The Forbidden Desire of the Wife

Forbidden Sparks of Feelings

With her heart still pounding Marsha entered her room. Once inside her room, Marsha chose to flutter her body under the cold shower. Yes, this time Marsha chose to take a cold shower. Hope the cold water flowing from the shower can calm his raging feelings.

Under the shower, Marsha rubbed her wet hair with her palms. Even now the woman touched her lips. The lips that had just received a kiss, fondling, and a pagutan from Abraham.

"Your kisses and fondling stirred up a forbidden desire within me, Bram. My heart could feel his soulful kiss. Your gentle pagutan, and the swab of her tongue that evoked thousands of sensory nerves in my body. It's just that this desire isn't right, Bram. This desire really made my feelings turbulent" Marsha said alone in the bathroom.

As if, Marsha lost her sanity because now she is talking to herself.

Marsha closed her eyes and then the woman sobbed. Her chest feels tight. A forbidden desire as aggrieved as this.

"I have to how Bram? No doubt, I got stuck too. The spark you lit, ignited me, set me on fire, made me stir. But I have to end it. I have to hold myself back and forget everything that has happened."

More than half of Marsha flushed under the shower. The woman came out of the bathroom with her hair still dripping with water that made her shoulders wet. Marsha then laid herself on the bed, the woman closed her eyes and felt her own lips.

Lips that have just received a forbidden kiss from a man who is not her husband. Even now, just forgetting the sensation of the forbidden kiss is so difficult for Marsha.

Marsha's tears fell again, "Why did you kiss me Bram? Why are you the one who aroused this forbidden desire?" marsha said with a sob.

The spark of forbidden desire that made Marsha's chest feel so tight. She was playing with fire behind her husband. Because today he failed to fortify himself. His heart was broken for the first time. More painful as his heart wavers with the man who came from his past.

While in his hotel room, Abraham was laying down his body. The man closed his eyes with one hand covering his eyes. Now Abraham imagines how his lips collide with Marsha's. Such a fierce clench on his chest, Marsha's defensive and suspenseful demeanor, and the kiss after kiss that just happened just like that really stirred up the desire within him.

“This feeling is crazy, Marsha. I admit I am a Khilaf. It's just, I don't regret the moment my lips touched yours. When your lips feel warm and on the surface of your lips. This feeling is crazy, but how else is this impulse so strong that I can no longer resist. I still love you, Marsha. I want to have you back. It's just, you already belong to Melvin,” murmured Abraham softly.

The forbidden feeling that seemed to ignite Abraham to dare to fondle Marsha's lips. A forbidden desire that seemed to move Abraham's hand to hold Marsha's nape, give a caress on the side of the face, and peek in the t-shirt that Marsha was wearing.

“If I act more than this, could it be that you could be mine once again, Marsha? Is it possible that the fabric of our love will be re-knit?”

In the end, Abraham chose to rise. The man tidied up his things. Rather than fearing his own forbidden feelings, Abraham chose to leave Jogjakarta first. It's not that he doesn't want to go back with Marsha, it's just that his impulse is to say that he has to go back to Jakarta first.

***

When breakfast arrived, Nania greeted Marsha who this time chose to go down to the restaurant on the third floor.

“Non, healthy right? Why is your face so big? Less well, his vacation in Jogja,” asked Nania to Marsha.

“Nggak ... even exhausted. Want to return to Jakarta,” sahut Marsha by drinking black coffee in a white ceramic cup that is currently held.

“Later in the afternoon we have returned to Jakarta. Uh, but the Photographer is back first,” said Nania.

Of course hearing Nania's words made Marsha so surprised. Shouldn't the three of them be returning to Jakarta by plane this afternoon. Of course Abraham's faster return raises a big question mark for Marsha.

“Why did he come home first?” ask Marsha.

Nania seemed to be twisting her shoulders, “Entahlah .. there is a personal need she said. Yeah, you're done with this rest, Sha. Do not forget to contact your husband if we have arrived in Jakarta tonight. Don't let him panic,” said Nania.

Marsha could only smile wryly and bow her face, “There's no way she's panicking. Three days I was in Jogja alone, the message he sent alone could be counted on the fingers. I don't know if he really was filming stripping there or indeed he was having fun with the woman he considered as his cousin.”

Marsha's feelings become gamang. He forgot to find out the figure of a woman named Lista who was rumored with Melvin Andrian.

“Why even bengong?” ask Nania again. In Nania's eyes right now it seemed as if so many things were hidden by Marsha.

“Eh, nothing really. Yes, this abis I just rest. I think I'm sleep-deprived,” reply Marsha.

“Iya. Don't forget well, clean up too. Later in the afternoon we flight to Jakarta,” reply Nania.

Marsha nodded her head, the woman was thinking a lot about something in her head. Not only about Melvin and Lista, but also about his forbidden feelings for Abraham.

After breakfast, Marsha chooses to return to her room. The woman tidied up her things and put them in a suitcase. After all, Marsha chose to close her eyes for a moment. Hoping that with a little sleep, his feelings would start to improve, the tangled threads that filled his mind could slightly unravel.