The Healer of the Sinner

The Healer of the Sinner
Already Have a Boyfriend?



Nizam who was aware of the circumstances that made him almost out of control just pulled his body and sat roughly behind the wheel. He repeatedly berstighfar in heart and regretted the error he had just done.


"Sorry! Sorry Brother. Again, I'm sorry!" said Nizam repeatedly apologized to Nina but did not dare to look directly at Nina because of her shame towards Nina.


Nizam rubbed his face and closed his face for a few seconds hoping that what had just happened was a dream. But baby, everything is real. Nizam had done such a shameful thing that a little more would embarrass himself to Nina.


Nizam had no idea what Nina was currently thinking of him. While Nina is still trying to neutralize the function of her heart that is made to beat fast on the incident that has just happened.


This was the first time for Nina, although she still did not know what it was like to have a relationship with the opposite sex, she said, but Nina is not a stupid woman who does not understand a physical relationship between men and women when they are alone regardless of whether they have a halal relationship or not! Because there is a saying that, Satan will always be between two people of different types to plunge them into sin. So Nina can analyze what Nizam will do to her.


Which makes Nina not out of thought, why would Nizam want to do that to her? As he knew, Nizam already had a future wife. Nina cannot assume for herself that fall to prejudice.


"What's wrong with you, brother?" ask Nina. But Nina could not ask openly about Nizam who almost touched the forbidden part of his face.


"I'm sorry for the behavior, brother. What a Khilaf brother and did not intend to do such a shameful thing. But ...?" Nizam wanted to admit that he was lulled by Nina's lips because of the love that was bloated into love it was like he wanted to melt by enjoying the sweetness of honey owned by Nina.


"But what, brother?" nina's forehead frowned in confusion because of curiosity about the continuation of Nizam's words.


"But the demon that affected me under these circumstances!" nizam's answer made Nina silent. What did he expect? Does he expect Nizam to say that he is interested and likes him so he wants to do something like just now.


Conscious Nin, aware! Who are you that expects a prince to fall for you that is like an ash scoop!" nina grumbled in her heart because the answer she had secretly expected turned out to be incompatible with her assumptions.


"So, please forgive Brother, Nin. Brother did that out of consciousness!" nizam said with regret.


Nina simply nodded in response and turned her face outside the window of the slowly moving car. The long silence paused between the two. Nizam who felt that Nina was still offended continued to watch Nina's movements that did not change direction would look out the window.


Nizam who had resolved to express his feelings to Nina finally decided to make small talk before talking to the core of the matter.


"Miss?"


"Yes, Brother!" Nina turned her head while researching the face Nizam called her but remained focused on her drive.


"Can't you ask me something privacy?" asked Nizam and briefly looked towards Nina and then returned to her original position.


"Please, sister." replied Nina with a heart that began to wonder, what would Nizam ask her.


"Many!" in the cafe his friends are indeed the majority of men, if there is a woman that can be counted fingers.


Now Nizam who felt strange with Nina's answer until his forehead wrinkled deeply and looked at Nina as if he needed an explanation of what the word 'many' meant by Nina.


"Much?" cetus Nizam


"Yes, much. Kan his friends Nina in the cafe many are men, Kak. Except for Brother Icha!" nina's explanation makes Nizam's heart relieved, he almost hangs if his bad thoughts just to is the reality - who thinks Nina has many girlfriends.


"If it's a close friend?" nizam asked again which made Nina feel lazy to discuss it, because until now Nina had never had feelings for any of her male friends who expressed her feelings several times.


Once Nina had a taste, but that feeling had to give up before the war because the fight already had someone worth fighting for.


"I mean Big Brother, girlfriend?" replied Nina who got the nod from Nizam! Nizam made ketar-ketir answer that makes him very curious.


The slightly slow pace of the car makes the engine sound domineering and witnesses the feelings of two people who both admire each other but are hindered by the lack of courage in the frankness of the two.


"Nina's too young to think about having a boyfriend, sister. What Nina prioritizes now is how to find money for Nina to quickly go to college next year. To this day Nina has never had a relationship with anyone!" nina said that made Nizam feel he had a chance.


Nizam no longer cares who his heart anchors his love, no matter Nina who is still young while he is almost the head of three. For him at this moment it was important he had to express his feelings quickly.


Just now Nizam opened the mouth of Nina's words he just heard made her weak. "But Nina has given up Nina's heart to someone who has just had a place in this heart for a long time! Even though Nina knew that it would be hard to be able to have it,"


Nina said with eyes that kept staring at the person who did not have any expression, her face just kept straight ahead. But that face suddenly turned red, somehow because of what Nina did not understand.


Nizam could no longer speak. This is the first time in the history of Nizam's life that he intends to express his feelings to a woman and for the first time he retreats before being able to express his heartbreak first.


"Why did Big Brother suddenly ask like that?" Nina who was still astonished had not yet gained satisfaction over the questionable mind of the man next to her that she was hard to guess.


"It's okay, Brother just wants to know," Nina sighed softly at Nizam's answer. What does it mean to ask like that but not explain the reason.


Nizam chose to harbor his feelings because he thought Nina already had a special heart patch in her life, so it's useless if she is now frank, it makes no difference, right?