The Healer of the Sinner

Honest to Melisa

Nizam frowned confused by Melisa's question, Nizam was not aware of the answer he had just thrown to Melisa so Melisa asked the question of her answer about marriage.

"Sister said that maybe it's mating season now. Does he have no intention of getting married?" Melisa explained in detail. Fast and accurate at the right time.

"Did I say that?" Nizam asked confused by Melisa's question which he could not answer.

"Have it, forget it, brother." Melisa said casually while smiling and ignoring her question that had not yet received an answer because she did not want to spoil her dinner with Nizam.

Nizam placed the original cape as his focal point on the table. He looked at Melisa with resolute eyes full of seriousness. Clearly from her gesture, Melisa knew that Nizam would say something important. Especially if it is not about the match that until now has not been clear the bright spot, where their relationship will be taken.

"Hemm," Nizam's voice was a bit gerogi

"In addition to our dinner now, there's something I want to tell you. I wish you could understand. Maybe this sounds selfish. But, what I'm saying is probably better, isn't it?" Nizam.

After thinking hard enough, Nizam decides on his feelings for Melisa, and all the reasons why he wants to try to make a match with Melisa.

Yes, Nizam agreed to the arranged marriage in addition to not wanting to disappoint or reject the plans of his parents, he also had other goals. That is to ascertain his own feelings for a girl but he himself is still hesitant in interpreting it.

Nina's! Yes, that woman is Nina. The first woman who was able to make him flutter just by looking at his face. During this time Nizam was worried about the feeling he had towards Nina and her match with Melisa he made it clear whether the feeling he felt towards Nina so far was the same as if he was with Melisa?

And, that question was answered already. One month is enough for Nizam to test his feelings for Melisa, several meetings that he has done in that period have also made him absolutely sure that he does not have a special sense of Melisa even though physically and behavior Melisa so very perfect in his eyes, but unable to shake his heart.

For Nizam, now Melisa is just a woman whose position is the same as her sister, Nizam feels affection for Melisa as a person close to her and her family like a brother. Because that's what he feels right now.

There was no feeling when looking at him, no vibration when with him, and also no longing even though far apart. Fix, now Nizam is convinced that he has fallen in love with Nina. The first woman to harbor his heart. The first woman to destroy her soul.

And certainly Nina was the first woman who had indirectly helped him in freeing his soul from the inner war that had been tormenting him. The mind that is always haunted by fear and worry if he really can not have a sense or unable to love a woman.

For Nizam, Nina was truly a helper who had healed herself from humans who once had the wrong taste. The feeling that plunged him into the valley of sin. Nizam felt himself very dirty, even if he bathed in the seven seas to purify his body it would not be able to rid himself of the blackness of the heart that soiled his whole soul and body.

Nizam also wants to start a normal life like other men. Perhaps, the healing of the sinner is a title that he deserves to pin on himself at this time. Because after he confirmed and believed his feelings he felt really as if he was reborn, his soul felt very peaceful from all the anxiety and burden of the mind that had been squeezing him every day.

But being free from the burden of the soul that he has been carrying is not the end of a problem. Two other problems were still waiting for him to solve. The first is that she has to speak honestly to Melisa about her feelings, even though she knows that Melisa may be disappointed.

However, the principle of Melisa who hates lies even once to keep the feeling becomes a strong reason for Nizam to tell the truth now.

This was a challenge for him, and he would think about it after his affair with Melisa was over. Not to mention the next family business will be a problem that he must face.

After a long pause silenced the two, Melisa continued to wait for the word that Nizam wanted to describe but seemed hesitant in saying it. I can't wait to hear it.

"Sister, why are you still quiet? He said there was something I wanted to say to Melisa." Unable to bear the situation, Melisa asked Nizam and it was able to disperse her daydream about the fleeting reality she wanted to reveal to Melisa.

"Sorry, Mel. Brother is not focused," replied Nizam while fixing his shirt crate.

Really, the man before him now really looks very handsome and perfect in his eyes. Melisa does not refuse if Nizam's charming face is able to sedate anyone including herself. But he also cannot be selfish. He must maintain the principles that have been held so far.

"Mel, we've been together for a month. Do you feel the same way as I did in the beginning?" Although Nizam was made wary of Melisa's answer, but as a man he should not be selfish and only attach importance to her feelings. Didn't Melisa also have the right to say what she felt?

"My feelings remain the same, brother! Until this moment Melisa still likes Sister. But here is not Melisa's main feeling, but Kak Nizam's feeling!" Melisa paused her speech while looking at Nizam's bead.

"This matchmaking intention so that the Brother has a sense or vibration inwardly towards his partner. If you don't feel that feeling with Melisa, maybe Melisa isn't the woman who can make your heart change, and Melisa is really okay!" Continue Melisa with a flat face.

"Lisa know the doubts of Brother Nizam who feels awry in this, ' right? Guess Melisa who became the main point in the conversation tonight for Nizam.

"Yes, you're right. I feel so wrong about this. If I'm honest with our family and you'll be disappointed. But, if I were to be dishonest to you, everything would be a mess and you would also be much more disappointed over my lie to you" Nizam said weakly as if his guilt had taken away his power.

"I admit Mel! My heart has no more taste for you, not because you're not beautiful. But it's a heart problem I can't afford to lie to." It is with great regret that Nizam said something that sounds evil and might also make Melisa's heart hurt.

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