THE HIDDEN MENTARY

YES!!!

"Speak Van. What do you want to tell me." Andara said when he and Vano just kept quiet in Kenzo's car after some time.

"Is this how our story ends? Looks like you picked Kenzo, pretty." Vano finally started talking. There was a cynical tone in his voice.

Andara smiled at Vano's words.

"Even our story shouldn't have started Van." Andara.

"I asked you to wait for me. And you promised to wait for me. Why is it so pretty now?" Vano reminds me of your promise. His voice began to rise.

"That was when I didn't know you were no longer a free man. You're tied to Vano. I shouldn't have come and entered your life. My whereabouts are not supposed to be beside you. That place from the beginning wasn't for me. I just went back to my position Van and returned that position to the original owner. I'm just hitchhiking past for a second." Answer you with a smile. His heart was relieved when he was able to say it. The burden he had been feeling, evaporated immediately. The pain in his heart, suddenly healed imagining Vanya's face.

Youara immediately remembered the divorce of Amel's parents. He used to blaspheme new people who disturbed the lives of Amel's parents to make Amel slumped because of the divorce of his parents. The events that made Amel's life changed because his father preferred to form a new family with other women who suddenly appeared among them.

Andara smiled, imagining now that she was in the third person position. It was him who seized a position he shouldn't have entered. Although the relationship he entered into was also not actually a relationship that the couple wanted.

"Why are you smiling, beautiful? You always look good when you smile. That's what makes me unable to turn away from you." Vano's voice breaks the Andara's reverie.

Andara turned her head, looking at the face of the man who was still enthroned in her heart. The man who had made a trace of love was wrapped in a wound in his heart.

All right, finish it now Andara. After that, close all the gaps that may be entered. Let these wounds heal and dry out over time. Bury all the love and memories that remain. Remember, you shouldn't have all that. This man is not for you. Inner Andara shouted out loudly, giving a decision.

"Van-" Andara was about to speak.

"You never called me that pretty." Vano interrupted Andara's speech.

"Because I only have the right to call you that. Vano. That's it." Andara smiled.

"Beautiful, you know, I don't want any of this. Vanya knows that. From the beginning I chose you. From the beginning I wanted to always be with you, fight for you. Please give me some time, I'll bring you into my life." Vano.

"Don't. Please don't take me deeper into your life, Van. I can't really get into your life. I'm not a girl who doesn't know Van." Andara explained.

"You mean what's pretty? Do you really love Kenzo? You don't love me anymore?" Vano railed against Andara.

"Listen to me Van. The taste is still there for you, it's still in my heart. It's just that I don't want to defend anymore. I don't want to bet on the love I can't have. I realized, from the beginning your heart and yours are not for me. It was my fault that entered your life."

"Now all I feel is guilt. Look at Vanya, can I compete with her? Look at Van's eyes. He's just looking at you. His love is too big for you that I cannot compare with him. My love is not big enough to be with you. But Vanya, his love is big enough to make you happy." Andara continued to explain.

"But my happiness is only with you, beautiful." Vano kept trying to find a gap.

"Happiness is just a moment Van if you're with me. I'm not strong enough to stand by your side. My love is not big enough to make you happy. I'm sure I won't be able to give you the happiness you mean." Andara said patiently.

"Is it because of Kenzo?" Guess Vano.

"Van please understand my words. First, you are not the free man I can have. Second, there is Vanya who loves you with all her heart. Look at him, look at him Vano. His sacrifice for you is very great, even he gave up his happiness so that you are always happy. Try opening your heart to Vanya. You will find happiness in your relationship. Find it immediately Van. So that you are both happy. Vanya Van's good girl, she sincerely loves you and I sincerely pray for you." Andara smiled.

"Bullshit!! I'm sure Kenzo's affecting you." Vano started raising his voice. His hand was ready to reach the car door and open it.

Andara immediately gripped Vano's arm. Prevent the man who had filled his heart from coming out.

"What do you want Vano to do? Fighting with Kenzo won't solve the problem. It's both of us Vano's problems." Andara.

"Stop calling me Van or Vano." Jerky Vano.

"What are you going to call yourself, Alvano Pradana?" With a naive Andara replied.

"Beautiful, look at me. Do you not feel the love I give you? Is your love really gone? I never even changed my nickname for you, because I still love you. I'm sure this is all because of Kenzo." Vano explained furiously.

"From the beginning, he was someone else in our relationship. If in the future there's something about my life that Kenzo's influenced, it has nothing to do with the current problem. Our relationship, can't continue Van. I'm not for you, I can't love you as much as Vanya. So, let's just end up here. Thank you for allowing me to get to know you more closely and taste your love. I still love you Vano, but it won't be long, I'll take this affection away. So next, you're just an Alvano Pradana, nothing more." Andara has decided.

"Don't be pretty. Don't be like this. Stay with me, be patient." Vano scooped up Andara's face. He brought his face closer to Andara's.

"No Vano. Thats enough. Don't start it." Andara pushed Vano's face

"Is Kenzo's kiss hotter than mine? Do you really enjoy her lips?" Vano.

Plaaq..

Andara's hand hung in the air trembling. The hand that he used to hold the hand of a lover in front of him, has now slapped the face of the lover.

