The End of My First Love

111. Rigid

After ending his chat with Santi, Jaswari rushed to the patient's room. He wanted to accompany back Erni who was doing the blood washing. Arriving at the room, it turned out that Erni was closing her eyes. Jaswari went in slowly afraid to disturb his wife. Because the right way in there, the nurse was there, Jaswari asked. “Sus, how is there a fitting constraint earlier to do the incision to my wife?” ask Jaswari. “Alhamdulillah sir does not exist, until now the process is smooth.” said nurse guard. “And soon also finished sir, if you want to wait here please Sir,” explained his nurse to Jaswari.

After getting permission from the guard nurse, Jaswari also waited for his wife in the patient's room. And not long before Erni woke up, opened her eyes. Actually Erni is not sleeping, she is just pretending to be asleep. He didn't want to see Jaswari worried when he was doing the dialysis. Because it feels bad and uncomfortable, it hurts. “Aa has returned from mushola yes, sorry I did not know I fell asleep,” said Erni after opening her eyes. “Ah Yes Er, already from earlier, even earlier took her to the nurse,” saut Jaswari. “What are the now feeling pain Er?” jaswari asked, worried. “Gak Aa, not so sick as yesterday. Although there is little but can still be withstood the pain,” replied Erni in a soft voice but still heard by Jaswari. “Sorry I am Er, until now I have not been able to please you. Hopefully you will recover quickly and we can gather first again,” Jaswari told Erni. “Aamiin Aa, hopefully.” Saut Erni while smiling knot.

A few minutes later the process of washing the blood was completed, Jaswari then resigned to Erni to take care of her administration first. After he finished taking care of his administration, Jaswari immediately returned to the room again and invited Erni home. Today the road alhamdulillah not jammed, so Jaswari and Erni was at home. “Alhamdulillah, we have arrived at Er's house,” Jaswari said to his wife. “Ya Aa, thank God yes today the road tumben smoothly. I want to take a break Aa,” says Erni on Jaswari. “Ya, let me take you to room.” Said Jaswari. “makasih ya Aa, today I was very cape once,” said Erni lirih almost inaudible by Jaswari. Arriving in the room, Jaswari also laid Erni on her king-size mattress.

With painstaking Jaswari wiped his wife's body and changed Erni's clothes before she slept. “ah already finished, you can now rest, if it has been slap it fresh and delicious,” said Jaswari. “Ya Aa thanks, sorry I always aja troublesome Aa,” say Erni sad. “Eh do not talk like that Er, you are my wife, so it should be that I pay attention and take care of you,”. “Yes you have rested first yes, I want to call your brother so that Zahra is ushered back here,” explained Jaswari. Because it was fitting that they both went to the hospital, Zahra was placed in her grandmother's house.

Jaswari was out of the room, she immediately called someone. Then Jaswari went back to his room to get a change of clothes. Because he wanted to take a shower, his body felt sticky and sore. Maybe with a bath his body will feel refreshed. He looked towards Erni, before taking her clothes off. Erni seems to be closing her eyes, whether she sleeps does Jaswari not know. Jaswari went to the bathroom, which was in her room.

After some time, Jaswari was finished and already wearing clothes. “Yes Allah, may what I am going through come to an end soon. I can't bear to see my wife erni constantly feel pain,” Jaswari prayer in the heart. Long Jaswari long pensive sitting near his wife. Then he went out of the room, letting his wife Erni rest in the room.

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A week later.....

Because today is Sunday, usually Santi and Hidayat also his children like the morning walk around the house. And now they were all outside the house, to go on the morning walk. "Dad, today we walk the morning to the highway, it's exciting to see a lot of cars" said Shiddiq. "You know, every time you think it's just a car" Asla grumbled. "Yeeh it's okay I love your car" Shiddiq said. "There is no need to make a noise, yes today we walk the morning to the highway," after Hidayat stopped the small commotion of his children.

As per Shiddiq's request, the morning road today rtenya to the highway. Because it is still early in the morning there are not many cars that pass by, and the air is still cool. When he reached the highway, Shiddiq was very enthusiastic to see the car that occasionally passed. "Dad, there's a bus, Dad, it's really nice blue, Dad" Shiddiq said. "Oh Allah is ordinary times, have you ever seen the bus also Diq," ledek Eyebrows. "Yeeh just this morning I like buses, if Kak Alis does not like it do not have to see the bus," sewot Shiddiq. Santi and Hidayat saw his children's behavior was just a head bobble.

"We go home well, it's late afternoon, the sun is also tired, the streets are getting crowded, after all," said Santi who had felt sore walking from earlier. "Yes already Bun, but later on the road if there is a cake stall, stop by to buy a cake first yes Bun," pinta Shiddiq. "It's customary for you Diq, if the morning road bus must ask to buy a cake," Asla protested. "Biarin dong Kak, not every day, yes Yah," said Shiddiq asked his father's approval. "Yes, we will stop by to buy a cake, but remember yes sharing with her brother should not be greedy, Mother does not like," said Santi reminded Shiddiq. "Yes Bun, I'll share with you brother later" said Shiddiq nodding.

According to the agreement, after the morning walk, they also stopped by the cake shop first and then went home. After arriving at home, Santi immediately went to the bathroom because it was the morning after his body was drained, so now he wants to take a shower. Likewise with others, bathing in the bathroom alternately. After finishing the bath and in the clean fragrance of everything, they gathered in the living room to eat the cake that was bought earlier cake shop.

"The cake is good Bun, later if we go through it buy again Bun, may!" asla. "Hmm.so it seems that there are those who protest do not want to mapir to the cake shop, but now ask to buy more cake," ledek Hidayat to his eldest son. "That's your father, I was just Shiddiq doang Yah," elak Asla. "Yes yes I know, we will buy again okay" said Hidayat. They are all happy to enjoy togetherness with simplicity. Santi and Hidayat are very grateful to have very good children and love each other. And hopefully it's always like that forever.

Seriate......