The Healer of the Sinner

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Nizam grabbed both of his parents' laps without asking. Though, it could have been that the two middle-aged who were wrapped in anger were pushing him away.

Nizam dropped his head between the thighs of his mother and his papa. He realized, if the breath exhaled into the air by the father sounded rude, because of his emotions that he tried to endure.

The two parents were silent, as if ignoring Nizam who was in his lap, but also did not refuse the only boy was there.

The hearts of both are still hurt and disappointed by Nizam's actions which have damaged their confidence and self-esteem as parents. Because, they both feel they have been negligent and failed to educate Nizam to adulthood like this. If in the end, the 29-year-old man did the damned thing forbidden by religion.

Slowly, Nizam's head looked up, Netra Nizam was fixed on the two people he loved so much. There was no movement between the two, but a sharp gaze filled with demands for disappointment.

"Nizam beg Ma, Pa. allow Nizam to explain everything" Nizam pleaded.

"What have you done is so embarrassing to Nizam, is this your reply to us who have been hard-earned to send you abroad, huh?" hardik Pak Alkaf was furious. Repeating the words that have been said

"Mama is really disappointed in you! You are our pride, the only son of the Al-Gazali family. But with all this, is Mama still proud of having a child like you?" said Bu Zainiyah still did not dampen his anger.

"Zam, please be honest and admit your mistake. Rather than getting your parents to judge you so badly," Hendra, who has been a listener since then, can only watch the incident.

"Before you explain everything, remove the woman from this room," pointed Bu Zainiyah to someone who had just been silent without doing anything. Bu Zainiyah did not even want to see a figure who was minimally dressed in such materials. Shame itself it feels.

With all his energy, Nizam stood up from his seat and approached the woman who still looked ordinary. The woman looks relaxed and does not want to know, if the man who has played beautifully with her is being cheered because his disgrace has been exposed.

"Please hurry away from this place, so as not to aggravate the atmosphere," pinta Nizam flatly expressionlessly. He grabbed a shirt that looked out of sight. Nizam only realized that he was still not wearing clothes, because the gaze of the woman in front of him had not turned away from him.

"From now on I have wanted to leave, but my steps were held back because of the arrival of your family. I don't have to apologize, do I? Because I'm here working and you've bought me. So, never put me in your trouble, " said the woman as she patted Nizam's shoulder wearing clothes. I don't know since when, the man who was so seductive from so many customers it made his heart rustle without cause. In fact, he is usually so professional in working without involving feelings.

"Put your hands away" exclaimed Nizam furiously. Because, both parents at the end there are paying attention to every attitude and movement.

The woman smiled cynically, self-conscious about her position as a bed warmer in exchange for money.

"You forgot, if a few minutes ago you needed this touch." Although it looks only moving the tongue, but the words of the woman in front of him can still be captured by Nizam clearly. Not with some people there.

Without waiting for Nizam's response, the woman stepped up grubbyly after grabbing her shoulder bag over the nightstand. He walked like there was no one at all, but the occupants of the room were all struck by a feeling of disgust towards him.

"Wait."

The sound behind which was loud enough made the woman whom Nizam had hired earlier turn her head. Mr. Zainiyah and Mr. Alkaf were still sitting on the floor, then they were both standing. Ms. Zainiyah approached the woman who was being held in the doorway, preparing to open the handle.

"Before you leave, remember my message carefully. Do not let me see you around us again, especially in the life of Nizam. If you are still visible, I will not hesitate to destroy you," threatened Bu Zainiyah look fed up and hate.

" Let's calm, Madam. I will remain professional in my work. If it wasn't your son who bought my services, I wouldn't be here." The woman fearlessly responded to Bu Zainiyah's unexpected remark and further ignited Nizam's emotions as well as those there.

The woman's words made Bu Zainiyah numb. It hurts! How not, whatever came out of the mouth of this woman in front of him was true. They only worked even though his work had created a wound in the heart of a mother standing in front of him.

"Quick go." hardik Pak Alkaf who had been standing at the back.

After the woman's departure, Nizam sat down, joining Hendra and Zizi. Gathered awkwardly on a long sofa, followed by Bu Zainiyah and Pak Alkaf who had just sat in front of Nizam.

Nizam turned his head as if understanding with his sister's gesture, then without being told, his irises focused towards his parents who had been waiting for him with a myriad of questions that judged him.

"Since when did you enter that immoral environment, izam?" sergeant Pak Alkaf who is still filled with emotions.

"And since when have you lied to both of us?" keep up Ms. Zainiyah.

"Again, I'm sorry, Nizam, Ma, Pa. I I I Nizam was wrong." Nizam told me everything.

It's all a story that started in High School that made him disappointed. The love of monkeys that lead to heartache that leads to hatred and gives birth to a misleading life story.

"This is Nizam's fault! Please, please allow Nizam a chance to fix everything."

"Nizam admitted, at that time, Nizam was too lulled into a state that was not according to Nizam as a sense of revenge bals, so that everything became a habit and I fell into the valley of sin. Once Nizam thought to learn out of all, because of Hendra's advice, until Nizam decided to return to the homeland, and hope to escape and learn to manage life accordingly. However, everything is so hard, Nizam's helpless soul, Pa, holds back the strange taste buds. Nizam also does not know why Nizam has such a disgusting dependence. Nizam regretted, Ma," said Nizam with reddened eyes, holding his chest tight. There was no longer that handsome and cold face, there was only a tangled face filled with a look of contrition and regret.

The roar of tears that suddenly fell on Nizam's cheeks made Bu Zainiyah reflexively scatter towards her son, swiftly Bu Zainiyah hugged Nizam tightly, hoping to channel energy that could strengthen her child.

No matter how angry a mother is, deep down, she must be very fond of the baby, even if they make a very big mistake. A mother's heart was broken to see the tears and moreover her son was truly sorry.

Bu Zainiyah realized that her son did have a disorder that must be directed. Perhaps, with the support of his family and those closest to him, Nizam will get from the bad habit.

"Is there no interest in women in your heart at all?" search for Bu Zainiyah with a sad look in her eyes,

Nizam shook his head slowly.

Mr. Alkaf pinched both of his eyebrows from feeling a headache, thinking of a child who already had no interest in women at all. This isimpossible.

"Hendra, did you know everything from the beginning?" ask Bu Zainiyah.

Iris Hendra's eyes glanced at Nizam, as if asking Nizam to explain. Nizam quickly answered his mother's question.

"Hendra was not wrong Ma, from the beginning Hendra had reminded Nizam, but Nizam always ignored him. Maybe Hendra's patience has run out for Nizam, so he can't bear to dismantle all this." said Nizam who did not want Hendra blamed by both parents.

Hendra who is a close friend of Nizam since childhood very know the lunge Nizam, During his education together abroad. It is he who indirectly oversees the lunge of Nizam that crosses the line. Nizam's friend had advised and reminded Nizam hundreds of times, that what he did was wrong.

But Nizam, who felt his actions were right, never published the advice of his little friend.

Mr. Hermawan is Hendra's father. The two also became close friends. And, Psk Hermawan has entrusted all the affairs of his son to Pak Alkaf.

Until studying abroad, Hendra was assigned to Pak Alkaf by Mr. Hermawan.

So it is no longer taboo that the two families are like a real big family.

"Really, we are really disappointed in you, Nizam. But, Mama also can not let you continue to fall even further.As soon as we, you are still the flesh blood of mama and papa. So, there's no way we're gonna let you alone face all this, son!" said Bu Zainiyah with a voice that was still sobbing softly.