The Forgotten Sins

Inner Turmoil

“Either why after the incident at the shooting range that day I was so lazy out of the room!” reeko opened the conversation.

“What because at that time Kak Gan was crazy and almost killed us huh?” muttered Reeko continued his words even though it was not spoken to Rezon.

“What?” Rezon asked, apparently he heard Reeko's words earlier.

“Eehhh... no... I didn't say anything!”

“But...I guess..the one he almost killed back then was Arna instead of us.” Rezon said as he scratched his beard.

Hearing Rezon's words, the two fell silent.

“Eh...” muttered Reeko.

“Didn't that day almost die was Arna instead of us? Then why do we do this and throw away the people who defend us desperately? We should now play with him, instead of letting him alone!” Rezon said he was only aware of their heinous actions.

“Arna must be lonely!” Reeko recalled that Arna was a new child.

“We have to see him now!” Timpal Rezon's.

“We have to apologize!” Said Reeko again.

“Come!!” Invite Rezon while dragging Reeko out of the room leaving their work still unresolved.

In front of the room were several girls who were chatting together after a light exercise before going to bed.

“Lay.. Have you seen Arna?” Tanya Reeko took over.

“Arna who fought with Kak Gan's?”Answer the blonde-haired child at once asking back.

Rezon nodded his head slightly excessively, to the point that his head looked almost loose.

“Tadi sih yes..” Answer the blonde girl again.

“Where?” Reeko asked in a hurry.

“He was with Ryan in the training hall, then they exited the Hall through the main door somewhere .” Answer the boy.

“OK! Thanks!” Reeko said while pulling Rezon.

“Wait...!!” Rezon Reject.

“Who is Ryan?” tanyakanya.

“Dia...” says Layna Blonde's girl.

“Ah.. stop! Stupid time with him!” reeko said impatiently.

“Eh.eh.. Ree!”

On the other hand, Arna and Ryan were walking together enjoying the breeze in the front garden of the building to relieve fatigue and then rehearse again.

Arna looked up to the sky, the dim light of the moon was not too visible from here because it was blocked by tree branches, but bats, owls and other night animals that actually seemed to pass by cheerfully. So delicious to let the cold hit the skin of his face and sweep the bitterness there, had carried away the atmosphere of his mouth humming the tone in rhythm with the nighttime turmoil.

Unfortunately the pleasure was stopped because of the arrival of someone who almost made the hearts of the two children was dislodged. 

“Eh.. Teacher!” Arna is misbehaved and immediately improves her sitting position, while Ryan just gags like a koi fish.

“Are not tired?” Ask the teacher while sitting next to him.

They looked at each other for a moment, but it was precisely that that made them able to understand the nervousness in each other's hearts.

“Ti..no teacher, we have long rested!” Ryan replied because his friend was silent.

The next height of the teacher made their hearts even more pushy, at first he just smiled, but then laughed until his teeth were visible to them. Don't you want to be nervous how? Usually the teacher never acts like this, he does not laugh wide but just smiles and if angry, he will speak a few words or shake his head. Again they look only in wonder.

“Your spirit is very high!” Teacher said, his hands gently patted the shoulders of the two boys.

Ryan grinned to show an expression that makes a grim alias greget opposite Arna who does not show anything. Actually the actions of the teacher just brought back the memory of the father. Where every time he was beside him, he was always carried on the shoulders of the father, invited to run around the house assuming that he was boarding an airplane and then took fruit on a high branch. The flames of revenge flared up again leaving smoke in the form of bloodthirsty traps, his mind was swearing thousands of inappropriate words even though it actually added severe wounds itself.

“What's your goal?” Ask the teacher with a warm smile.

“I want to return the favor, the teacher has saved me. So I will fight with all my might for what Master is fighting for!” Ryan replied with a fiery spirit.

Highlights of the teacher's eyes at that time can not He understood the meaning, while his hand moved from the shoulder to the top of the head Ryan who was only bowed with a face as red as chili. Compared to his friends, Arna's feelings are increasingly uncertain emotions up and down between wanting to start a new life or re-dive into the past. In the end he only sighed deeply, resignedly letting the burden rest on his shoulders.

“Dad..., I was alone.” Arna whispered softly more like a groan.

“How about you Arna?” teacher turned her consciousness to the real world.

