
Tania walks gontai through the streets to the campus . the shady trees on the side of the road and the cloudy atmosphere of the city did not make his sultry heart because hearing the conversation of Madam Irma and Dila at the Hospital this morning cooled down .
Despite having tried many times to let Dila be the lover of others, but somehow the heart can not be sincere .
For him Dila was already very perfect to become his preferred sister-in-law . Beautiful, kind and soft-hearted . and also with Dila she felt very comfortable . because Dila was always a special confiding friend and loyal listener without ever judging or scolding her .
Hence hearing mama say in such a way that Dila could forget her sister and start a new page with another man made her heart ache .
In his deepest heart he still wishes there was a miracle that brought Jidan back . Because just as Dila said, her brother never broke a promise .
His jealousy is not without reason, he actually saw Jordi so close to Dila, even now Dila also looks comfortable with Jordi .
" Eh.. daydreaming continues "a pat on the shoulder together with a voice that seems familiar to him makes his daydream crumble .
" Boom ..." He said as soon as he found a man of the same age as his brother standing behind him ,
Abimayu who is more familiar called Bima , a member of the TNI who is also the brother's friend even while still sitting in SMU , smiled while looking at him .
wearing TNI member's distinctive striped pants, wearing a blue Navi shirt that fits on his athletic body makes the man look handsome and handsome . making some student eyes that were around him would not want to look at him .
" Called from since at the gate did not hear also " muttered Bima while looking at her with a smile .
" Oh, I'm sorry Nia didn't hear . sister Bima how are you ? " Tania asked while blushing .
" Good..., Nia how are you ? " Bima turned to ask while walking slowly beside the girl .
" Well.." replied Tania as she walked back .the two went hand in hand toward the campus .
" What brother came here ? " Ask Tania .
" i want to find Dila, she went to college here, didn't she ? " Bima said while looking around him .
" Oh. ka Dila is sick, now being treated at the Hospital "Tania replied with a sad face .
" Sick? , What pain ? " Task Bima with a surprised face .
" Gallstones .., It's been two days in Hospital Harapan "Tania Story .
" Oh...., Sit There first yuk ! " take Bima with a chair under the shade tree, and Tania nods her head in agreement .
" mama how are you ? " Ask Bima after the two sat perfectly in that shady spot .
" well. now more busy time by taking care of the plants and cooking various cakes, so as not to remember the same a' Jidan " replied Tania while fixing her hair that was blown by the breeze .
" oh...If papa ? " tanya Bima later .
" Papa ya used to be busy with his work, as if all was well "Answer Tania without spirit .
" No news what's in the Nia family ? " Task Bima Again ,
" What ? " Tanya Nia was confused .
Bima was silent .the real purpose was to want to know about the information he got from Jordi and also a colleague who said that Mr. Aditya dug back the case of the accident Jidan , but it seems the family was calm just calm . he also reduced his intentions .
" yes, whatever is it. Your family will often have a strange sensation" replied Bima while laughing .
" It's a celebrity family " said Nia while frowning .
Bima chuckled at Tania's face .The girl was indeed easily angry and sulky .
" Bim's sister.." mutteredTania then .
" Hey.." Bima looked at Tania who seemed hesitant to say something ,
" What's up ? " Tanya Bima a moment later because Nia did not open her mouth .
" If Brother Bim goes away for a long time, then when he returns to find the woman he loves has become someone else's lover, what will you do ? " Task Nia with doubt .
" Who is this about ? " Bima tried to guess .
" Yes must be angry " continued Bima because Nia just fell silent .
" will heartbreak also not sich..? " Task Nia again .
" Yes, it must be that in betrayal it must be heartbroken " replied Bima in a high tone .
" Will his heart be as strong as steel "Resolute Nia .
" the army is also human "said Bima while smiling at hearing Nia's rebuttal .
" does Nia intend to cheat on someone ? Do you have a girlfriend ? " Tanya Bima curious .
" It's about Dila's sister, Nia hates Jordi's sister, she seems to keep teasing Dila's sister' when he arrived home, Dila's brother already belonged to someone else "sangut Nia , making Bima frown .
" Truthfully Nia doesn't believe Aa' is gone . Nia feels that Aa' Jidan is still in this world , just that there is something that makes her unable to return . Nia's feeling is never wrong Brother Bim..." Said Tania later .
" Mama and Papa know about Nia's opinion ? " ask Bima while looking at Tania who was bowed .
