THE HIDDEN MENTARY

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"What do you want to drink?" Vanya asked Andara shortly after they all sat down at the table.

Andara shakes. He really did not want to eat anything. Kenzo, who knew the reason, could only hold your hand tightly. Chilly. That's what Kenzo felt when he touched his favorite girl's hand.

"Why aren't you?" Speak Kenzo while rubbing your hand with both palms.

Andara just replied with a smile.

"Ken, anterin me to minimarket front dong. I smell my car. That's the deck there." Bima pointed at the minimarket in front of the cafe.

"Depart yourself Bim, it's spoiled already." Kenzo refused to take his best friend.

"Songong you Ken. Anterin ah anyway." Bima immediately pulled Kenzo's hand.

"Ogah shucks. Go alone napa Bim. Comprol is also nyampe. I've been coming from here, I've been watching from the window here. Sono is gone." Kenzo is still loyal beside Andara.

"Adaaaooohh.. Crazy you are Bim." The sound of Kenzo's agonizing screams suddenly rang out and instantly attracted the attention of all the cafe's visitors.

"Why the hell today? It's so compact that I'm sick. Pain******you are injecting my foot!" Kenzo said in his angry voice.

Bima who accidentally stepped on Kenzo's foot to give him a code, suddenly his face red withholds shame to see the behavior of his best friend who is no longer innocent but leads to stupid.

"Why are your eyes Bim? A twitch? Nervousness disturbed? Why did I blink at me anyway? You're not..." Kenzo hung up his words while covering his chest with both arms. Andara held back her laughter.

Bima who was already embarrassed immediately pulled on his best friend's head with a little hard. Andara.

"Male!! You what the fuck? You really.." Kenzo shouted back and was about to reply to Bima. But both of his hands still covered his chest so only his legs were the ones he used to kick Bima.

You who understand the situation before him can only bow to shame and sigh rudely at Kenzo's behavior. He rolled his eyes with a puff.

"Udah deh Ken, you anterin Bima ahead. I swear, I'm ashamed to know that I didn't see your behavior. Duh really, in addition to the ceplas-ceplos but your brain is a bit lacking in nutrients like it. So good Ken." Andara, who was very anxious with Kenzo's behavior, finally drove the man away.

"But baby, you'll be alone later. I don't want to leave you." Kenzo whining.

"Jeez, this anaconda kid why the hell is it today? I'm okay, Ken. You wait in front of it, later if there's anything I call you. Or you're my samperin." Andara is running out of stock patiently.

"But I can't get away from you, I miss you." Kenzo started the drama.

"Bim, please drag him there. I'm ashamed, I swear!" End of your patience.

Vanya who witnessed all that can only smile. Bima swiftly dragged Kenzo. But Kenzo was a little rebellious and approached Andara.

"Don't be afraid, you're safe with me. I'm waiting outside. And make up for all your smiles and facial expressions. Keep it like this." Kenzo whispered softly in Andara's ear.

Andara smiled. He just realized, Kenzo is not as stupid as his shadow, he just tried to lure Andara to smile and keep laughing. Heart warms. Kenzo entered the minimarket.

"It's only recently that Kenzo's sister looked like that. Hmm if you look around, brother Andara seems to be Kenzo's first love." Vanya's voice breaks the Andara's daydream.

"Oh, why?" Andara asked with a sigh.

"Haha brother Andara is funny. Pantes aja kak Kenzo so love is the same brother Andara. I'll follow you wherever you go." Vanya.

"Kenzo meant? Ah not really. He just likes to hang out in front of my school because the pegs are good." Andara covered up Kenzo's real reason.

"Ah that's the trick, Kenzo. He actually wants to see brother. Sure you are." Said Vanya, who is now a personal campaigner for Kenzo.

"Heheh yes too, he goes where I go. Kirain in Granatala she has no friends." Andara acknowledged.

"It turns out his friend at eleven of his twelve acts was like Kenzo's brother, right?" Vanya.

"Hahaha you really are.. At the gokil they were all." Andara smiled with eyes that were incessantly staring at Kenzo.

"Silver love equals brother Kenzo." A statement, not a question, from Vanya shocked Andara.

Instantly your gaze turned to the beautiful girl in front of him. His forehead wrinkled, looking for the answer of the question in his heart.

"meaning?" Finally the word came out of his mouth.

