The End of My First Love

51. Kangen

Santi who finished ablution, went straight into his room. While waiting for the Maghrib, he fell on his favorite mattress. "How is he?" ask Santi in my heart. "Why do I remember Jaswari. But lately I've been quite successful in turning my mind to something else, "Santi's mind again.

"Hopefully he's like me too, able to forget what happened. So the next time we meet again is not like the last time we met," muttered Santi in his heart. "Aah it turns out that if you already like someone, it is difficult also yes lupainnya even become kangen kayak gini anyway," Santi said himself.

The Maghrib prayer said, Santi immediately took a meeting and held his peace. Because he was ablution from earlier. "From thinking that he is not there, mending you pray first San," again Santi said the same himself.

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Week pass....

As usual Santi woke up early in the morning shower and prayed. He was ready to go to school, after sweeping and mopping the porch of his house. "San, breakfast first..!" I heard Bu Eka screaming from the kitchen. "Yes Mah, this is also willing, again wear shoes first," replied Santi.

Santi took a plate of fried rice that had been prepared by Bu Eka on the table. Santi calmly finished the fried rice made by Mamahnya. After finishing eating, Santi put in the provisions he had prepared before eating. Today Santi brought his favorite toast.

"Well, I went to school first yes," said Santi approaching Bu Eka who was on the porch of the house. "Yes be careful on the road, today there are no activities?" eka asked the youngest child. "Yes Mah is there, today I am studying physics so go home again in the afternoon," replied Santi. "Yes, the bekel has not been inserted yet?" ask Miss Eka again. "Udah Mah, go first Mah, Assalamu'alaikum...!" said Santi. "Waalaikumussalam.." replied Ms. Eka.

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Elsewhere.....

Jaswari was already at school, he was seen chatting with Nurul and Uus in front of the IPA class. "Tumben Jas you early in the morning already nyampe school," search Uus. "Hehee, you are suspicious, you want to leave in the morning Us" replied Jaswari with a forced smile. "If the smile must be sincere do not be forced," said Uus. "Yes Uuus." replied Jaswari with a faint smile. "Well, the one who sees is also happy Jas," said Uus chuckling.

"Ouh yes Jas, this is usually a newsletter from Santi," said Nurul. "Will you still give Nur's bulletin? kirain I have not given the incident at that time," said Uus. "Still Us, what does the holding-handling incident have to do with the Us newsletter, no idea," said Nurul. "Well, I'm afraid Nur, because I'm Santi will not care about the same boy anymore" said Uus while pointing towards Jaswari.

The one who was appointed only smashed his lips. "Yes Nur thanks ya, say thank you also the same Santi," said Jaswari. Nurul nodded his head. "You are not Jas, yesterday was a bulletin tumben loh Santi nanyain tidings you," said Nurul. "Ouh yeah, keep Santi saying what Nur," said Uus. "Ck, you are Us, who asked Jaswari, why are you excited anyway" said Nurul keles.

Jaswari immediately rewarded the blow on Uus' shoulder. Uus grimaced in pain, because indeed this time Jaswari's punch was very hard. Nurul saw the behavior of his two friends giggling themselves. "I was going to play at Nur's house, but I was thinking about it again that she was afraid that she was uncomfortable yesterday" Jaswari said.

"Yes later also Santi if it is calm, would want to meet you Jas, believe me deh," said Nurul. "Yes Nur, hopefully it will be like that" replied Jaswari lirih. "Don't be lethargic that dong, Santi was not here and here he was busy with his exculciation and lessons. Tau itself Santi how if he has to learn he can not be disturbed, indeed we learn it casually," entertain Nurul to Jaswari.

"Yes Nur, thank you for comforting me. Yes, we went to class and bell again" said Jaswari. "Ayoo..later we go home to school watch at your house just Jas," invite Uus let Jaswari diverted to something else. "Ah yes ayoo, have not watched it for a long time, either" said Jaswari. "Ashiik, we eat at Jaswari's house" answered Uus girang. "You think of food" said Nurul. They laugh together too.

The three of them headed to their respective classes, because soon it was time to enter the class. Nurul was already in his class, as well as Jaswari and Uus. Jaswari sat down and took out his pencil. While the doodles are not clear, Jaswari still thinks about Nurul's words about Santi. "San, I promise that if I see you again, I won't be like yesterday. I'll be mediocre I promise San," Jaswari murmured inwardly.

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Later in the afternoon, he was seen on the porch reading a magazine book. "Later if I have finished replay I will play to Tsanawiyah deh, the times the kangen is treated. If now mah still can not, I'm dizzy myself same schedule of tutoring and excrement I haduh body feels crumbling every day home Maghrib. Moreover, Mba Ami told me to continue learning Arabic again," complained Santi.

Again engrossed in thinking about Jaswari and the activities that make Santi dizzy, his mother appeared from inside the house. "You again say what San, read what book daydreams," said Eka. Because seeing Santi hold a book but I see it not to the book held. "Eh Mamah, hehee was caught deh..nih again thought of the uniform syar'i yesterday Santi storyain. What you don't want to do, you know," Santi lied.

Where might Santi say think of Jaswari again, hihihi. "You don't have to think about it neng, later also long will. You asked him yesterday not to see the situation. I was not feeling well yesterday" said Bu Eka. "Yes Mah, later Santi try to talk again with you if it's good situation of his heart," replied Santi.

"Yes have entered the gih, not good afternoon is still outside the house," said Bu Eka. "Yes Mah is also coming in" said Santi. "Huuuh, if only now I could go to Jaswari's house. Why I'm a kangen gini anyway," Santi's frustration doesn't abis think.

"Let's Santi you can't falter, say the same no. 'PACARAN'..." Talk to himself and convince himself. "Don't eat your own talk, you will be mocked and lectured all over" Santi advised himself. "You can definitely, even if you meet Jaswari later, you can definitely overcome this feeling," muttered Santi sighing long.

Santi also tidied up the magazine he read earlier and entered the house. When Santi was about to enter and open the door, Miss Nolis her aunt Santi came. "Assalamu'alaikum.." cried Miss Nolis. "Waalaikumussalam, uh there's aunty," replied Santi immediately kiss his aunt's hand. "Why are you again San?" ask Miss Nolis. "Hehee, no longer anything about Bi, just read it again," replied Santi.

seriate......