Tania shook her head slowly still with her downcast face the girl let out a long sigh .
" Nia did not dare to say what , but Nia felt Dila's sister also felt the same thing "His reply while looking at Bima for a moment .
" Bima's own sister How ? " Task Nia later .
" what do you think important sister? , we believe what we saw " said Bima while looking at the watch on her arm .
" Are You Busy ? " Tanya Tania who saw what Bima did, but answered Bima's arm .
" Nia..Sometimes what we believe is not the real thing , although hoping for a good , acceptance of a destiny is also necessary . we pray if indeed Jidan is still safe may he find a way home . but our hearts must also accept the harsh reality we have heard , excessive belief sometimes even close our eyes to the truth "Bima's advice makes Tania look at the Man with eyes that glazed .
" It's not good to get Dila caught up in things that are not necessarily true, I think even if Dila had been with someone if it could make Dila happy Jidan would have accepted it with Ikhlas " bima said then in a fairly discreet tone .
" Ish...why did you say that "Gerutu Tania .
" Because Dila is entitled to be happy , there is a reason in all things that happen in this life . maybe.this is the best for everything . all along Jidan Also just made Dila wait , and even when all is uncertain he returns to leave Dila . You want Dila to continue to be trapped in solitude because waiting for Jidan who is not necessarily still alive " Reply Bima who knows a little bit about her best friend's love story .
" But Nia doesn't think Jordi really loves Dila's sister ..." Answer Nia sewot .
" Why do you think so ? " Ask Bima .
" there is actually a Will from the grandfather that Nia is not sure if Brother Jidan Knows "Answer Nia with a voice like a murmur .
" grandfather will give his shares in the company to brother Dila's husband "he said after taking a deep breath .
While Jidan chooses to follow in the footsteps of her mother's family, The Family of Mrs Irma does have an influence and a good career in the world of police and army , that's why Jidan obeyed the advice of his grandfather from his mother to enter education at the Military Academy, despite having graduated with a satisfactory predicate at a University in Singapore .
his two best friends from the Gunawan family had different characters and seemed to be strangers . he himself also prefers to be neutral and keep in touch with Jordi even though not as close as when SMU . But approaching Dila in order to gain the rights to the company ?is it true? , he cannot justify or deny what Tania worries about .
" Dila Of course knows and can judge which is true Love and which is only using her "Say finally so that Tania does not get sad
" but.... Nia still not sincere if brother Dila with brother Jordi "tania's speech makes Bima smile , now he knows Tania is not sincere to see Dila with Jordi but with anyone close to Dila . maybe he has fallen in love with Dila's character and hopes he can be his family , his sister-in-law . Nia is notoriously difficult to let go of something she loves .
" The bond of Dila and Jidan is not a sacred bond before God .., they are not married and may not even be truly made up yet, and then make Dila bound to such a bond , stuck forever in a wait, is that fair to Dila ? " bima's question was only answered by Tania's silence .
" That's not what Jidan wants .., believe me if Aa' is still alive she will still leave the final decision in Dila's hands . So Nia must also appreciate whatever Dila's decision is, because that love is up to the owner of the heart "Bima's advice makes Tania's heart a little touched .
" may there be good after all this." murmured Bima .
" sister must go.the correct lecture do not date much ya.." advice Bima while moving from her seat .
Tania only laughed 'em, then the two waved each other after saying goodbye .
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somewhere else
after reading the concept desired by Jordi , and get information about all the things he needs from the files he got from Nabila for two days Risa just stood in front of the laptop , finish the interior design he designed .
for some reason he was so excited ', his conversation with Tania seemed to be an encouragement for him . although at first he was not so interested in joining Nabila .
Risa breathed a sigh of relief after successfully completing the design sketch that she designed until she stayed up two nights . Risa smiled satisfied and immediately sent the results of her work to Nabila, after which she immediately informed her best friend .
" i've sent you my design .." type .
" open your E-mail "type it again .
after that he immediately closed his laptop . rushed to the bathroom because he wanted to see Nabila immediately and hoped to get good news .
Derd...
The sound of vibrating mobile phones made Clarisa who had just sat lazing on the sofa room immediately grabbed her phone .
He stared at the phone screen and smiled sweetly while reading the contact who made the call .
" Hey, if.., I haven't received my email yet ? " Say Risa with spirit .
