The End of My First Love

42. Ensuring my Feelings

Not long after the voice of the Maghrib Adhan was heard, they all realized that the day was getting dark. "Eh yes Maghrib, yes" said Santi. "Yes Nur, I pray Maghrib here aja deh Nur, then just go home" said Santi again. "Yes, you used to worship San" Nurul said. "The three of you pray in Surau aja, yes" said Nurul again. "Siap Nurul pretty," said Santi immediately run away into his house Nurul.

Nurul and the others heard the words of Santi who either praised or sneered, could only shake his head. "Yes we have gone to Surau first, Nur" said Jaswari. "Yes Jas, yes I want to follow Santi, want to wudhu too," Nurul replied as he entered his house.

When Nurul just wanted to go to the bathroom, Santi had come out because the wudhunya was finished. "Nur, I pinch the door, where do you keep it?" santi asked when she passed. "Because I put it in my bed, you pray in my room only San" said Nurul. "OK ready Nur," said Santi as he headed to Nurul's room.

Uus suddenly gawked into Nurul's house without saying hello. Nurul who saw it was astonished, why is this one boy still here. "Yes Allah Us, it was sent to the surau to pray, and even back again" said Nurul Geregetan. "Sstt..don't loudly say it, later Santi's horror," said Uus stick his finger on the lips. Nurul who heard that wanted to be told by Uus. "What's going on back here?" ask Nurul.

"Later after praying do not go out of the room first Nur, I make the same agreement Sugeng is also a bit long at the temple," said Uus. "Why indeed?" tanya Nurul still does not understand Uus' plan. "Ck, you are well, do not understand too, so that Santi and Jaswari can both chat in the living room, if Jaswari will come here first will certainly both be Santi," explained Uus. "Oouh that, okay-okay ready Us," said Nurul while giving his thumbs up.

Uus rushed to Surau again, afraid his Maghrib prayer was finished. And sure enough, his prayers have missed one rakaat. "Loh Geng, you have not prayed," Uus see Sugeng still standing in front of the entrance of Surau. "You how the hell, have forgotten what pretended to forget, he said he wanted to be long in surau, yes I have to let you along with his prayers" said Sugeng somewhat sprained. Uus also understood, then they entered and immediately joined the congregational prayer with others.

Santi who had finished praying immediately folded mukena. And looking back, Nurul was behind him. "Hehee, you are Nur, I'm surprised you're behind me" said Santi. "Who do you think, ghost! yes I am San" said Nurul protesting. "Euleuh-euleuh ngambek this story," said Santi. Hearing Santi talk like that, Nurul did not become complacent and laughed. "Yes, I've been waiting outside for Nur" said Santi. Nurul nodded, because he wanted to pray.

Santi was waiting for Nurul, sitting in the living room, while reading a magazine book that Santi brought from home. Moments later, Jaswari came from Surau alone. "Assalamu'alaikum." said Jaswari. "Waalaikumussalam, enter Jas, wait in aja," replied Santi. "Eh yes San, I'm sitting here well," said Jaswari sitting next to Santi. "Yes Jas, I can." replied Santi.

"Kok you are alone anyway, where are the others Jas," asked Santi who saw Jaswari coming alone. "They still pray San, like the hell they both miss," said Jaswari. "I can't," Santi asked in surprise. "Don't know San, maybe pas wudhu was queued times, so they missed the prayer," said Jaswari guessing. Because Jaswari does not know why Sugeng and Uus can miss the congregation. "Ouh like that" said Santi.

The atmosphere was silent, no one spoke, both of them tried to calm their hearts that had been pounding. Then Jaswari ventured to speak. "What time were you here, San?" ask Jaswari for pleasantries so that the atmosphere is not awkward anymore. "I came here at about local time, but from the house the hell went Abis Ashar prayer, before here I stopped by to my aunt's house," said Santi. "Oh that," said Jaswari mangosteen. "Yes, I was told by Mamah to give my aunt a recipe for a cake" explained Santi smiling.

"You want a little personal, okay?" jaswari made sure. Santi nodded in agreement. "Have you ever been in love?" jaswari asked while looking at Santi. "Kok you have such a thing Jas," said Santi rather surprised. "I told you and asked your permission first. If you are not comfortable with what I asked, do not answer San, it's okay," explained Jaswari resigned.

"It's not Jas, I'm just surprised, you're the collision like that," said Santi. "Want to know San, would you?" jaswari said expectantly. "Hehee, yes, the time is not okay" said Santi. "Where do you answer, I myself am also confused, the feeling of falling in love is like what Jas," Santi did not even immediately answer. "But the word people are in love itu.when we are close to someone, we will feel comfortable," said Santi with a smile. "He also said, when adjacent to our heart it beats fast, and if you meet want to linger do not want to separate," said Santi chuckled.

"Have you ever felt that way San?" Jaswari direct kepo. "If you ever feel Jas, but if I am in love again, I don't know myself either" said Santi smiling sweetly. "Hmm.like that, maybe you should make sure it's San, so you know you're in love, isn't it," Jaswari said. "How does Jas work, can ya?" santi asked confused.

"Hmm..behold I thought first.." saut Jaswari thought as he tapped his finger against his chin. After a while, Santi made a sound. "Where did Jas get it?" kepo Santi's. "Hehee, you're in for it too" Jaswari said chuckling. "Iihh even ngetawain a curious person anyway," Santi sulked and hit Jaswari's shoulder.

"Duh kepo so fierce, hehee. "Aahh yes I already know San, how to do," said Jaswari. "Well, how's Jas" said Santi enthusiastically. Jaswari who saw Santi was excited, feeling happy and smiling knot. "The way, you hold the person's hand, like this" said Jaswari while showing her hand holding Santi's hand.

"Well this is the way, if you feel your heart beating fast means you are in love with that person," said Jaswari whose hand is still holding Santi's hand. Because Jaswari also wants to make sure she feels the same way Santi. And without them knowing, outside there are people who are watching and listening to the two of them who are holding hands. Who else if not Sugeng and Uus, also Nurul who is behind the wall of the living room.

"Hehee is funny also they both yes, want to say equally like a very complicated dah," said Uus gemes.

seriate......