The Forbidden Desire of the Wife

Confession of a Mother

After Marsha calmed down, Abraham then invited Marsha to come home. Previously, Abraham offered to Marsha could there be other places he wanted to go and also buy snacks before going home. However, because the heart is too sad, it feels like Marsha does not taste to eat and buy snacks. Whereas before, Marsha was so fond of eating snacks. His body weight has gone up by almost 3 kilograms, and also it does not look so thin.

“Turn home directly yes Mas,” take her to her husband.

“OK .. road on the road see something interesting just say, let me can stop the car,” reply Abraham.

“Hmm, yes .. thanks Mas,” reply Marsha.

Slowly Abraham returned to his car, leaving the streets in the city of Semarang until they finally reached the house of Mama Diah again. However, when it arrives, there is a white car that Marsha believes is his car. Marsha then glanced at her husband.

“Mas, it's Mama's car,” he said this time. Marsha pointed to the white car parked in front of the gate of Mama Diah's house. Marsha was very sure that it was her mother's car.

"Yes, just go in. We look inside" Abraham replied.

" ..., but Mas," Marsha replied reluctantly to descend.

Abraham clasped Marsha's hand there, and then spoke again to his wife, "Don't be afraid. I am temenin" replied Abraham.

Inevitably, Marsha finally got out of her car and slowly entered Mama Diah's house. True to her guess, there was Mama Ria who sat in the living room and seemed to chat with Mama Diah, while Mira was in the lap of Mama Diah.

"Marsha," greeted Mama Ria with a face that was difficult to define that went straight to Marsha at that time.

Seeing the tension between Mama and the child, Mama Diah then invited Mira to play in a park not far from the housing where they lived.

"Mira follows Eyang to the mini market in front of yuk? Same swing in the park," asked Mama Diah.

Finally Mama Diah invites Mira to come out, giving Marsha time to finish everything with Marsha. Although not much know, but seeing the sudden arrival of his iron to the house when Marsha had previously said goodbye to meet his mother, it is certain that something is not right now.

"Marsha ... Mama's here to see you, Sha," said Mama Ria, staring at her daughter's face.

"Why meet Marsha, Ma?" reply Marsha by taking a seat, within one table in the living room. Abraham sat next to Marsha. Abraham's job there is only as a listener and also accompany Marsha. As for his promise that he will not leave Marsha. Now, Abraham sat down and accompanied the wounded Marsha.

"I'm sorry Mama, Sha," said Mama Ria in a voice that sounded vibrating.

Apology is the first word that Mama Ria said. Realizing that what Marsha saw was not a good thing and also Mama Ria needed to give an explanation to Marsha.

"Mama will explain everything. What you saw earlier .. is true, Sha. Only, he's Mama's husband. We're already married. Don't get me wrong, Sha. Not a marriage to pursue passion, but we're both in love."

Really, everything Marsha heard made Marsha hurt. So, all this time her mother has been married again. Since when? Why as a child, had he never been told before? Usually parents who will marry again will ask permission to their children, especially Marsha is an only child. But why is Marsha being told?

It is not meant to defend oneself, but the coming of love no one knows. Love comes sometimes without logic. Just like the five-headed Mama Ria can actually marry a flocked man named Ray it.Toh, having sex with his own husband is not wrong.

"Mama didn't defend herself Mama, Sha ... Mama is just trying to explain the truth to you," continued Mama Ria.

Afterwards, Mama Ria took out a green and maroon-red wedding book from her bag, and thrust it to Marsha there.

"Look, we're not a kebo-gathering couple .. we're married. Legitimate, in the eyes of religion and country," said Mama Ria.

Marsha only glanced at the wedding book, and indeed seen a photo of the face of his mother and a man named Ray who allegedly aged like Abraham. Up to this point, Marsha still chose silence, because she was so dizzy with the reality she received.

"I'm sorry Mama ... Mama thought, Mama can make her own decisions, and also you are far away in Jakarta. So, Mama got married without telling you first before. Forgive Mama" said Mama Ria.

Abraham took his hand and gently rubbed Marsha's back there. Abraham also felt that Marsha was not easy to accept this Mama's remarriage.

"It was too late, but Mama was relieved to be able to tell you this truth. Mama's been waiting a long time, but first we're the ones who saw us both" Mama Ria replied.

Marsha who was originally silent and also listened to the explanation from her mother, now chose to respond to the story from her Mama.

"Is it hard to tell Marsha, Ma? Marsha's her son Mama Loh. However, in the most important decision of Mama's life, Marsha was not involved at all. Marsha also misses, Ma ... Marsha is also hungry for affection from Mama and Papa, but what Marsha has been feeling all along. You act at will, without involving Marsha, without thinking about Marsha's feelings. Actually, Marsha's Mama's son isn't she Ma?"

The anger in Marsha's heart could not be contained anymore. He said clearly his injuries as a child.

"Sorry, Sha." Mama Ria can only say sorry.

"Marsha doesn't care what Mama gets married for ... Marsha doesn't care, Ma .. only, appreciate Marsha as Mama's son. Marsha was alive, but all this time it was like Marsha was an orphan who had no parents."

Grievous. This is Marsha's feeling. So also with Mama Ria who felt the outpouring of sadness Marsha, felt slapped because indeed all this time there was no close family relationship with her own child.

"Mom's getting married, wants to get together, or whatever it is, Marsha doesn't care, Ma. All that is up to Mama, the sin that bears also Mama. Marsha only wants to be a child, Marsha can feel the form of affection and the role of parents that Marsha still has. However, in fact all this time never, Ma .. since long ago, Mama and Papa are the same. Acting at will, making decisions at will, and never thinking about Marsha's feelings."

Abraham, who was sitting beside Marsha, sighed several times. It is a form of anger and restrained emotion of a Marsha. The emotions that Marsha had never shown, the wounds that had scratched her heart so deeply, and now it seemed real that they had finally burst out as well.

"I'm sorry Mama, Sha .. I'm sorry we didn't notice" Mama Ria replied.

Yes, Mama Ria and Papa Budiman are more in an equally unaware position. Feeling a silent child is a good state because it never asks the contents of his heart. Now, when Marsha exploded, then there was a mistake that Mama Ria felt.

What Marsha is feeling right now is the real manifestation that the child is the most suffering victim behind the division and separation of both parents. What Marsha felt was a true story, a silent and fine child, in her heart there was such a gaping wound.