THE HIDDEN MENTARY

NADIR POINT

I stared at the raging anger from Bang Arka's eyes while talking to me, even as he pulled his wife out of this room. Not one bit I intend to refute every word, I am not ready to be yelled at again.

And here I am now, sitting alone in the bed, hugging my own body. My body was still trembling after just hearing snapping after snapping. The last thing that further weakens the body and soul is the clash of Bang Arka.

Bang Arka's baffled face still dancing in my eyes. Bang, you're really scary. Have you always been like that Bang? This is my first time Bang. The first time I was slapped, and the first time I was snapped by everyone.

I kept crying and crying. The pain in my cheek combined with the pain in my heart. Complete already, everything is perfect. I'm in a deep black hole. I ended up being dragged into the mysterious life of Bang Arka.

Welcome to the vortex of life that will draw you further and further into the home life of others, Kay. Welcome to caci maki. Enjoy the results of your own border violation, Kay. This is what Mom and Dad were afraid of. I shuddered at the thought of a problem that might come upon me. Especially when it comes to my parents.

But where did Bang Arka take the snake woman? What was his wife's name? Adinda, right?

How could a woman be pregnant like that? I still don't think about his behavior.

Instantly I imagined Bang Arka arguing with Mbak Adinda. Maam? Ah I'm lazy to call him frills, he doesn't deserve respect. To be honest, I was still heartbroken when I slapped him earlier.

Recalling Bang Arka's anger and seeing how much Adinda's mouth was so venomous, I increasingly dared not dream about what they were doing. Once in my shadow there would be the sound of screaming and snapping even pieces of stuff, but now all I feel is silence. It's very quiet outside. Bizarrely.

My gossiping soul suddenly appeared when I could not hear any activities happening outside the room. I sharpened my hearing. Niente. I didn't get anything.

Suddenly I realized something very real. Aren't they husband and wife? Maybe they are currently in the room and are being matched. It's only natural that they fuck each other. Ah sucks! Why did I forget that? Quick Bang Arka locked me up here! He doesn't want to be disturbed. Why am I not allowed to go home?

Imagining what Bang Arka and Adinda might do, suddenly made me get up from the bed. There was a tickling feeling that felt in my heart. Somehow, suddenly my heart felt a little upset. Pissed that, ah I don't know. I can't even name this feeling.

I grimaced the lament that was happening inside of me. I was labeled as a third person. I just became a victim of an affair. Why is the wheel of my life moving so fast?

I put my ear on the door. What a silence, where exactly were these people? I may not be left alone.

The shadow of myself alone in Bang Arka's house, made my hair bristling. Well, what am I gonna do? All I can think about is I just want to get out of here.

All right, this is the quickest way I can think of. I don't care anymore if I'm going to bother them. Immediately I held the doorknob and broke it with all my might. I pushed my body towards the door, hoping it could open immediately.

"Open up!! Please open the door! Kay is out!" I broke down the door while shouting loudly. But there is still no lawfulness.

"Bang Arka, open Bang. Sorry Kay, Bang. Kay promised never to bother you again. Kay won't come again Bang. Kay promise!" I kept shouting, now my hand is pounding on the door of the room.

"Good-hearted Mas Hadi, open this door dong. Please Kay dong Mas." Now my waving voice is directed to Mr. Hadi. He who has helped me, I hope now to be merciful to me.

Niente. All my cries are like the wind. I seem to have been abandoned. I laughed discordantly. Laughing at my life being abandoned. Why is this always the fate of my life? Abandoned and abandoned.

First by my birth mother, second by the beloved of my heart and now by my helper. I cried again lamenting the course of my life. My power disappeared immediately. I sat behind the door.

With strength left, I continued banging on the door. When I could control my heart and voice, I screamed again.

"Abangs.. Mas Hadi's.. Don't leave Kay! Kay is afraid of herself!"

"Mas Hadi, help Kay dong."

"Mas Hadi, he said Kay was beautiful today, why did Mas Hadi not help this beautiful girl like Kayak anyway?"

I continued banging on the door and shouting out loud. My throat feels dry and sore.

"Mas Hadi, Kay is dehydrated. Wanna drink Mas. Please Kay dong."

I haven't given up on shouting.

"Mas Hadi, open the woi door!! Kay beautiful is coming out."

"Kay still wearing kebaya clothes, Kay sultry want to change clothes. Kay's clothes are in the car, please take Kay dong's clothes, Mas Hadi is kind and not arrogant."

"Mas Hadi's.. Woi Mas Hadi's! Denger not really. Please, Kay napa! Idih somsek really Mas."

"Ntar Mas Hadi Kay bought the most delicious packaged rice, there on the school deck Kay."

My words are getting more slurred. I don't know what I said. Maybe the effects of dehydration are really happening in my body.

Cekleeek..

Instantly I felt the door pushing against my body. I looked up to see who opened the door. But not yet seen because my body sitting behind the door makes it difficult to open. Ah must be Mr. Hadi was tired of hearing my screams so he opened the door. He has been out of this room ever since.

Ahh, I can finally get out. Imagining it makes my heart flower. Immediately I got up and made a sound.

"Mas Hadi lama, that's the book. Kay kan ja.di.." The voice of my manjaku who pretended to sulk stopped when he found it was not Mr. Hadi who opened the door. I have a glimpse, Mr. Hadi is in the TV room carrying a broom and there is Bi Sumi as well. When did he come?

My eyes looked back at the figure that opened the door. I gulped down my saliva violently, as I saw the look in his sharp eyes. His face looked cold and cruel. Strong Kay. Be brave! I encouraged myself.