" Yes, I've seen the design you sent me, it's good that I like the concept . I plan to have a meeting with the planning team from the Jaya Group and also meet with Jordi , I will tell you again ! " Answer Nabilah no less excited .
" Alright I wait for the good news "Risa replied while hanging up the phone .
After receiving a call from Nabila , Risa plans to go see her mother . He was lazy to spend time at home .
The quiet atmosphere of the house made him immediately go out and leave the house of the in-laws . He was lazy to say goodbye to his mother-in-law .
After circling for a long time in the crowded streets of Bandung, finally Risa arrived at her parents' house . Her steps lightly entered the house, at her sight the mother was sitting in the family room while reading a women's magazine .
" Hi Mam good morning "greet Risa Seraya kiss the cheek of the mother .
" Dear morning, tumben you here early in the morning ? " Mrs Larasati welcomes the greeting of the princess .
" Ext want a mah" replied Risa Seraya sitting next to the Mama .
Madam Larasati just fell silent while looking at the princess, She tried to examine the princess's face .
" you and Reihan..You're okay, right ? " Task my mother .
Raisa just silent to hear the question of the Mama, She was busy playing her Handphone .
" Same....." Call Miss Larasati because Risa seems not to care about the question .
" Yes.., "Answer Risa flat .
" did you hear my mom's question just now ? " Ask mrs Larasati .
Risa took a deep breath, then looked at the Mama with a flat face .
" We don't have to discuss it is , Risa again lazy "Said a moment later .
" Did you guys fight that day? , were you still in touch with Jordi ? " Mistress Laras railed against Risa with a question .
" Sir...." Said Risa jengah .
" mom told you this marriage isn't a play, we owe a lot to the Reihan family . They never bothered about all the bad things about our family, let alone what you wanted ? " Say Mrs Larasati while looking at her daughter .
" why do you always say the same thing every time ? is there no other discussion ? " Say Risa as she steps away towards her room .
" Risa..mama hasn't finished talking.! " Mrs Larasati shouted, but Risa ignored the mother who called her name , she just kept stepping onto the second floor of the house and immediately entered the room .
Risa slammed herself on the bed, she deliberately went from the house of the in-laws to make her mood better, but what she expected did not seem to materialize . the words of the mother seemed to stick deep in the recess of the chest, making the tightness that from a few days ago he felt more agonizing .
When he was dissolved in his mind that like a tangled thread, the door of his room was knocked from the outside . Before he let in, madam Larasati had already opened the door and entered the room.The middle-aged woman then approached her who was lying languidly on the bed .
Madam Larasati took a deep breath after the two had been silent for quite a long time .
" It is not easy to survive a marriage, let alone with different social classes and ways of life . Mama knows this isn't fair to you, but that's how Risa's woman . Always be the one to sacrifice, maybe you feel this is unfair, but try to accept this reality and consider it a gift . Reihan loves you so much, he even cares for our family ", Mrs Laras said in a deep voice .
Clarisa was just mute, she didn't want to discuss anything about Reihan at the moment .
" No longer think of another man, you are already the wife of man, sin .., and neither will a good man break the fence " muttered madam Laras moments later .
" What does Mama mean ? " Risa asked with a dislike face .
" Jordi ..Do you still love Him ? " Mistress Laras stared intently at the princess' eyes .
Risa bowed, the mother's question made her heart ache .
" Ikhlaskan Nak. You must not play with fire, you can burn later . When you decide to accept Reihan as your husband, it means you are ready to let go of everything about other people . Including liver problems . Love can grow or die depending on the owner of the heart . Learn to love your husband because he is now in charge of you hereafter world "Say mrs Larasati saw Risa's reaction .
" Why does mommy not understand Risa ? " Say Risa after a moment of silence .
" If you want your father and mother to live in peace, you must learn to accept this reality, erase your delusion and wake up..., Learn to enjoy all that is already yours without wanting anything else that you do not have, not just you, the lives of many depend on your marriage . Maybe mama is cruel, but you will understand someday "mrs Larasati then step out regardless of Risa who is silent in the bed without saying anything .
" i just want to be happy, am I selfish if I follow my heart . do I have to hang on to something that torments me "rumbs Risa while shedding tears .
the tightness in his chest seemed to burst , he felt squeezed and had no direction .the family that should support him as if it did not care what he felt . to let him live in distress for the sake of their freedom and and happiness without caring if he had to sell his heart for it all. What a reality life far from what he imagined .