The Fading Love

Threats

Inayah POVs

"No idea, Sa. Until now there has been no subpoena from the religious court" I had expected this to happen, since the beginning Zidan refused to divorce, it was one week after the divorce papers I sent to his office, he said, no word from the court.

"He didn't want a divorce, I'm sure it's in his hands, what should I do, Sa..."

"Lo can still continue the divorce even though Laki Lo refused" I raised my head to look at Khansa, I don't understand anything about the divorce law and its ways.

"How?"

"Lo has to have hard evidence of Zidan's affair" I shook my head, it's hard to find any evidence to hand over to the court, I knew Zidan was having an affair at the supermarket, what evidence do I have.

"Gue doesn't have any proof, Sa..."

"Ka Zidan never played rough is not the same Lo?" i'm nodding.

"Ka Zidan once slapped me, ka Zidan also once pushed me until my back bruised, he also once threw his own son to the sofa" Khansa looked so shocked, no wonder anyway, no wonder, Khansa never thought Zidan was that, I did, but the truth is Zidan did violence in our household.

"Serious Yes!" Khansa subconsciously kicked the table, I just nodded, I leaned my back against the chair, wanting to get away from even a jerk Zidan was this hard, what else to hang on with him, he said, just looking at his face I'm sick.

"Great as God is" Khansa muttered, I really did not expect my husband to be so light-handed. The Zidan we knew never raised even a hint of his voice, even though Zidan was cold and cold. I'm sure it was that cheap woman who made Zidan change.

"Until that time he hurt his son. This isayah!" I was a little surprised when Khansa raised her voice, I raised my brow in confusion.

"Lo must have a lot of things that I don't know, right? You've been unhappy living with her?" our views are against each other. I squeezed my fingers withstanding the tightness that suddenly just went back to hurting my chest.

"Gue was very happy after marrying her... I was very happy, even though my marriage with him did not get the blessing of our parents both. My parents didn't want us to get married and neither did the Zidan family. Their family is far above my family, my parents do not want their children to be humbled in the rich family, I was hidden from the public, my son they did not admit" Quickly I remove the tears that now drip out again.

"Yes.." I smiled at Khansa, I showed her that I was strong.

"Yes..."

" I never got a confession, I don't have a problem Sa, I keep living happily until I feel a change from the attitude of ka Zidan, a year ago ka Zidan really feels foreign to me, ka Zidan is not like the Zidan we once knew, ka Zidan is rude, indifferent, cold, grumpy, whatever I do to him if again bad mood everything is wrong in his eyes, he said, every Saturday and Sunday ka Zidan never come home with a reason to stay at his office, and stupidly I believe. Ka Zidan who can be out of town for weeks without giving any news I still believe in him, and this is what I receive, a betrayal from him"

"Gue had imagined a happy life continues with him, aging accompanied my grandchildren grow up and successful, but in fact all that would never happen in my life, my household was destroyed without rest, ka Zidan incised such a deep wound in my heart, that I myself was at a loss for a way to heal his wound" Khansa stood up and moved to sit beside me, in his embrace I was so tight and rubbed my back.

"It hurts so lo Aya. and Lo is still strong" I don't want to cry anymore, but if it's like this what I can do, I'm an ordinary woman not a superhero.

"Help me make it out of him Sa, I can't afford it anymore, I want to live happily with my kids, I don't want to go back to him"

"Gue will help Lo Aya, I'm also not willing if Lo has to go back to that jerk guy"

"Where are you from?"

"Marina?" Zidan was a little surprised to find Karina in front of his house, his house with Inayah, Karina was not alone, there were her parents there too. Zidan always came home with Inayah, he was so hopeful that the woman was there waiting for him to come home, waiting as usual on the living room sofa with a big smile.

Zidan hoped that the woman would approach him and hug his tired body after a long day of work. But that never happened in the space of one month, there was no smell of good cuisine from Inayah, no sound of cool Aska laughter playing around the whole house, there was no sound of Inayah shouting that was upset with her son's behavior, and now Zidan actually had to deal with both his parents and Karina, the people he had avoided this past month.

Zidan ignored them and opened the door of the house, he did not care the shrill call from Karina.

"ZIDAN!" Zidan clucked in annoyance as his briefcase was forcefully pulled by the mama.

"You know why, Zidan's tired, Zidan wants a break"

"YOU CAN'T KEEP ZIDAN GOING, YOU DON'T COME HOME ONE MONTH TO SEE YOUR SON AND WIFE! KARINA IS PREGNANT WITH ZIDAN!"

"Mah..." Zidan said slowly

"this Zidan has come home, Zidan returned mah, this is Zidan's house, there is Zidan's wife and child in the mah" Dewi melangakah approached, he hugged his son who looked so fragile. The eldest son looked unkempt, his eye bags were clearly visible, the area under his eyes was black, the sturdy body looked thinner than usual, the mustache in the original shaved also added to the sad impression.

"Zidan's..." The goddess said softly, Karina looked at them with her hands folded in front of her chest, while the father chose to sit down.

"Son, please stop like this, son, let go of him my son. he does not deserve you dear, talk about him going.. mamah please son" said Dewi lirih, Zidan let go of the mother's embrace, and shook his head.

"sorry mah, Zidan can not, Zidan loves Inayah, Zidan regrets because he has hurt his heart, Zidan is a stupid man who can hurt his woman. Zidan loves them mah, Zidan can not be without him, until whenever Zidan will not want to part with him" explained Zidan and turned to leave them, Zidan's footsteps stopped when the sound of shards pecking his ears.

"Zidan Fadillah Narendra!" Zidan Seeing the mother who had been held in her body, the Goddess pointed the shards of the vase towards her wrist.

"You choose mama's dead or part with that woman's zidan!"

"mah!" Zidan stepped up

"Stop right there!"

"Mom"! They cried out simultaneously as the Goddess wanted to scratch the broken piece of glass on her neck.

"Mamah will die in front of you if you do not divorce the woman Zidan" Dewi said calmly.

"Mamah make sure you will lose mamah son, mamah make sure it" Threatened Dewi not to mess around