The Healer of the Sinner

Not Deserving to Have

"What's wrong, brother. I also just came, really," said Melisa in response to Nizam who looks bad for being late.

"Sir, please wait a minute. Because my candidate has come, I order the food now only," continued Melisa who saw Nina still standing on the doorstep.

Nina just nodded as she approached Melisa with a heart that was full of question marks, hoping that what was in her mind right now was not true.

"It's Miss." The menu book that Nina had previously taken in the place that had been provided in the room, then she handed it to Melisa with a slightly lowered face.

Nina did not know what to do with her feelings now, she should already know who she was with now. She is just a teenager in her teens, an inappropriate girl expecting a prince like Nizam to be perfect in every way. A grown man who couldn't possibly have feelings for a girl like her.

She is just a poor girl who depends on the fate of a job that is not yet clear in the future. In terms of material, he is not worthy of being with Nizam, especially in terms of age. Of course Nizam will choose mature and established women like the woman he is having dinner with at the moment.

Apparently, his first meeting with Nizam had made him fall in love at first sight, let alone Nizam's cold yet caring attitude that made his feelings grow and fertile.

Now he feels victimized by his own misunderstanding, because it has interpreted Nizam's attention before is a sense that is more than just humanity.

With a slightly doubtful heart, he solidified the intention to be professional in work. Perhaps he should indeed stop cultivating flavor before actually becoming desperate.

All right, I should be able to make this taste go before I feel it too far. It's not worth having it anyway, is it?

Nina's heart churned itself in fighting her feelings of having to lose and retreat before the war, it did look cowardly, but it was her self-consciousness that made her do that.

Nizam who had turned his back to Nina finally sat down casually while taking over the menu book that the waiter handed to her and Melisa.

"Sister, Menu Melisa is the same as the one that Sister ordered," pinta Melisa who is still flipping through the Menu book which she thinks is very tempting all so that she feels confused in making choices.

"Sir, I pesen favorite food usually yes, and drink it ...,"

Before Nizam could finish his sentence Nina had mentioned the drink he wanted to order, "Cappucino hot with a little sugar." With a smile that was parsed along with dimples Nina mentioned a word that was able to make Nizam shocked and immediately looked at the owner of the voice that had been one room with him, and it was without him noticing.

Nizam had deliberately chosen this cafe to be his dinner with Melisa, in addition he had not been to the cafe for a long time and also wanted to enjoy his favorite food, Nizam did want to meet Nina who this month had made her brain really tired.

Nizam intends to see Nina and watch her from afar without having to meet Nina to take off the snare of longing that she now feels and she has decided that she really admits that her heart has fallen love for that young girl. However, he seemed to forget that this cafe is where Nina works, of course Nina will serve every visitor including Melisa and herself.

The scene in front of her did not escape the attention of Melisa, "Thank you Ma'am!" Nizam responded to Nina correctly in mentioning what she wanted.

Melisa analyzes the situation by observing both. When viewed from the service in front of him, there is nothing strange. The servant girl looks professional in her duties, friendly, polite, and it is indeed a must as a waitress, isn't it? And also beautiful!

Melisa admitted, the girl in front of him is indeed very beautiful naturally, without any makeup polish even his face looks auspicious and charming, let alone he looks like himself. perhaps this girl would be prettier than him even though she was not tall enough in her posture.

Wait, whoa! That was not what made Melisa judge the servant girl. His eyes suddenly saw Nizam who turned to the other direction as if avoiding eye contact with the ministry. What don't-don't?

Nope, no! That may be the feeling alone, Melisa brushed off the feeling that assumed that it was not, It is also impossible if Nizam will be enamored with the servant girl in front of him especially considering that Nizam is a former Guy. Until now, Melisa does not know whether Nizam can already have feelings for women including herself.

While Nizam half-dead trying so that his attitude does not look striking in front of Melisa. Nizam tried to be mediocre. Though his heart is very happy at this time because of the longing that swaddled it finally erupted but he could not overflow it for real.

"All the servants know me, because this is my new place with friends!" Nizam said first before Melisa asked a question.

"No problem, Brother. Everyone must have their favorite place," Melisa replied casually by continuing to stare at Nizam's movements. But Melisa's words just now meant deeply to Nizam. Is it possible Melisa can guess that she has a taste for Nina. Ah, it's impossible! It's just his feeling.

"All right, Mister and Miss. I'll process your order. Please be patient in waiting." Nina said formally and looks very professional, did not escape her thin smile that ended the conversation and stepped away to the cafe kitchen to hand over her guest order.

All the interactions Melisa san Nizam just now really makes Melisa become restless. It was clear that the two of them were not just friends having dinner together. But his resolve was already unanimous. He will stop hoping that Nizam already has a wife. It is enough to be an admirer in silence without having to dream of having one.

Nizam breathed a sigh of relief when Nina actually left and vanished behind the closed door, and Melisa who had wanted to ask her question was no longer able to delay it.

"Sister, why? Melisa see a bit tense and agitated?" Melisa asked which made Nizam confused to answer her because she had just neutralized her heartbeat.

"Not what, Mel. Maybe I was in a hurry and it made me a little tense. Moreover, I thought you were straying so I hurriedly wanted to know if you really got to this place!" The little answer made Melisa believe and make sense.

"How are you doing now?" Nizam shifted the topic by asking Melisa's current busyness.

"Lately I've been very busy, brother. You know for yourself, right? I often go out of town to do photoshoots. Moreover, where I work now is flooded with wedding dress orders that currently seem to be the top trending in the consumer messaging chart," said Melisa who elicited a surprising response from Nizam.

"Maybe it's mating season!" Nizam chirps involuntarily with his hand still struggling with his flat object.

"Didn't my brother have any intention of marrying?" Suddenly Melisa asks a question that makes Nizam stop with an object in her hand because Melisa's question has seized her concentration.

"What do you mean, Mel?" Instead of answering, Nizam instead asked back as if Melisa's question was not the initial topic they discussed earlier. That's how you talk to people who aren't focused. Ask what, answer what!