π’Œπ’…π’Šπ’“ 𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒉 π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’–π’•π’–π’”π’Œπ’‚π’ π’Œπ’Šπ’•π’‚ π’•π’Šπ’…π’‚π’Œ π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ π’π’‚π’ˆπ’Š π’ƒπ’†π’“π’•π’†π’Žπ’– , π’Žπ’‚π’Œπ’‚ π’‚π’Œπ’– 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒖𝒔 π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’•π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒂𝒑𝒂 π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’Šπ’ π’‚π’Œπ’– π’Œπ’‚π’•π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ π’Žπ’†π’”π’Œπ’Š π’ƒπ’–π’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒂 π’Šπ’π’Š π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’‚π’Œπ’– π’Žπ’Šπ’Žπ’‘π’Šπ’Œπ’‚π’ .


π‘Ίπ’†π’ƒπ’†π’π’–π’Žπ’π’šπ’‚ π’‚π’Œπ’– π’Žπ’Šπ’π’•π’‚ π’Žπ’‚π’‚π’‡ π’Œπ’‚π’“π’†π’π’‚ π’•π’Šπ’…π’‚π’Œ 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒏𝒂𝒉 π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’ƒπ’‚π’π’‚π’” π’‘π’†π’“π’π’šπ’‚π’•π’‚π’‚π’ π’„π’Šπ’π’•π’‚π’Žπ’– ...π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š π’•π’‚π’–π’Œπ’‚π’‰ π’Œπ’‚π’– π’Œπ’‚π’•π’‚ π’Œπ’‚π’•π’‚ π’„π’Šπ’π’•π’‚ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’‚π’– π’–π’„π’‚π’‘π’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒉 π’Œπ’†π’‹π’–π’•π’‚π’ π’•π’†π’“π’Šπ’π’…π’‚π’‰ π’”π’†π’–π’Žπ’–π’“ π’‰π’Šπ’…π’–π’‘π’Œπ’– .


π‘«π’Šπ’π’‚....π’Œπ’‚π’– 𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒉 π’‚π’˜π’‚π’ 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’‚π’Œπ’– 𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒑 π’Œπ’‚π’– π’‹π’–π’ˆπ’‚ π’Žπ’†π’π’‹π’‚π’…π’Š π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’•π’†π’“π’‚π’Œπ’‰π’Šπ’“ . π‘Ίπ’†π’Žπ’–π’‚ π’‰π’‚π’“π’Š π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’Šπ’•π’‚ π’π’‚π’π’–π’Š , π’‚π’Œπ’– π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’Šπ’ π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’–π’π’‚π’π’ˆπ’π’šπ’‚ π’π’‚π’ˆπ’Š 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’π’‚π’ˆπ’Š . π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š 𝒔𝒂𝒂𝒕 π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’ƒπ’‚π’„π’‚ 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒂𝒕 π’Šπ’π’Š π’Œπ’‚π’– π’Žπ’–π’π’ˆπ’Œπ’Šπ’ 𝒔𝒖𝒅𝒂𝒉 𝒕𝒂𝒉𝒖 π’”π’Šπ’‚π’‘π’‚ π’‚π’Œπ’– 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’Œπ’†π’π’‚π’‘π’‚ π’‚π’Œπ’– π’•π’Šπ’…π’‚π’Œ π’ƒπ’Šπ’”π’‚ π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’•π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒂𝒑𝒂 π’‚π’Œπ’– π’”π’–π’π’ˆπ’ˆπ’–π’‰ 𝒋𝒂𝒕𝒖𝒉 π’„π’Šπ’π’•π’‚ π’‘π’‚π’…π’‚π’Žπ’– .


π’”π’†π’“π’‚π’ˆπ’‚π’Ž π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’–π’‘π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’Š π’Šπ’π’Š 𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒉 π’‹π’‚π’π’‹π’Š π’‰π’Šπ’…π’–π’‘ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’– π’ƒπ’†π’“π’Šπ’Œπ’‚π’ π’Œπ’†π’‘π’‚π’…π’‚ 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒖𝒓𝒖𝒉 π’π’†π’ˆπ’‚π’“π’‚ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’– π’„π’Šπ’π’•π’‚π’Š . π‘»π’‚π’‘π’Š π’”π’†π’‘π’†π’“π’•π’Šπ’π’šπ’‚ π’Œπ’‚π’– π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ π’”π’–π’π’Šπ’• π’Žπ’†π’π’†π’“π’Šπ’Žπ’‚ π’Šπ’•π’– , π’π’‚π’Žπ’–π’ π’‘π’†π’“π’„π’‚π’šπ’‚π’π’‚π’‰ π’‚π’Œπ’– π’•π’Šπ’…π’‚π’Œ π’ƒπ’†π’“π’Žπ’‚π’Œπ’”π’–π’… π’Žπ’†π’“π’‚π’‰π’‚π’”π’Šπ’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒉𝒂𝒍 π’Šπ’π’Š π’…π’‚π’“π’Šπ’Žπ’– . 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’‚π’Œπ’– 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒍𝒖 𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒑 π’Œπ’‚π’– π’ƒπ’Šπ’”π’‚ π’Žπ’†π’π’†π’“π’Šπ’Žπ’‚ π’…π’Šπ’“π’Šπ’Œπ’– π’”π’†π’–π’•π’–π’‰π’π’šπ’‚ .


