
Sometimes things are missed in life. Just as a late mother realizes that there is a child who despite being an adult, but his position and position is a child who also needs affection and attention from his parents. This is what Marsha and Mama Ria feel. There's a wound there. Mama Ria with her indifferent attitude and seemed to judge that her son was an adult, so that the Mama could behave, act without asking for an opinion from Marsha. While Marsha herself as a child sensed that her parents just let her go. There is no news, no relationship of children and parents who are familiar and also warm.
Back then, when Mama and her Papa were still together, there was Marsha seeing and hearing a fight every day, and now Mama comes with a confession of being married again. Marsha felt hurt as a child as if her existence was no longer considered.
"I'm sorry Mama, Sha ... My mom realized it too late. Mama thought, you are an adult and far from Mama, so no need to consider from you. Sorry," Mama Ria replied.
"Mama and Papa always make their own decisions. Since long ago, Ma .. Even the divorce of the two of you also did not consider Marsha's feelings. Mama and Papa do not know that behind the divorce of both parents, the child is the one who suffers the most" Marsha replied in a voice full of disappointment.
All that was held in her chest, Marsha now revealed. There's nothing else Marsha's covering up. Better to be honest, even if it hurts. Yes, Marsha knew very well that her words could have hurt her Mom, but that was how she felt.
" ..., and actually Papa you're also married again, Sha," replied Mama Ria.
Honestly, this is a bitter truth. Both of his parents have started a new life, finding a new partner. However, both of them did not tell Marsha as their biological child. There was a rough sigh from Marsha's nose and the pregnant woman closed her eyes slowly.
Abraham embraces Marsha there, "Have Shayang. Remember the baby's sister" whispered Abraham.
Abraham as a husband, this condition is also not easy for Marsha. However, he must remind that there is new life that Marsha must think about more than all these disillusioned situations. There are babies who need a mother who is healthy and mentally stable.
"Yes, your father remarried two years ago. Afterwards, Mama finally meets Ray and decides to marry Ray. There's no way Mama's past Mama's own old days. Mama needs a backrest in life, and Ray, although still young, can complete Mama" he replied.
Marsha tried to listen to what Mama said, although Marsha also regretted why her mother married a brondong who was the same age as her husband. Can't marry a mature, mature man, and hope that this marriage is their last.
"I'm sorry Mama, Sha ... Mama knows that Mama is guilty. For everything you've been through, as much as possible Mama didn't tell you because surely you didn't agree to it. Just like now when Mama chooses to marry again, you definitely don't agree to it, right?"
Marsha then looked at her Mama, "Yes, Marsha disagrees. Can't choose a mature and mature soul mate Ma? A soul mate who will share life, age together. Why should brondong?" tanyakanya.
"Because Mama loves him with Ray, Sha," Mama Ria replied.
"In fact, Marsha also does not know, Ma .. essentially Mama stepped alone, not involving Marsha. So, in the future if anything happens with Marsha, don't ask Marsha for help" Marsha replied.
This is the height of disappointment for a child. It's just, Marsha feels unsure of Ray. Either he leaned in who just fucked his mother to achieve sheer pleasure. Or want his mother's treasure. To be sure, Marsha felt her Mama's choice this time was not right.
They argued long enough. Seen Mama who seemed to defend herself and Marsha who still felt what Mama and Papa did was already over the limit. As a child, just being greeted, being noticed, was already so happy. But what happened was just the opposite. Since Marsha moved to Jakarta and became a model there, all access to communication slowly disappeared and Marsha seemed to be a child who no longer get the affection of Mama and her own Papa.
Finally Mama Ria said goodbye to Marsha and Abraham there. "Your mom says yes Sha .. forgive Mama. My mom failed to be a good person for you. Mama should be a good Mama and care for you, but what you do is just the opposite. Mama pray for you and Abraham to live happily together until old age" he replied.
Marsha was still sitting on the sofa, while Abraham drove her mother-in-law to the doorstep. There, Mama Ria told Abraham.
"Mama leave Marsha to you, Bram. Mama is guilty and fails to be a good Mama for Marsha, but Mama believes you are a good man, the right husband for Mama's daughter. Love and do not hurt her heart" Mama Ria's message.
Abraham nodded his head slowly, "Bram must have taken care of Marsha, Ma" he replied firmly and wholeheartedly.
After Mama Ria left, Abraham sat down next to his wife. Not much to say Abraham immediately hugged his wife there. Catch him so tightly.
"I'm there for you, Shayang ..all the phases that occur, all the seasons that we go through, I will always be with you. Be patient .. You are strong."
"I sinned against my own mother" Marsha said with tears in her eyes.
Abraham rubbed Marsha's hair there, "It was an outpouring of your vexation that lingered for several years. Already well .. don't be constantly sad. Poor little baby sister."
Again, Abraham warned Marsha not to be too sad because there is a baby who is now in the womb Marsha. Abraham did not want Marsha to be too sad that the effect would be bad for her baby.
"We should go back to Jakarta the day after tomorrow, Shayang .. change the atmosphere, let you be happier" replied Abraham.
Marsha nodded her head, "Yes Mas .. why in this second pregnancy many problems that come yes Mas. I'm running out of power to face it all."
Marsha admitted honestly that in her pregnancy this time, it felt like what she was facing was too heavy. Much heavier, compared to when pregnant with Mira a few years ago.
"Every time there is a test itself Shayangku .. the important thing is never to give up. Remember, though everyone leaves you, but you have me. I will always stand by you and hold your hand" Abraham replied earnestly.
"Yes Mas .. thank you very much," he replied.
"Together, so to Jakarta alone well .. too sad is not good for pregnant women. Sara's mother also wants to give birth, you can have time together first" replied Abraham.
"Yes Mas" Marsha replied again.
Yes, according to Abraham, it is better to immediately bring Marsha to Jakarta. In the city of Jakarta with a different atmosphere may be able to make Marsha more stable and happy. Rather than in Semarang, Marsha can be reminded of her parents and may be constantly sad.