The Fading Love

Miscarrying

Our situation is much calmer now. My parents and I sat quietly without saying a word.

"why not say from the beginning, son? why are you dealing with everything yourself, baby, why son?"

"Yes do not want to make you worry, Aya do not want you to feel the pain that Aya feels, mah" the back of my hand touched mamah, I turned to look at my mother.

"you're Mama Aya's son. You're our son, you're still the responsibility of mama and papa, what happened to you and Aska, although we can not petrify a lot, but at least papa mama can reduce a little pain you" said my mother, sounding very disappointed from every word that was released mama, mama, mom and dad were disappointed because I hid my family's big problems, until the divorce I didn't tell them.

"sorry Aya, I'm sorry." Mama hugged me tightly, wanted as much as they could with me, there was always an apology for me.

"sorry.." I also held my embrace. After no longer hearing my cries, mamah let go of her embrace, she touched my protruding belly.

"how many months?" I'm a little surprised, I haven't said anything about my pregnancy, why they know.

"you know?" mama Nodded.

"Aska who told mamah kemaaren, when mama said which papa, she said no, there was ade Aska in the belly of mama" said my mama repeated what Aska said. I smiled and looked down at my mother's hand on it.

"iya mah, Aya is pregnant, it's been two months"

"your ex-husband knows?" honestly I was sick when my mom said ex-husband, as soon as this all goes, even if in remember there is no good thing Zidan to maintain our household. I'm nodding.

"Let's tell Zidan after we're officially divorced"

"you're starting a new beginning, son, with your two children, mom and dad will always be there for you" my mom said.

"thank you ma, thank you pah"

.....

One month later

POV Author

"You're pregnant Karina! Look now! because of your style, my granddaughter became a victim!" Karina in the hospital clothes rolled her eyes off guard, it seemed that nothing had happened to the woman, but in fact he just lost a fetus that was just three months old in his birth due to an accident that occurred one day ago.

Yeah, that woman just had a single accident one day ago because of her head race keke. There is nothing serious about injuries on the body, but the fetus in the womb is the one who chose to give up, due to a fairly hard impact on the area of the stomach, which is very difficult, Karina had severe bleeding and her fetus was unable to survive.

The husband sitting on the sofa is seen playing his wedding ring with the ex-wife. Zidan seemed pensive to ignore the mother's Nagging that continued to be heard echoing in Karina's ward.

"You've dizzy, Karina dengernya, you know nothing!" Karina who from just now was just silent finally made a sound as well, her tone sounded no less defiant than her in-laws.

"You're not aware that killing your son is acting up!" Karina did not seem to care, she turned her face in the opposite direction. Narendra, who was sitting next to Zidan, massaged his temple, which may be throbbing, hearing the debate between his son-in-law and his wife.

"Karina!" The goddess flipped over Karina's body in a way that pulled her arm roughly.

"what the hell mah! pissed Karina.

"PEOPLE!" The goddess had already raised her hand prepared to give a slap in the face of the son-in-law, whose daughter-in-law he had always held high before the world.

"Don't blame Karina aja dong mah! salahin was also the son of mama" Zidan pointed at Zidan who did not take his eyes off the ring on his ring finger. Wedding ring with Inayah.

"you're Karina's mother! you're not careful, and you blame Zidan? you sane?" Karina offended a small smile.

"hey! Zidan was wrong too! she never came home, Karina was equally stressed, her fault where if Karina refreshed her own car, Karina also never had any intention to kill Karina's child" said Karina did not want to lose.

"the way you talk is like an uneducated person Karina, where your manners are" this time Narendra said sternly, saying, he did not accept the way Karina spoke that sounded brazen to the wife.

"mamah first, instead of being excited at the calm because of the end of the miscarriage, even the ranting is not clear "

"It seems like you've never been educated by your parents, huh, Karina?" Karina firmly clenched her hands, her teeth rubbing against each other inside there, Karina forgot her headache, she woke up violently.

"Zidan! Mending you take your parents out, my head hurts and I keep hearing his chatter" cried Karina from her bed, Zidan stood up, he did not bring his mother out of there, but he himself chose to go out.

"Zidan!"

"Zidan" cried Karina in disregarded Zidan, the Goddess who was also fed up finally chose to leave.

"Let's go home, can stun mamah if longer here"

Outside Zidan beat the steering wheel as an emotional outlet, tired of his activities, Zidan leaned his head there.

"Yes.I miss you baby." murmured Zidan sounding bitter.

"Aska papah's son... Papah kangen Aska.. papah kangen yu" a drop of tears down from both eyes firmly man who looks so weak. Shoulders that always look strong also vibrate.

"What I've actually done, what I've done to my son and my wife, not even to maintain our marriage, I haven't done, and now I've lost the people I love, lost my woman, lost my son"

"ROUGHSHH"

....

"mom...." Inayah shuffled her waist, she shook her head at the appearance of her son. His face, his clothes, his shoes, everything was filled with dirt. Aska carrying her bag with a fishing rod in her other hand, behind her was Ali the Grandfather who continued to develop a smile.

"o Allah Aska...you have finished doing this son.." said Inayah Prustasi.

"your child fishing in the rice field Inayah, see can fish inanya" Aska showed a bag containing fish results of his fishing

"yes Allah papah..see that father's son so cymong" Ali rubbed gently Aska's head.

"No papa Aya, at times, your son is too much to live in the city, see someone fishing on the road earlier so want to follow too, in love with fishing gear there RT sir" Inayah resigned, her shoulder slumped.

"don't be angry, don't you learn to live in the village" Ali touched his daughter's shoulder before it passed from there, Aska floated a smile so sweet, Inayah was powerless not to smile at the adorable behavior and face of her son.

Inayah continued to look at her two favorite men who were different ages until they were no longer seen.

"You're more and more like your papah, son, what face you will continue to make mamah remember with all the behavior of papah, son" Inayah muttered to herself.