"Sir Andara looks comfortable with Kenzo's sister. The eyes can not be separated from brother Kenzo and from the eyes of the brother clearly visible love. Love is sincere and needs each other. I'm envious." A sincere compliment was heard but also pain was heard in Vanya's words.

You can only breathe. He was confused as to what Vanya's statement should look like. He was also confused by his heart. Vanya's words slapped him a little, some parts are true. From the beginning of meeting Kenzo, he actually felt something different about the figure. The warmth and comfort he always felt. A different taste was once offered by Vano who was his lover. But his heart always rebuked him. At that time, his heart insisted on loving Vano, but that was precisely what made his heart even more sick.

"Sorry brother." Lirih Vanya said to disperse the reverie of Andara.

Suddenly Andara turned back to look at Vanya, her eyes staring at the bead of shady brown eyes in front of her.

"I'm sorry this happened. Sorry I couldn't stop it either." Back Vanya made a soft voice by bowing his head deeply. I don't feel her tears dripping.

And you who witnessed it, also could not stem his tears.

Aah turns out there's more to pain than I do. Maybe my pain is nothing compared to Vanya. Andara's mind whispered.

Watching Vanya continue to shed tears, Andara grabbed Vanya's hand and grasped it. Andara could not imagine the pain felt by the girl. Judging from the story of Kenzo that he had heard, Andara concluded, there were many wounds felt by this girl in front of him. Either the injuries caused by his family or by his fiancee.

"Vanya, relax. You don't have to apologize to me. I should have said all that. Sorry that I am among you. I'm sorry I really don't know your relationship with Vano. I'm sorry I was, Vano's love was a little sidetracked. I'm sorry Vanya." Andara sincerely said it.

For some reason, your heart felt very relieved and calm after saying it. Looking at Vanya today and correlating with the Kenzo stories she has heard, Andara concludes that it is she who should not be present among them. Andara had already made up her resolve, to let go of everything. His love for Vano. Release the man to return to his fiancee. He took off all the burdens in his heart. Put everything back in its place. He should not continue to be in Vano's heart, because from the beginning the place was not for him.

Andara silence. He was too surprised by Vanya's words.

From the beginning of meeting? First class? Has it been that long? I think he knows my first girlfriend. Andara asked.

"Since three years ago, Kak Vano finally felt it again and he dared to act again, starting everything again with Kak Andara. Yet results.. I'm sorry Brother." Vanya is back to telling stories.

Instantly your memories wander on the day that Vano takes him to the Blue Lake. Andara recalled that when Vano told me, he found the Blue Lake when three years ago.

Was it when her first love was lost? Or when Vano was beaten up by his own father for asking for his engagement to be decided? Your inner heart is turbulent.

Andara was eager to ask, but was undone. He was determined not to get too into Vano's life again. Andara felt very uncomfortable to enter a life that felt strange by her. A life that is very incompatible with his mindset and heart. A life she doesn't really want to live.

"Vanya, have you been feeling hurt all this time? I mean, do you love Vano?" The question that tickled your inner self, finally revealed it.

"Love? What does love mean for your sister?" Vanya asked back.

You who get the question you do not suspect, nervous to answer it.

"Hmm I think, in my opinion, love is when two people can give each other a sense of comfort and safety for their partners. Share and give, selflessly." Said Andara honestly, in accordance with the wishes of her heart all this time.

"Yes, that is the desire of everyone who craves the love of a normal partner. But for me, brother, that love, when I can see the person I love happy. Whatever I do to make him happy and unharmed. Because to me, love is his happiness." Vanya clearly explained.

Andara gawking. He did not expect to get a lesson about love from a girl whose age was below him. An explanation of a very deep love, which was never even on his mind. During this time, love for Andara is two people who give and share. But for the girl before him, love is giving without asking back. What an incredible love you can't give. He still feels selfish, so he needs reciprocity.

"You mean, you don't feel pain when Vano loves someone else? You don't feel hurt when he's with other people?" You want more explanation.

"Sister, I'm not an angel. I also have a pain seeing all of that. But, my pain paid off when I saw her happy. My pain was relieved when I saw her smile. My pain is nothing compared to her pain when she loses the love of her life. I dare to exchange all her pain, with her smile. I'm willing to endure all her pain as long as she's happy." Vanya slapped Andara again with her words. Although Vanya never mentioned the name Vano, but Andara knew, what Vanya meant was the man.