π’‚π’Œπ’– π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’ƒπ’†π’“π’Šπ’Žπ’– 𝒔𝒆𝒃𝒖𝒂𝒉 π‘«π’Šπ’‚π’“π’š . π‘«π’Šπ’‚π’“π’š π’Šπ’π’Š 𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒉 π’”π’†π’Žπ’–π’‚ π’•π’†π’π’•π’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’‚π’Žπ’– π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’”π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’‹π’‚ π’Œπ’– π’•π’–π’π’Šπ’” , π’‚π’ˆπ’‚π’“ π’Œπ’‚π’– π’ƒπ’Šπ’”π’‚ 𝒕𝒂𝒖 π’Šπ’”π’Š π’‰π’‚π’•π’Šπ’Œπ’– π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’”π’†π’ƒπ’†π’π’‚π’“π’π’šπ’‚ , π’•π’†π’π’•π’‚π’π’ˆ 𝒓𝒂𝒔𝒂 π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒍𝒖 π’Œπ’– π’‹π’‚π’ˆπ’‚ . π‘¨π’ˆπ’‚π’“ π’Œπ’‚π’– 𝒕𝒂𝒉𝒖..π’π’†π’ƒπ’Šπ’‰ π’…π’‚π’“π’Š π’Œπ’‚π’Žπ’– π’‚π’Œπ’– π’”π’‚π’π’ˆπ’‚π’• π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’Šπ’ 𝒔𝒆𝒍𝒂𝒍𝒖 π’ƒπ’†π’“π’”π’‚π’Žπ’‚ 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’Žπ’†π’π’ˆπ’‰π’‚π’ƒπ’Šπ’”π’Œπ’‚π’ π’”π’†π’Žπ’–π’‚ π’˜π’‚π’Œπ’•π’– π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’– π’Žπ’Šπ’π’Šπ’Œπ’Š π’‰π’‚π’π’šπ’‚ π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’Žπ’– . π’π’‚π’Žπ’–π’ π’”π’‚π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’•π’‚π’Œπ’…π’Šπ’“ π’ƒπ’†π’“π’Œπ’‚π’•π’‚ π’π’‚π’Šπ’ .


π‘¨π’Œπ’– π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒅𝒐'𝒂 π’–π’π’•π’–π’Œ π’”π’†π’Žπ’–π’‚ π’Œπ’†π’ƒπ’‚π’Šπ’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒂𝒕𝒂𝒔 π’…π’Šπ’“π’Šπ’Žπ’– . π‘±π’‚π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’ƒπ’†π’“π’”π’†π’…π’Šπ’‰ 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒂𝒍𝒖 π’π’‚π’Žπ’‚..., π’‹π’‚π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’Žπ’†π’π’‚π’π’ˆπ’Šπ’” 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒂𝒍𝒖 π’π’‚π’Žπ’‚.., π’ƒπ’†π’“π’Œπ’†π’π’„π’‚π’π’π’‚π’‰ π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’”π’†π’”π’†π’π’“π’‚π’π’ˆ 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’π’–π’‘π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ π’‚π’Œπ’– . π‘ͺπ’Šπ’π’•π’‚π’Žπ’– π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Šπ’π’Š 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒖𝒔 π’ƒπ’†π’“π’‚π’Œπ’‰π’Šπ’“ , π’•π’†π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š π’‰π’Šπ’…π’–π’‘ π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒖𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒋𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒏 .


π‘Ίπ’†π’Žπ’π’ˆπ’‚ π’Œπ’‚π’– π’ƒπ’†π’“π’•π’†π’Žπ’– π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’π’†π’π’‚π’Œπ’Š π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’‘π’–π’π’šπ’‚ π’„π’Šπ’π’•π’‚ 𝒔𝒆𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒂𝒓 π’Žπ’Šπ’π’Šπ’Œπ’Œπ’– , 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’Œπ’†π’ƒπ’‚π’Šπ’Œπ’‚π’ π’ƒπ’†π’“π’π’Šπ’‘π’‚π’• π’π’Šπ’‘π’‚π’• π’…π’‚π’“π’Š π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Œπ’– π’‘π’–π’π’šπ’‚ .


𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 π’šπ’π’– π’Žπ’π’“π’† 𝒂𝒏𝒅 π’Žπ’π’“π’†...π’‰π’‚π’π’šπ’‚ π’Šπ’•π’– π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’Šπ’ π’Œπ’– π’Œπ’‚π’•π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ , π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š π’•π’‚π’Œ 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒏𝒂𝒉 π’ƒπ’Šπ’”π’‚ 𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒖𝒄𝒂𝒑 π’Œπ’‚π’“π’†π’π’‚ π’‚π’Œπ’– π’•π’‚π’Œπ’–π’• π’Œπ’†π’‰π’Šπ’π’‚π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’…π’Šπ’“π’Šπ’Žπ’– . 𝒑𝒂𝒅𝒂 π’‚π’Œπ’‰π’Šπ’“π’π’šπ’‚ π’Œπ’Šπ’•π’‚ 𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒖𝒔 π’ƒπ’†π’“π’‘π’Šπ’”π’‚π’‰ π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒂 π’Šπ’π’Š .


π‘Ίπ’†π’ƒπ’†π’π’–π’Ž π’Œπ’‚π’– π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’–π’π’‚π’Š π’π’†π’Žπ’ƒπ’‚π’“π’‚π’ 𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒖 π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’„π’Šπ’π’•π’‚ π’•π’†π’“π’‚π’Œπ’‰π’Šπ’“π’Žπ’– π’‚π’Œπ’– π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’Šπ’ π’Œπ’‚π’– 𝒕𝒂𝒉𝒖...π’‘π’†π’π’…π’‚π’Œπ’Šπ’‚π’ π’…π’Š π’‘π’‚π’π’ˆπ’“π’‚π’π’ˆπ’ π’ƒπ’†π’“π’”π’‚π’Žπ’‚π’Žπ’– 𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒉 π’‰π’‚π’“π’Š π’‘π’†π’“π’•π’‚π’Žπ’‚ π’‚π’Œπ’– π’ƒπ’†π’“π’•π’†π’Žπ’– π’”π’–π’π’“π’Šπ’”π’† π’‰π’‚π’•π’Šπ’Œπ’– . 𝑲𝒂𝒖...𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒉 π’”π’–π’π’“π’Šπ’”π’† 𝒅𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒖𝒏𝒔𝒆𝒕 π’…π’‚π’π’‚π’Ž π’‰π’Šπ’…π’–π’‘π’Œπ’– .


π‘Ίπ’†π’Žπ’–π’‚ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ 𝒂𝒅𝒂 π’‘π’‚π’…π’‚π’Žπ’– 𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒍𝒂𝒉 π’„π’Šπ’‘π’•π’‚π’‚π’ 𝑻𝒖𝒉𝒂𝒏 π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’ƒπ’–π’‚π’• π’‚π’Œπ’– 𝒃𝒆𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒃𝒂𝒓 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’Šπ’π’ˆπ’Šπ’ π’Žπ’†π’π’Šπ’‰π’π’šπ’‚ π’π’‚π’ˆπ’Š 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’π’‚π’ˆπ’Š . π‘·π’†π’“π’‘π’Šπ’”π’‚π’‰π’‚π’ π’Šπ’π’Š π’”π’–π’π’ˆπ’ˆπ’–π’‰ π’•π’Šπ’…π’‚π’Œ π’‚π’…π’Šπ’ π’ƒπ’‚π’ˆπ’Šπ’Žπ’– π’•π’‚π’‘π’Š π’‚π’Œπ’– 𝒕𝒂𝒉𝒖 π’Œπ’‚π’– π’‚π’Œπ’‚π’ π’Œπ’–π’‚π’• π’Žπ’†π’π’‚π’π’–π’Šπ’π’šπ’‚ , 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’Žπ’†π’Žπ’–π’π’‚π’Š π’‰π’‚π’“π’Š 𝒃𝒂𝒓𝒖 π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’Šπ’π’…π’‚π’‰ . π‘©π’†π’“π’•π’†π’Žπ’– π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’”π’†π’”π’†π’π’“π’‚π’π’ˆ π’šπ’‚π’π’ˆ π’ƒπ’Šπ’”π’‚ π’Œπ’‚π’– π’‚π’‹π’‚π’Œ π’Žπ’†π’π’Šπ’‰π’‚π’• π’‚π’˜π’‚π’ π’…π’Š π’ƒπ’‚π’˜π’‚π’‰ π’•π’†π’π’‚π’‘π’‚π’Œ π’Œπ’‚π’Œπ’Šπ’Žπ’– π’…π’†π’π’ˆπ’‚π’ π’‰π’‚π’•π’Š 𝒅𝒂𝒏 π’”π’†π’π’šπ’–π’Ž 𝒑𝒆𝒏𝒖𝒃 π’Œπ’†π’ƒπ’‚π’‰π’‚π’ˆπ’Šπ’‚π’‚π’ .


𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 π’šπ’π’–


𝑨𝒂𝒅𝒉𝒆𝒗𝒂 π‘Ήπ’‚π’Œπ’‚ π‘±π’Šπ’…π’‚π’ π‘·π’“π’‚π’šπ’π’ˆπ’‚


Dila fell silent as she wiped her tears reading Jidan's forgotten letter . The letter the man wrote long before they met again .


Jidan had prepared for the worst possibility of his life, but he left in a different way .


" How could you think that I would be happy without you ? " Murm Dila while folding the letter . He then opened a small diary that Jidan left with his heart he read sheet by page .