"A.bang.." I'm trained to call him. No answer from his mouth. I swallowed my saliva again.

I looked back outside the room. Slender. Where did Adinda go? I put my foot forward, trying to observe the surroundings. But only a little bit of my head came out, a burly arm was driving my way. I only had time to see Mr. Hadi and Bi Sumi sweeping. I don't know what they cleaned at the same time.

My waist was pulled firmly closer towards Bang Arka. There is no longer any distance between us. His body is attached to my body. Without saying much, he dragged me into the room.

"Bang, Kay wants to go home. Kay is out. So, what happened?" I squeak. There's no answer.

When my body was away, the door was tightly closed and locked from the inside. Bang Arka's eyes looked at me. I'm really scared right now. Let's think Kay, whatever you do so that her anger subsides.

"Bang, I'm sorry. I have no intention of interfering in your business. I just came here to apologize. I got tired and slept in this room for a while. Not long ago your wife came and misunderstood. I'm sorry Bang, I'll explain everything I can to her." I said, hoping that Bang Arka's anger would subside. My fault. I have gone too far into his life.

Bang Arka still silently did not answer. His eyes are still staring at me. I don't know what he's thinking.

"Bang, say hello Bang. Kan Kay did not know that Abang diem aja gini. Sorry Kay Ya Bang. Kay promised never to bother you again. Kay won't be here anymore either. But I'm sorry Kay Bang." I keep babbling.

"Aws.. Bang Hospital. Off!" Instantly I felt the grip of Bang Arka's hand strengthen, making my arm feel sore.

He's why the hell is this? I was really confused about it.

"Ang loose, Kay wants to go home. Kay wants to help Mas Hadi get Kay's bag." I keep on revolting.

Well, what the hell is this guy eating? Why is his grip getting stronger. Kay's arm pain Bang.

"Abang, loose. Ih sick tau Bang. Brother why the hell? Lepas Brother. Mas Hadi, please Kay Mas." I screamed, my mouth out of control.

Bang Arka's eyes are getting sharp on me. There's a pent-up anger in there that's somehow out of nowhere. Nyaliku. Even just to make a sound now can no longer.

I looked towards the door, trying to calculate my distance, strength and speed to be able to get to the door without getting caught Bang Arka. I thought of a thousand ways to escape the clutches of Bang Arka.

"Bao.. Sorry for this morning." Suddenly I remembered my original purpose of coming to Bang Arka's house.

"I'm sorry that Papa and Mama haven't allowed it. They were worried that this would happen to me. And it turns out that their guesses are correct. I've even been considered to be the third person in your household. Sorry Bang." I said softly while bowing my head.

Without a word, Bang Arka immediately lifted me up and threw my body on the bed. I fell asleep in bed with my heart rumbled. I suddenly felt de javu.

Duh Gusti, why am I experiencing this again? I was saved by him because of this. Why would he be the perpetrator now? My dirty thoughts continue to shadow my brain. I got up and slowly backed off.

But late, Bang Arka has got my foot. Holding my feet tightly and dragged me towards the body huh.

I closed my eyes. Can't see what's going to happen. I tried to break away by kicking Bang Arka's hand that was holding my leg. My target was, but the truth is I kicked in no direction. Looks like I kicked Bang Arka's hand and chest, as evidenced by the small groans that Bang Arka's mouth let out.

"If you can't shut up, I'll tie you up. And I don't want Micah to argue!" Finally his lips opened, Bang Arka's voice sounded.

"I want to go home Bang. Please let me go." I started crying.

"Don't think dirty, I'll just compress your cheeks." Said Bang Arka coldly. There was no joke or smile on his face.

"Just today receiving a diploma, your mind has gone everywhere!" His impact.

"I felt de javu Bang." I honestly answered. Like Bang Arka is back.

Bang Arka did not respond. His hands were busy smearing out of nowhere, on my cheeks. My cheeks felt cold and comfortable.

"Well, where is Mas Hadi? I'm gonna go get my bag. I'm looking for Mas Hadi first yes, keep me going home directly." I stood up and shouted.

"Mas Hadi's.. Mas's.."

"Wmmppphh.. Hmmpphhh.." The sturdy arm shuts my mouth firmly. I flinched and glanced back.

Bang Arka was already standing behind me while hugging my waist tightly with one of her hands silencing my mouth.

"I told you, don't call him Mas. Call him Sir. Once again I hear you call him Mas, you bear the consequences yourself." The cold voice of Bang Arka hit my ears. My body which is only as high as Bang Arka's chest can only nod in his arms.

What happened to Bang Arka? Did the fight with his wife make his brain shift again? The more often shifts can this danger people!

"Can you promise Micah? Don't ever fool me, 'cause you know it's not gonna work." I nodded again, so as to quickly finish my business with him.

Bang Arka let go of her hand. And without thinking of the consequences, I foolishly ran as hard as I could towards the door. I tried opening it.

I tried again.

I tried again.

Many times I tried to open the door in front of me but to no avail.

"Mas Hadi!" I'm yelling.

But what I got in return was a pair of sturdy arms that were coiled around my waist.

My ears caught a very close warm breath.

"Don't try to fool me, Micah and don't try to argue with me. You can't run away from me anymore, Micah. You're mine." Bang Arka's voice sounded very close to my ear.

I'm speechless. Screaming hearing it.

"And you Micah, have just broken your own promise. Now accept your punishment."

Gleek..

I swallowed my mouth rough.