Instantly you look at the figure of the man who was talking to his friend in front of the minimarket. With a shady look Andara continued to pay attention to the man.

What is this kind of love that Kenzo is serving me? Am I willing to accept it? Oh no, rather, do I deserve it? Can I repay her love as much as the love offered to me? This is truly an incredible love, which only an extraordinary person can give.

"Yes, Brother Kenzo also has the same beliefs as me, brother, if that's what you've been considering all along. Brother Kenzo never loved another girl like he loved you sister. I said it like this without any intention." Vanya said, like being able to read your mind.

Andara looked down embarrassed, her daydreams known to Vanya.

"I didn't think of that." Andara.

"Your face can't lie Brother" Vanya teased. "just fight for you, brother Vano and brother Kenzo. You're funny brother." Vanya Imbuh.

"Male, hmm.." Andara hesitates to say.

"Ask whatever you want to know." Vanya understands your doubts.

"If that's how much you love Vano, why don't you try to make her fall in love with you and accept this engagement?" Finally came the question from Andara.

"This engagement is unlikely to break up, no matter how big we try to break it. I don't want to try whining anymore to be free from this engagement. I don't want him in pain anymore. Why don't I try different ways to make her fall in love with me? Because I only hope in time. I hope that time will make him fall in love with me and look only at me. I want him to love me by himself, without coercion. And that might happen, if our time together is getting longer. So, I only bet on time. And as long as I wait for her, I'll do whatever it takes to make her happy and allow her to do all her fun." Vanya explained honestly.

Again, Andara seemed to get a hard hit in his heart. Shame enveloped him. Her heart shrieked imagining her insignificant love compared to the love Vanya could give for Vano. Andara shuddered, imagining how small and naive her love for Vano was. Andara realized, it is not the place around Vano.

I let you go, Vano. I can't compete with him who can give you this incredible love. I can't be compared to him and I can't really stand by you. Inner Andara.

Andara clasped Vanya's hand and smiled sincerely. His heart felt light. The lesson that Vanya accidentally gave through honest speech has covered a lot of Andara's wounds. There is no more regret in you. Only a little left sick because of the lies he got.

"Vanya, make a lot. Today you opened my eyes wide. You opened my heart. Today I saw everything I had to see. I heard everything I had to hear. Macation. I sincerely said it." Andara smiled.

"Huh? What do you mean, brother?" Replace the confused Vanya.

"Anyways, today you realize I have a lot of things. You're concerned about a lot of things I've never seen. And hopefully, his love will soon be yours. I let it go and let it go if it's yours. Yes, he must be yours Vanya. Guard him. Not for me or anyone else, but take care of him for yourself. I pray for your happiness, and I'm sincere." Andara says. I don't feel her tears dripping. Youara felt her burden instantly disappear.

"I also pray for your happiness Brother Andara. And I hope you can be with Kenzo's sister. I guarantee you, you won't regret being with him. He's a limited edition sis." Vanya is back as a campaigner.

"You can just. But my heart is shaky. I've felt a different color since I got to know Kenzo. New colors I never felt." Andara said, while looking at Kenzo from behind the glass cafe and without feeling his smile expands.

"If I'm not Kak Vano's fiancee and sister's not his girlfriend, I really want to be friends with you Sis." Vanya suddenly said.

Andara turned her face to look at the girl inside.

"Is it because of our status, so you don't want to be friends with me?" Ask Andara doubtfully.

"Not Brother, that's not it. I really want to talk to Brother. But noh see, bodyguard brother and his followers will not be ngizinin." Vanya pointed at Kenzo and Bima with the tip of her chin.

"So because of them you're afraid of me? Haha.. Funny to know you are. Don't care about them. So then.. Let's befriend. I'm Andara, from Blue Sky High School, Alvano Pradana's ex-girlfriend, who are you?" Andara extended her hand while smiling without any burden.

With a big smile showing off her row of white teeth, Vanya received a helping hand of Andara with great joy.

"Aku Vanya, Alvano Pradana's fiancee, from Granatala High School. Nice to meet Brother. I hope we can be friends."

Laughter both echoed. Attract the attention of cafe visitors. Happy laughter, sincere and carefree.

"Beautiful.."

The very sound they memorized was out of their heads, stopping their laughter.