
Dila was speechless with a blank look on the porch of her house .the girl was stunned for quite a long time in her bed . His heart was completely in endless confusion .
In an instant he could answer all the questions about the man he loved, but in an instant he became hesitant to stay or let go .
However, the advice of Eyang Saka in his last letter again crossed his mind . Not to mention his memory of the solitude of the mother until the end of his life makes him more confused .
I don't feel her tears running down her cheeks . Dila cried in silence .he felt like there were a thousand needles stuck there . The pain was felt all the way to his sum sum bone .
Between conscience and reason, he does not know which one to win . Not strong enough to hold tightness in his chest Dila cried sobbing in his room .
Ocha who was in the house was surprised to hear the sound of crying from Dila's room . With his heart Ocha approached the door of Dila's room, then he opened the door which turned out not to be in the key .
He saw Dila was crying bitterly while hugging her knees on the bed .
" When what happened ..? " Task Ocha in a panic .
" Your.hu.hu.." Dila was still crying loudly .
Ocha walked quickly to Dila's bed, in the hug of her best friend, her hand patted Dila's back .
" Why..hu.hu..why "Dila cried in the arms of Ocha .
Ocha could only be silent while stroking Dila's back, in let Dila cry as much as she could, though she did not know what made the girl cry .
After almost an hour of crying Dila finally stopped . Sometimes his breath was cringed . Ocha came out for a moment and returned to the room with a glass of mineral water .
" Drink..." Say soft Ocha while holding out a glass of water to Dila .
Dila drank a few sips, then handed the glass to Ocha .
" What's up ? " Ask Ocha after putting the glass on the table .
Dila just shook her head . The girl felt dizzy after crying for quite a long time . He grabbed a pillow and laid his body on the bed .
Ocha enveloped her best friend, then stepped out of the room with a heart .
Dila was transfixed, her heart felt empty and empty . The pain he felt while waiting for the word love from Adi aka Jidan, not as sad as his feelings now .many times the girl took a deep breath and exhaled it strongly strong .
" can't keep this "whispers .
The girl got up from her sleep , she was about to take her phone , but she remembered her phone was left in the house of Mr. Gunawan .
Dila opened her desk drawer, she then looked for her old phone there . Please relieved the antique is still there, the girl tried to turn on the Nokia brand phone . Fortunately the phone is still on .
Dila searches for a contract and manages to find it .the girl runs into Ocha's room .
" Cha.. borrow your phone ! " Excited Dila made Ocha who was talking about herself to Lala surprised .
" Ha what ? " Say the word while turning off the phone .
" I borrow it first" said Dila while reaching for the Ocha phone .
The girl immediately pressed the Ivan no. which she managed to find on her old phone . Dila walked out of Ocha's room while waiting for her phone call to be received .
Ocha walked after Dila by slipping behind the girl .
" Yes hello.." a voice he was very familiar with sounded clearly .
" Sister Ivan this Dila, When did you leave ? " Tanya Dila while walking towards her room .
" I departed this afternoon from Sukabumi "Iran replied on the phone .
" Where are you going ? " Task Dila .
" We want to go to Maluku, five o'clock in the afternoon flight to Ambon from Bandung "answer Ivan .
" Where are you climbing ? " Task Dila .
" Mountain Binaiya "answe Ivan .
" Well, I'll go with you "answer Dila surprised Ivan .
" Dila this is not a trip that I offered the other day, I accompanied some people from abroad said Ivan .
" how many people are from your team? , are there any women ? " Task Dila .
" There are none of us, but there is one man from Germany" replied Ivan .
" May I go with you "ask Dila .
" The journey is a bit long, but if you are ready to join at the airport, for dinner supplies we will prepare after in Ambon, bring basic equipment only" said Ivan .
" Well, see you at the airport, "Well hang up .
" Where are you going ? " Dila was surprised to realize Ocha was behind her .
" I want to go up the mountain ' replied Dila while entering room , the girl immediately dismantled her closet .
" Silver....!! " Ing Ocha .
" What ..." Reply Dila while checking all the equipment .