“I..., my destination is.” 

His mind was empty, there was only the reflection of the rotten terror event of the Viper Army Organization killing hundreds of innocent lives, the wailing sound he heard after the explosion was clear, the screams filled with anger, pain, pain, pain, and vengeance unite into a choir around him that shouts penance with a rain of blood. The words were thrown out of Arna's mouth, but there was no intention in her heart at that time.

“I will avenge their damned deeds! I will avenge and destroy them to the very end, just as they did to the victims killed by burning, pain and torment. They must feel! Torture it, must... I exclaimed.” Arna's words came to a halt at that point because her chest felt very tight, while her sane mind refused desperately.

Sighing slowly, he looked at the faces of the two people beside him anxiously for fear of not being able to accept their reactions. But unexpectedly, their expressions were flat as if nothing had happened, but he had just shouted like a madman. 

“Didn't you guys hear me earlier?” ask Arna just to make sure. 

But they were silent in a thousand languages, no one spoke even with the look of a face. Feeling something was wrong, he tried to speak louder.

“What...” Arna jerked. 

His mouth did not even move, but he had shouted as loudly as possible, until his chest seemed to break and his throat was hoarsely filled with mucus. But why, no one heard? Even his mouth was not open.

“How about you Arna?” ask the teacher again.

“Eh...aku..” however, that very second He felt a great pain in the chest and head. 

There was something filling his lungs and head, so full that his head was about to explode and breathing was very difficult. The thing he could do at that moment was just stand up and run fast leaving Master and Ryan who could only watch Arna with astonished looks.

His breathing grew more erratic when he reached the gate of the dormitory, almost at the same time Rezon and Reeko blocked his path.

“Arna..!” Reeko's voice bounced in his ear cavity.

He did not reply, the figure in front of him looks more like a color bias. With slow steps and several times about to fall, Arna continued the journey. While what was in his mind at that time was only a book he had written before training.

“Arna, are you okay?” The girl's voice softened, her steps were heard following behind.

Near the door of the room he almost collapsed but something supported his body.

“Arna!” Call someone, but their voice sounds heavier than it was.

For a moment he fell silent in that position, his gaze clear. The color bias in front turned out to be a boy and a girl.

“Rezon?” Ask Arna who is starting to control herself.

“Arna you're okay right??” reeko asked in panic.

While her head began to throb, the last she heard was just a soft voice Reeko called out his name.

“Arna! Arna.., Wake!”

“Still Reeko's voice, I have to hurry!” Thought Arna and her eyes opened.

The first thing that greeted his eyes was the ceiling of the room decorated with a dim light and looked very familiar.

“Reeko?” arna asked like a fool when she saw Reeko was jumping around by her side.

“Yeah.!!” Reeko's cheer made him even more astonished.

“What are you doing?” arna asked seeing Rezon beside her as well and their expressions looked extremely excited.

“Drink this first.” Axton handed him a bottle of water.

“Kak Axton is also there??” He was getting dazed because his friends were gathered here.

“Actually I'm here because the teacher told me to check on you. You just ran somewhere while talking to guru.” Said Axton who made him aware of his actions earlier.

“Gosh!” Arna slapped her head confused as to what to explain to the teacher later.

“Kak.., please don't tell dad yes..” Reeko said with a clear face.

“Then?” Sis Axton replied flatly.

“Say that Arna is rushing to the bathroom...!” Rezon's proposal ruffled his waist as if his idea was the best.

“Woy!” Spray Reeko while his hands elbow Rezon's stomach.

“Dasar cogak! Your idea sucks tau!”Then Rezon, who was whimpering, rolled on the floor.

“Tega..” Rezon said increasingly upset.

“Huh.., well leave it to me!”Axton replied at the end and was immediately greeted by the cheers of the boy's ketga.

“Yeah! But.., Arna.” Rezon broke their celebration.

“What?” tanyanya.

“Tadi, when you fainted you called your sister. What happened?” Reeko asked frankly while Rezon tilted his head like a kitten.

“it...” Arna stopped talking, but his mind was spinning looking for answers.

“I.., calling sister?” Ana asked still unsure of Reeko's words just now.

Reeko nodded slowly, and his head was filled with turmoil.

"Mahaha.." He pressed his head very hard, maybe if it continued it could sink under the pillow.