
Marsha now occupies the apartment unit she will rent for three months. Abraham himself took care of everything for Marsha, so Marsha just occupied it. This time, Marsha also stayed and only carried a large suitcase of hers. There was nothing else Marsha had brought, other than a few pieces of clothing from her suitcase.
Now the woman was standing in front of a large glass window in the apartment she had just occupied. Looking at the streets of the capital that crisscrossed, and also the skyscrapers that stood majestically in the sky of the Capital. Marsha sighed with all her chest and then brought her hands together in front of her chest.
If I used to cry when my Mama and Papa's wedding was over. Now, I cry again because in fact my marriage also ended. A marriage that only lasted two years. If only Melvin hadn't done violence to me, I could have survived. However, the wounds he had sustained hurt me greatly. Leaving the trauma in my heart.
In such a big and vast world, again I have to be alone. After Mama and Papa separated, I became an abandoned child and did not get much affection and attention from my parents. At that time, I had Abraham, but I left him. A short time later, I met Melvin and we loved each other. But now my relationship with him is also over. Again, I have to be alone in this world.
Marsha spoke to herself. It feels so crowded when you have to accept the fact that in some moments in his life, Marsha actually has to live it alone. Without anyone really caring and loving him. Now, there may be Abraham who cares so much about him, but the relationship between the two is only a forbidden relationship.
I do not know how long Marsha stood and stared blankly at the scene in front of her. It did not feel like the sky was still blue with a white cloud up there, turning dark. Marsha finally got out of the place, and was intending to head for the kitchen, looking for a possible drink she could drink to wet her dry throat. But there was nothing in the kitchen. An empty fridge, no food at all. Though now, Marsha's stomach also sounds. Indicates that his stomach must be filled immediately.
The last option, Marsha intends to buy food delivery messages. The woman scrolled her phone screen and looked at the food she wanted to eat to fill her belly tonight. However, when Marsha wanted to order apparently the bell on the door of her unit rang. Through the intercom installed there, Marsha also saw who came these nights.
“Abraham, Sha,” Abraham said as Marsha looked on the intercom.
Marsha opened the door for Abraham. Quite shocked that Abraham came to his unit that night.
“What's up, Bram?” tanyakanya.
Abraham opposed the white plastic bag and raised it a little, “Eat dinner first, Sha .. I know for sure you haven't had dinner,” Abraham said with a smile to Marsha.
“Bram, but ..”
“Have ... Come on, eat first. I accompany the meal, after this I will go home,” reply Abraham.
Marsha looked at Abraham with guilt in her heart. Abraham gave him permission to use the man. However, using others is not right, right?
Abraham is seen opening a food box containing Rice and Chicken Geprek. The smell of chicken and sambal just went out. Makes Marsha want to enjoy the food. However, Marsha was still reluctant to eat it because she felt bad for Abraham.
Abraham reflexes and looked at Marsha who was sitting not far from his side.
“Sorry Bram .. I admit I was wrong for using you. In the future, we better be friends, Bram. You deserve to be happy, Bram.”
Marsha said with a bitter feeling. In front of her, there was her ex-lover who seemed to care so much for her. Only, Marsha was fully aware that she was doing this was wrong. It is not good to use Abraham constantly.
“What if my happiness is only with you, Sha?” ask Abraham.
Marsha lowered her head. I can't believe the answer that Abraham gave at this time. Is it true that Abraham was happy only with him?
“Bram, a few years ago I left you .. I went and just destroyed you. Now you are my helper. Sorry Bram, for all the injuries I've given you in the past,” Marsha said.
“Let the past stay where it belongs, Sha. Now, focus on your own happiness and immediately solve your household problems, Sha,”, said Abraham this time.
Abraham wanted to let all the past, the sweet and bitter story with Marsha long before Marsha married Melvin. What Abraham is now is that Marsha can immediately solve his household problems so as not to drag on.
“After this, we do not have to meet ya, Bram,” said Marsha with a heavy heart actually.
Abraham closed his eyes for a moment, and then looked at Marsha with a sharp look in his eyes this time, “Alright Marsha, if it's for your happiness. I'll do it,” reply Abraham. “Give me a reason firstwhy don't we have to meet?” ask Abraham to Marsha.
“The affair is like the wind, Bram ... invisible, invisible, but leaves a trace. Just like the two of us together, we thought no one would see us, but in fact the trail can be seen by Mama Melvin. Let me clean up the traces left by the wind,” said Marsha at this time.
There is one thing that Marsha realized, there is a confession that slides from the lips of Marsha that she admitted having an affair with Abraham, playing heart again with her former lover. Guess no one will know it, but the trail can actually be known by Mama Sasmita so that eventually many people who know the affair Marsha with Abraham. Marsha realized her actions were wrong too. When the household is bland, it is precisely he who ignited and played with Abraham. Although Abraham did not mind, there was regret because everything became increasingly runyam.
“What we did was also wrong, Bram .. I, I am guilty. So, let's stop together before everything becomes more runyam,” said Marsha again.
Maybe this was his way of protecting Abraham. Marsha did not want the public to give judgment and hateful comments to Abraham. It is enough of him to be the public moon. However, Marsha will not drag Abraham in his household problems and Melvin is so strange. If there are any casualties in this matter, let Marsha make the sacrifice. That would be much better than Abraham being dragged into this.