"Those words are not worthy of Vano. You make me regret ever loving you. Please, don't make the good memories we once knit together stained with this disgusting thing. I just want to remember you as the most beautiful memory. Please." Andara's voice vibrates. Her tears fell unbearably.

Vano. Immediately grabbed the tiny body of the idol of the heart. The back that was shaking.

"I'm sorry. That's really not what I meant. I don't want to hurt you pretty. Please forgive me." Vano's sobbing turn, remembering the hurtful words he had just said to his lover.

Andara keeps the warm body away, she tries to forget the smell of her body. The tears that flow.

"Vano. Make up for everything. Please don't hurt each other anymore. We take care of our beautiful memories. Don't get stained again. From here on, we take our own path." Andara wants to get out of that car.

"Can't be pretty. I can't let you go. I still love you so much." Vano insisted.

"My heart chose you Andara Atmajaya. My heart only loves you. My heart will never love another." Vano Whine.

"could. Surely can. Make efforts. Let time answer Vano. As time goes by, I'm sure you'll forget your love for me and start loving Vanya. Do that, Vanya loves you so much." Andara continued to persuade.

"Will time wipe me out of your heart? Are you planning on not loving me anymore?" Ask Vano.

"Yes, I plan to forget my love for you." Answer Andara firmly.

"And what's that Kenzo guy?" Challenge Vano.

Andara took a deep breath and just silently stared at Vano.

"I think I got a pretty answer. But I still can't let you go." Lirih Vano said.

"Effort Vano. All right, let's start this new relationship well." Andara tries to make a cheerful voice.

"Where do you think the definition of a good relationship between us is beautiful?" Vano asked.

"We can start as my best friend as possible." Andra answered doubtfully.

"Between us, in addition to the lover relationship, then there will be no more relationships that can be established. My heart cannot accept. You know yourself beautiful, my heart loves you, so other than a lover's relationship, there's no relationship we can have." Vano gives firmness.

"Jsa.di...mak..your sud?" You're nervous, jolted at Vano's answer.

"Choose beautiful. Stay by my side as my lover. I will defend you and fight for you. Or you choose to leave by my side, without any connection between us. Enough we know each other's names, without any reprimand. Let's just say I'm not." Vano.

Degs..

Your heart is racing.

So here's the end. An Alvano Pradana has shown his authority, right in front of me. His voice clearly sounded serious there was no doubt in his voice. Andara whispered softly.

With complete confidence, Andara took a deep breath and replied.

"Okay, I picked the second one."

Briefly Andara answered and immediately made Vano turn his head to face Andara. His face hardened, his forehead wrinkled as if he could not believe what the girl before him had just said.

"You sure?" Vano is still trying to shake Andara.

"I never doubted my choice. Same thing when I choose you. I have no doubt about letting you go now." Andara says. Resisting the urge of tears demanding to get out.

Vano took a deep breath while closing his eyes. Trying to control himself from the anger that seems to be in his possession.

"Well, if that's your decision pretty. Can I kiss you? As farewell?" Ask Vano.

"Can't Vano. I'm afraid that kiss will shake us." Andara answered with a smile.

Vano's face hardened again. He felt that the girl he loved right now was really very proud and hard-hearted. It was very different from when I was with him.

"alright. Make it all, Andara. Give my regards and my apologies to Father, Mother and Sister Willy. Make up for all the time and the heart you have given me. I'm sorry." Vano said, while looking at Andara's face for a while then scrambling the top of Andara's head and tightly grasping Andara's hand. Then he got out of the car without looking back.

Andara pensive. Stare at the body straight away from the car. Andara saw Vano passing just like Kenzo and Bima who stood not far from his place, without seeing or just greeting.

Andara looked down and smiled. There was relief within him, but it left an empty space that felt a little stifling his chest. Unknowingly Andara held her chest that felt hollow.

"You're great Dara, so great. Now it's all over. You have returned to your place, to the position you should have been in. This is the right move, Dara. Don't regret it and don't look back. Dara's spirit!!" Andara said softly to herself.

"This is my girl. My great girl."

Andara jumped to hear the voice she suddenly heard. He immediately looked at his right side that had been filled with the figure of another man.

"Letter!!" The shocked Andara directly hit Kenzo's arm.

"Aws.. Sick darling. Why was I being hit so hard?" Kenzo Protest.

"You know Ken. Duh.." Said Andara while rubbing her chest that was still beating fast.

"I have to ask or do you want to tell me yourself?" Kenzo's voice provoked your attention.

Andara who understood the direction Kenzo spoke just smiled looking at the man.

"The end, everyone. He doesn't want to know me anymore. So I guess we'll be strangers. It's the end of our story." Andara answered with a smile.

"not end. But this is the beginning of our journey. A new journey for you, baby. Trust me, I will lead you. Are you ready?" Kenzo looked at Andara expectantly.

Andara can only smile. A smile she could give.

I don't know Ken. I haven't been able to fulfill all your wishes. I don't want to make you my escape. I want to come to you in a state of my heart that has improved and can erase all traces that Vano left behind. Can you wait for me? Although there is no definite timeframe. Andara whispered in her heart.