" What's wrong with you? , come up the mountain? , Tell me "ask Ocha while helping the girl , he knew that nothing would prevent the girl from leaving if she had held her backpack .
" Did something happen last night ? " Ask Ocha .
Dila shook her head . He paused for a moment while mengharge battery phoneya .lalu back to check the goods .
" Where are you going ? " Ask Ocha .
" Maluku "answer Dila flat .
" You're crazy in a minute you're going to college ! " Ocha banging him .
" I'd be crazy if I didn't go ! " Dila shouted with a trembling voice . The girl exhaled strongly .
" I'm sorry." said Dila who saw Ocha's surprised face .
" I can ask for help?, Please buy me a starter card" Dila said while packing her belongings .
" I have to be at the airport before three" he continued
" Ba all right..." Ocha stepped away leaving Dila .
Dila was silent for a moment after Ocha left . The girl rubbed her forehead, she then walked into the kitchen to take a glass of water and drink it . At the sight of the food already available at the dining table behind the hood of the serving, the girl took the plate and began to eat .
Although there is no appetite he must eat to keep his stamina ready for a climb .
Dila returned to packing her things after she finished eating . The new Ocha came directly to Dila with a package of groceries .
" There may be something you need "he said as he placed the parcel in front of Dila .
" Thanks" said Dila while checking the goods purchased by ocha .
Ocha disconnects the old-school battery charger Dila , then installs the SIM card he bought .
After that he called his own number using the phone . He also did not forget to fill the pulse for the new no Dila .
" Where's your phone ? " Task Dila .
" I think I was left behind in my grandfather's house " replied Dila .
" Can I help you again ? " Task Ocha
Dila shook her head, she got rid of some things she didn't need .
" Let me finish" said Ocha .
Dila laughs at Ocha's words, knowing that the snaps might have made Ocha worried .
" I'm fine don't worry "Dila said as if everything's fine .
Dila checked her innate notes & then tagged the ones she had not prepared . The girl took her phone and asked Ivan what she did not need to bring and what she could buy in Ambon .
Once all is ready, take a shower and pack to go to the airport .
" Dila took her things out into the living room . It has been almost two hours the girl hastened to book a taxi online to go to the airport, she has asked Ivan to book the same flight ticket with them and will pay for it at the airport .
Ten minutes later a taxi had arrived & the girl immediately left for Husein Sastranegara airport .
In the taxi the girl did not forget to call Mak Asih to ask for do'a blessing, she also asked Lilis to send some money to her account .
*****
" Dila..here "excited Ivan called Dila while waving . The man was standing in front of a counter belonging to an airline .
Dila turned off her Handphone and immediately approached Ivan .the girl ran over with a sweet smile .
" Hi.' said he while hugging the man he had considered his older brother, Dedi who had always been his tail was also there .
Dila immediately made a payment using his debit card, he could not make an online transaction because the phone was out of nowhere .
" I have to take cash, or I entrust it to Ivan for online transaction in Ambon ? " Dila asked for Ivan's opinion on their way to the check-in door.
" What do I pay first after returning home we calculate "answer Ivan .
" Okay thank you "answer Dila with pleasure .
" Oh where are the strangers ? ' ask Dila .
" They went in first, it's their process longer , ntar get together in the waiting room" replied Ivan .
" Oh..." Dila mumbling.
After completing his third chek in to the waiting room, there he met four foreign climbers from Germany and two professional climbers from Bandung . They know each other .
Did not wait long for them to board the plane Because the flight was on time .
" O Rabb.Protect this flight until we reach our destination safely . Show me the best path I have to choose . Yes Rahman Ya Rahiim.if he is the best for me then close my heart and his heart as close as a vein in my hand , but if it's not him you created for me then keep me and him as far east and west . Yes Al Haadi you are only as good as my guide please guide my heart "Dila pray solemnly' until a clear point seeps out of the corner of her eye .
the girl was silent as she pondered in her chair, she hoped that there would be a bright spot in her heart that was hesitant for her to make a decision when she came home from her trip later .
" what is the do'a you're proposing ? " ask Ivan while looking at Dila who was shedding tears while praying
" just a plea "Answer Dila while looking out the window .